it was a dark afternoon, the sun is up there but its blackish and pretty red like something is absorbing it. Yeah, its sun eclipse. I never seen this before. Wait... my leg its short. Is that even my leg?
starring down and a dangerous surprise waited for me,
Woah, what am i doing up a building slap, i sure don't have a death wish now. Wait, am i not already dead? But first i better go a safe spot this body doesn't feel reliable.
I backed up and climbed through the rooftop.
Heavens sake, where am i and this place doesn't seem like i was there before, and what's up with those clothes. Gyaaaah! what's those in my chest "I am a female?" But how am i still alive? Wasn't I were at that island ... that tall person with hood ... Ahh!
The head started to crush inside out like maniac and i started to forgetting everything every memory, scenario became hazy and tears started to wetting the floor. Right after that the sun appeared like its a new morning, Shinning brightly and seems like a clear ray just spined throw the head, veins and someone memory ,some features i never met, some sorrows i never had started going throw this body spines, it felt so real that all of this belonged to me and this body belongs to me all my past my memory disappeared just a little blur and whenever i push it to recall them this head starts crashing. and not much soon i understood earlier why that body stood at that slap this rooftops dead end. She were about to commit 'Suicide'. Before thinking i started to move like this body got its own control and reached throw ninth floor A number apartment, with shaking hands i ringed the bell. don't know some awkward fear started to floating throw air. Someone opened the door maybe around ten or thirteen years old girl and right after seeing me she hugged tight and started to crying and calling me sister. Oh so she is this girls sister. fair enough to hug. I just pushed her away and said i need to go to the washroom. Few steps later a cute boy around four or five years kid also hugged me and started screaming in tears and asking me where were you we thought you left us. then that sister joined, "we know mom did wrong with you but she didn't meant them all because dad is pressurizing her". Oh so the family is not in a good state. Wait, which year i am in. But i still feel warm tears are showering my chin. I don't know but all to those emotional kids i reacted kinda rude way.
Sorry but nobody feels like my family now and from today on u guys better don't talk with me.
I rushed throw her room and slam the door. Standing in front of mirror seeing myself head to toe, this girl maybe at the last step of her teenage, short and cute. such a shame she decided to suicide. then again,
F**k this head is killing me, its like someone stabbing it with an axe.
after a while i remembered so clearly so many details so many incidents and the sorrows she was holding.
People sure take this kind of decision when they become at there off limit.
i started to touching everything at that room her belongings and outside the window.
Sure its a shame we hold and use tons of stuffs but when we die we have to go with a complete blank hand.
After a while her mom came in and those kids started to knocking door and keep saying moms calling you i seen, a beautiful lady looks so young that i wondered is she really the mother of this three child.
She said in a shy voice , "Here take this trouser i saw it while shopping and reminded me it will be a perfect fit for you."
I understand she were apologizing her but somehow it felt so insulted like someone is calling me short. I grew up others calling me handsome here she is, felt like and young lady body shaming me.
Things gone like smooth. I adapted her styles and characters pretty well but my male, egoist, introverted attitude made few peoples questioned. And i started to knew that this life sure is hell.