(Arc - death suffering in whispers )
" why , that question always appears in my mind in this world
Why i suffer
Why they not."
A 19 year old boy talking to himself. In his face many injuries have , some was old and some was new its look like a torture. His name was 'zhen'. He was originally a high school student but after getting in high school he found out Is all hope are get crushed by those rascals.
" mom i am back "
" big bro you are home see mom made those cookies, they are tasty"
A small little girl around eight years old run towards door and hug zhen legs. She was very charming her black short hair and white skin is like a flower if anyone see her they only think about touch her delicate cheeks
"Aria don't bothered your brother. Don't you see he was very tired "
A sweet woman voice came in zhen ear that was the voice for which he could sacrifice everything.
"Mom don't warry i am not tired. You know I like to play with aria"
For his family he can do anything. That's the reason why he secrifice himself and suffer those bully. He never wanted his family to find out how badly he was bullied at school.
His father cheated on his mother, and after finding out, she divorced him. Taking her two children with her, she moved away and started a small grocery store to earn a living.
Now they live happily but zhen don't want those bully to know her mother grocery store if they find out , they find trouble with him.
" dear why you have again injuries in your face did you get in some trouble "
His mom get worried after she see her son injuries that was a small prof how much she love her family
" it's ok mom I just slip on the road and that this happen. You don't have to warry they are just some minor injuries. And I get treatment in way and don't warry . Now I am going to my room "
After that he get in his room and he stand infront of a mirror in that mirror zhen can see his body injuries in surface look just minor but in his back there are some serious injuries with bandages and also cigarette burning marks.
" I hate myself because of my helplessness I don't want make a move against those basterds if I do my family get in trouble. If i also have a good family background and if my father not do that to us me, aria and my mom live a happy life. But after all it doesn't matter , only my mom and my sister matter for me "
Zhen and his family just want make a happy life but in this world happiness and sadness are co exist some have high number of happiness in there life some have sadness but in there life a small portion of sadness and happiness also co exist with those two thing, just like zhen life he have many problems like poverty, school bully and don't have a father but there are also happiness in form of his sister and mother
" tomorrow is my school festival every one will enjoy if just i will able to enjoy myself also, I never forgive you all "
Tomorrow in school
In a school hallway there are many students with there small stores, some have toys or some have food. Every one is enjoying there self with there teachers. But also in this hallway corner there is a boy with plain t-shirt and simple shoes who will it be non other that zhen. He look everyone with shy gazes also a warry because in that hallway those bully also enjoy there self.
"Those f*cker enjoy there self and me hmm "
After see them his mood become more spoiled but at the next moment a beautiful girl come to stage her apprance is like a flower for every boy and in that flower skin a red dress make it more beautiful. After see her zhen gaze freeze at that time because that is the girl he deeply in love with. Her name was 'sera'. From the start of high school zhen love her but that girl very popular in high school, She was a model, born into a wealthy family. For Zhen, those things never truly mattered. What did matter and what burned deep inside him was the fact that she was the girlfriend of Wang, one of the very bullies who had once made his life a living hell.
" hy looser what are you doing there come with us"
A hand rested on Zhen's shoulder. It was one of the bullies his name was Michael. His father was a powerful businessman, and because of that wealth and influence, Micheal never treated anyone like a living being. To him, people were just tools, toys meant to be used and thrown away. With Michael there is also one boy and a girl behind him .
" hy looser today I my birthday also and I want to invite you to my birthday place after school three pm ok you are our joker and you gonna entertain us i also prepare a special uniform for you "
Hahaha ha
At this moment zhen heart goes to rock bottom he never want thing but now he meet his wrost possible way. But in this situation he cannot do anything to those, he only can endurce this Humiliation after all he never taught he get those situation its only a uncertainty for him.
On a road
" it's kinda funny I just become there toy what I taught about my life in a first place i want to go that school who's know after that I suffer like this. I endurce this for two years and now only one year left after that they and I are on a different path. I never wanna become somthing rich or popular i just want to live with my family that's all "
In everyone life they think world are going around them they think they are main character but after some time they realise one thing that in this world no one is main character no one cares about you how you live how you work nothing matter only our goal is matter. But for zhen he only want his family that's kinda funny but after all its also a form of fear. Fear of loneliness he don't want to be lonely that's all. But he never know loneliness is also important for someone because Only than alone can a person confront their inner thoughts, desires, and fears without being influenced by others.
"It must be here, I wanna go home "
After reaching his destination, he saw a massive apartment building looming before him. His objective was clear: apartment 864.
As he stepped inside and made his way up, the memories of his past began to stir, fragmented and hazy at first. Each step toward room 864 felt heavier, as if the air itself was thick with the weight of what was to come.
" finally I get to the room I should knock who know if I not do that they make me there punching bag "
Ding!
After some time a boy open door it was Wang
"Ohh you looser come here take this package in this there are your clothes do go to restroom and change and this is makeup put it in a good ok now go looser "
Wang was assembly man son. He have a very good look with two blue eyes and also bold hair and a charming face if anyone she him they never forget his appearance.Maybe because of his appearance sera get in a relationship with him.
"OK I will go "
In this situation zhen cannot do anything my be today is bad luck as well as
" and listen when we call you then you come out if you come early i will break your bouns no go "
After four hours, at apartment
" hy f*cker come and entertain us "
After that voice zhen came out in a joker costume. He wear a colourful uper and lower and with big shose and on his face there is a white pant and a big nose he also wear a joker cape. This is not the first time for zhen to fell this humiliation when he open the door he saw those seven bully who make his life miserable but at that time zhen world get up side down but there are also new faces in those few new face's was sera was also present in those faces and his two female friends. After see sera zhen don't think about second thing.
'Why why why sera is here , oh wait don't tell me Wang call her to join '
After realising those thing zhen heart get to the rock bottom but he can't do anything maybe he also considered those thing a bad luck.
" hy looser what are you doing dance we celebrated with us someone on the music "
A drunked girl voice came loudly in everyone ear.
" yha on the music lets make him dance "
Zhen started to dance in front of every one but he also look Wang and sera, in this party Wang hold sera back and hand in his two hands they get lovely dovely. See this seen a intense pain burn in zhen heart. In anyper life they live only 70 to 100 year most of them only going for money, fam, there hobby or some even going for there family happiness that's how world works but in chasing game there are also a rule that was strong eat weak you all maybe call it the absolute rule of jungle. But in this circle of many emotions jealousy is one of them and in zhen case he felt in love but no one tell him that in jealousy of love is not a sign of devotion, but of possession. The jealous one does not fear losing love, he fears losing control. He does not wish the beloved to be free, but to orbit around his desire like the moon forever bound to its planet. True love seeks not to own, but to witness the other's becoming. He never the know this rule because in every family they tell about moral and ethics mean how to live with righteousness but those are only binding chains by higher authority.
After few minutes, zhen accidentally loose his balance and fall on the floor after see him michael came and kick him.
" looser you even don't know how to dance you must die you are just a weight in this world you must die. Do you know I think you mother just give you birth accidentally maybe she can't tell who us your father "
After listening those thing zhen heart can't hold any pain he suddenly get into a rage and that he push back michael back and and he pick a glass bottle and grabbed from uper part and break lower part and than he scream and attack towards Michael but suddenly a hand grab zhen hand it was Wang he kick zhen and he fall to fallor after see this a girl say
" hy you you think you are something warrior or gangster your need to now your place we play with you just for fun but you bait us like a mad dog. I think Michael was right you are just a weight toward us and your mom "
Haha
"Why me you all doing this to me why I never doing something wrong towards your all why you do this all to me the how must die is not me but you all "
Zhen speak in a low voice and that wand grabbed his hair and say
" oh so listion we do this to you you know why because I don't like you from the very start when high school start i see you to gaze at sera at perverted sence and you know sera is my girlfriend but you do that. That's all why we do that to you"
Author: this is my first time to write please support me, I also make discord channel for all of you see you in next chapter.