My eyes are starting to finally adjust to whatever this is.
I don't know how long I have been awake, I just realized that my eyes are open, & that there is someone there in front of me.
It's been breathing up to my face. Inhaling through it's nose then exhaling through the mouth. Rasping through every slow breath like there is snot & or teeth in the way.
I can't make out what I am looking at, it's way to blurry. I also can't move my body nor my head so there was no way for me to get a better look.
It's weird, I can't do anything but look & wait. That fog is still there so it's not so bad, it makes the time spent feel like nothing, but it's weird, everything about this shouldn't just be weird.
Little by little, I started to make out what was there. Three white, strangely shaped, lights are brightly illuminating it's face, outlining it's head.
I don't know if it's the light that is making it harder to see but the darkness isn't giving much detail of the figure, just jagged edges of, I think, hair & a strange shaped nose...
The more it started to clear up the more I could see it's face.
Those jagged edges is thick matted fur...
Two of the bright white lights are big oval shape that has curved sharp arches, like... eyes without the iris or the pupils... eyes full of amusement & joy...
The other gleaming, wider, narrow-ish, spot I could make out a little better because of the detailed lines that started to adjust, they were smudges before, now they'er aligning & are shaping... shaping to look like teath...
The more the blurriness disappear & everything coming into focus I was able to see what it is.
It's... It's a wolf's face, that is mature & has one huge twisted smile that shouldn't be possible.
I actually started panicking, the fog slightly slipping, it started inhaling & exhaling faster, making the rasping harsher! It is happy & I don't know why, I am afraid to know why!
I can't move, I can't escape, he is right up to my face I can't do anything not even blink!
It then, some how, moved back, smooth slow slide that didn't appear like he took a step.
I can now see his ears & the rest of his neck which was enough to see the rest of this thing's jagged tooth smile.
Nothing happened after that. That smile is still there, it hasn't blinked at all, but his breathing was getting slower, calmer, more healthier.
Then a hand smoothly slide into frame, with two digit fingers touching my face! It then curved to the beginning of my nose & continue heading up up to my head.
It's deliberately slow, a chuckle proved it, & once it reached my forehead it stopped.
It's sickly breathing picked up, the two fingers were pressing harder & harder until?!!
I snapped my hands around his wrist, I found proper footing again, like I landed on the ground after a great fall!? I was now no longer up to his face, a small distance away, & also I was shorter & or he was taller!?
The thick mud was gone, I can feel the continuing pressing stab that had cut into my skin! Hitting my skull I think, a hard resistance that isn't doing anything about the pain!
I didn't want to shed tears but they dropped, God, I hate this! I keep my grimace from dropping but f@#$! I shut my eyes tight like that would do anything!!
He then moved forward, grabbed my head with his other hand & pulled it up making me face up. He was pressing down harder now, making me bend down, a knee hitting the floor while the other is barely keeping me up!
His fingers cracked through my skull and it- !!!
Eyes wide,his other finger's knuckles touching my right eye which I soon close!
I look around desperate for something! But all I see is nothing but the darkness & the bright spot light we are now under!
I'm breathing hard, still leaking out crys, I shut my eyes trying to keep the blood from touching them! My grip is still there & is tighter but it's doing jack Sh@$!!!
His breathing is so loud & short, not even sure if he's intaking any air, at this point! The beeping that is fallowing his actions is out of control now!! Getting faster & louder!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then he took one big breath. He held it. The beeping slowed everything slowed. Then, after a bit, he blew into my face with no teath to block the path, he dropped the smile to do so.
He chuckled, that smile back on, then in a deep growling & yet somehow smooth voice he spoke. " Rise & Shine Sunshine."
With a agonizing twist of his fingers I gasp for a breath! I sprung to life, but fell to my knees, pulling some of the wire with me!
I took breaths, even if it was painful, God my throat! I held onto my head & just started crying.
God it hurt, it hurt so much. I moved my hands to my forehead &, yeah, there was no hole, thank God!
I then covered my eyes. I soon screamed, hard! Hunching my back, bawling harder!
I collapsed into a ball. Keeping my eyes shut, not wanting to see anything, not wanting the stupid light to hit me, hopping that there is no one there to see or hear me!
... .... ..... ...
After a while, a timid but careful palm of a hand touched my small shoulder. Held it there for a bit & gently cuped it with his thumb soon after. I stop, shuting up all my weeping, trembling, anticipating a aggressive action of any kind ... ... ... but nothing happened.
Very slowly, I look up.
There is a man with a kind but shaky face but with a small gentle smile, eyes full of concern but with warmth.
I paused there, in that really uncomfortable position, but the stillness was okay & it was safe...
I didn't mind it to much but I did eventually but careful & slowly pick myself up, getting on my knees. I didn't want him waiting, I didn't want him to get angry.
With one of my hands I tried to wipe my eyes but my eyes kept dripping. In the end I covered them both, I couldn't hide my deep frown so what was the point.
I didn't want to see the strike, please just hurry & get it over with!
Then a arm awkwardly wrapped around me, with my left shoulder touching his chest.
It's nothing bad. This isn't bad.
God, I was shaking like a leaf, it was strange how familiar this is to me but how foreign this was for him. So, very slowly, I held onto the man's arm & carefully place my head down on his, I was trying to keep my breathing under control but the panic was so hard!
We were just there, nothing was happening, nothing was going to happen!
Then his other hand touched my back, a tear slipped from my eye, & he started to rub circles. That is where I fell apart but I was able to properly & tightly hug him!
I need this, this body needed this. God, this kid wanted something like this for such a long time!
Everything is so strange, I feel but he or his body can also still feel, it's hard to know anything right now but... this.
This I know, everything is safe, this must be safe, I must stay safe... ... ... ... we are safe!
" It's okay buddy, it okay"
The man said it. Yes it's okay. Everything, is now okay... ... ... ... ...
" WOOOO-HOOOO!!! THAT WAS F#$$ING EXHILARATING!!" A different deeper masculine trembling voice then popped in.