Chapter 19 - Chapter 16: Narrated by The Devil

The only way to accept who you are is knowing who you are. I rejected everything, knowing the only thing to get me somewhere is rape and drugs and killing. My love is gone, I am bleeding, I am bleeding. The only savior in my life is The Creator to kill him, my purpose to living is killing The Creator and crucifying him headless in front of everyone. I am bleeding, I am bleeding. The Lord left and I saw that the only person to help me is me. I need the perfect suicide with everyone like The Justice to see me. I still don't know why they give him that name for he is Anti-Justice. The train riding over me. The screams of people to see me in agony. I am bleeding, I am bleeding. Why must they see me dying when they saw me perishing. What is there in life, except The Creator. The reason for me to fucking live. I won't die now, but I will seek myself in hell. So Fuck him.