lioness's pov:
I was thinking that maybe he told me that he is back cause he knows that he is back to stay but was wrong and foolish again cause he really didn't come back, yesterday he told me that he is back maybe I can't even say why he said that it's a middle night right now he was supposed to text to me at least at 10: 00p.m if we say that he was busy but he didn't so I really can't stop my tears from falling on my cheeks now. sometimes I sit and looks myself in the mirror and ask myself what on earth did that man gave me to love him like this cause I nowadays I think am really losing control I used to love a man only for two months if it's for a long period of time it would be four months and now this one it's been more than 9 months, and what hurts me the most is because we are not even in a relationship plus he got me pregnant and he doesn't even know, what on earth am I going through my life has been miserable, it's only crying and sleeping even at my work I really don't get to work it out. now I understand love. as I sit on the couch at my campus, I closed my Diary and takes my backpack and leaves off while walking I saw Aiden with his friend and another girl passing by with his friend and he didn't even flinch, or stare at me and even though we were on different sides I knew it that he saw me clearly but his friend waved at me but he didn't. even though we are not couples, but he knows what happened between us and he knows that am into him why would he do this to me. I hurried into the washroom of the campus and cried softly and dares myself to never cry for a such man. And he would never find out about my baby in my belly. it's now me and my baby no more crushing on him or falling for him. I said but I really don't know if I can do but yes, I can.
Author's pov:
on Aiden's side he saw lioness and wanted to run for her and hugs her tightly, but he couldn't cause he knew too well that, that was not right time. he decided to text her while she is still crying in the washroom ''hi lioness, I just saw you it seems that you're alright'' he texted and lioness saw it and curses him ''whenever am comforting myself to forget him he comes back again and again, and now I just finished deleting all my charts with him, what does he wants from me if he doesn't love me, why isn't letting me go'' lioness looking at the message not even want to answer it and Aiden was also peeking at the screen of his phone waiting for her DM. ''we are trying to be okay'' lioness replied. ''why would you say that? what's not right" Aiden said ''don't say like you're innocent, this is all because of you'' she texted Aiden read and got frightened thinking what on earth has he done to deserve those words. before he could ask lioness added. ''what do you really want from me, why can't you just leave me alone?" lioness texted. ''oh, you want that'' he asked and lioness sniffed and say ''yes, I wish you can let me go, because you don't love me and you don't want to let me go'' lioness texted back ''lioness, it's not like that, it's just matter of time'' Aiden said ''always time and time and time again and again am really tired'' lioness said ''we can fix that'' Aiden said ''but how'' she replied ''lioness you can't do it it's very hard and it would be hard for you'' Aiden said ''why are you deciding for me?'' she said ''lioness, can you really leave your world and come to mine?' Aiden said asking her. to be honest lioness didn't know that Aiden's world is all about killing and fighting to survive she thought that it's a quiet mood and lonely world he was talking about. ''of course I can anywhere with you, I can try to survive anywhere as long as we are together'' lioness said ''am driving let me get back to you later'' Aiden replied and to be honest he just reached at another mafia's paths and he is in cop's uniform so he needs to be alert, he turns his phone off and drives slowly. on lioness's side she cursed him ''I wish you can just move from heart and I wish I have never got to know you'' she said trying not to cry and of course you can understand her too this man always gives promises and breaks them while if he says just leave lioness can go but Aiden also doesn't want to let her go''