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Chapter 23 - Softness and wishes

The world outside was wrapped in a warm breeze, sunlight stretching through the trees like golden threads. After breakfast — cinnamon rolls warm from the oven, sticky fingers, and lazy laughter — Theo had looked at her with that quiet glint in his eyes and said, "Come on. Let's go for a walk."

She hadn't said yes right away. For years, walking outside had felt like something heavy, a chore wrapped in invisible chains. But this time, it was different. This wasn't about escaping a house. This was about breathing.

"Okay," she said softly, and he smiled — not the big kind, just the gentle one that always made her chest flutter.

The kitten watched them leave from the window like a tiny guardian, tail flicking in curiosity.

The path near their house wound lazily toward the edge of the village, lined with olive trees and wildflowers that swayed softly in the breeze. Bees hummed lazily. A few birds called to each other across the open fields. It was one of those days that made the air feel alive.

Theo walked beside her but didn't try to hold her hand right away. He just matched his steps with hers, giving her the space to move freely. She noticed it. That silent respect. That quiet patience.

"Smells like spring," she murmured.

"It does," he replied. "I like it when the air smells like it's promising something good."

She smiled faintly at that. "I never thought air could promise anything."

"It can," Theo said, glancing sideways at her. "It just depends on how ready you are to listen."

They walked further down the path until the sound of water joined the wind. A small creek sparkled between rocks, the sunlight dancing over its surface. She crouched down, dipping her fingers into the cold water, letting it run between them. It felt clean. Real. Like a soft reminder that she was alive.

Theo sat beside her, elbows on his knees. "You look lighter," he said quietly.

She blinked at him. "Lighter?"

He nodded. "Yeah. Like you're not just surviving anymore."

His words wrapped around her gently, the way sunlight slips through the leaves. And she realized — he was right. A month ago, even the thought of walking outside alone would've made her chest tighten. But now she was here. Breathing. Laughing.

"I'm trying," she whispered.

"You're doing more than that," Theo said. "You're living."

She turned her face toward the creek, feeling something warm bloom in her chest. The sound of running water, the breeze through the olive leaves, and his quiet presence beside her — it all felt… safe. Not the fragile kind of safety she used to build like a wall, but the soft kind. Like roots finally growing into solid ground.

A small wildflower brushed against her ankle as the wind picked up. She leaned closer to Theo until their shoulders touched. He didn't say anything — he just reached out and laced their fingers together, slow and sure.

They sat like that for a long while, letting the world hum softly around them. No rushing. No expectations. Just the sound of the creek, the scent of the earth, and a silence that didn't feel empty anymore.

The afternoon sun draped the living room in a gentle, golden glow as she settled onto the couch with the kitten curled comfortably in her lap. Theo emerged from the kitchen carrying a small, carefully wrapped package.

"For you," he said, holding it out with that quiet smile she had learned to read like an open book.

She raised an eyebrow, curiosity lighting her features. "A gift? Just like that?"

"Just because," he replied. "No reason other than I wanted to see you smile."

Her fingers hesitated on the ribbon before tugging gently. Inside was a small notebook, leather-bound, smooth, and warm to the touch. The pages smelled faintly of fresh paper and something faintly floral, like a promise of beginnings.

"I… didn't expect this," she whispered, running her fingers over the cover.

"I know," he said softly, sitting down beside her. "I thought maybe you'd like a place to write. Dreams, thoughts… whatever you want. You've always needed a space that's yours."

Her chest swelled. In all the years of her old life, she'd never had a moment like this — where someone saw her entirely, without judgment or demand. She leaned over and kissed his cheek softly, brushing her lips against him like a quiet thank you.

"Thank you," she murmured.

"You don't have to thank me," he whispered back, brushing a hand through her hair.

They spent a few quiet minutes together before hunger reminded them of the afternoon. Theo had prepared a simple, yet delicious meal: roasted vegetables with fresh herbs, warm bread straight from the oven, and a small fruit tart that glimmered like a jewel on the table.

They sat cross-legged on the floor, sharing the food like children on a picnic. She passed him a piece of bread smeared with olive tapenade, and he leaned over to steal a bite, laughing when she swatted his hand away.

The fruit tart was sweet but delicate, the flavors layered and soft. She closed her eyes at the first bite, savoring the warmth and the subtle tartness of the berries. Theo watched her, and she could feel the quiet joy radiating from him.

"You know," he said softly, "it's the little things like this that make life… delicious. Not just the food, but moments like these."

She looked at him, eyes shining. "Moments like these?"

He nodded, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "When we can just be. No past, no fears, no expectations. Just now. Just us."

She leaned against him, letting the sounds of the room, the scent of the food, and the warmth of their closeness wrap around her like a blanket.

The kitten mewed impatiently for scraps, and they laughed together, feeding it tiny bites and watching it pounce with ridiculous enthusiasm.

As the meal ended, she held the notebook in her lap, fingers brushing the smooth pages. A new feeling bubbled quietly inside her — hope, soft and steady, like the gentle hum of sunlight through the window.

For the first time, she felt that life could be full of small joys — moments carefully stitched together, soft and golden, like cinnamon sugar on a warm roll.

And as Theo reached over to lace their fingers together once more, she realized she wanted to savor every single one.

...

She held the ring in her hand, the weight of it heavier than its size. Gold, slightly worn, a reminder of promises that had never meant love. She traced the delicate carvings with her fingertip, remembering the coldness of his hands, the sting of his jealousy, the life that had been forced upon her.

It had been hers once, in a life full of rules, obedience, and fear. Now, it felt like a chain she no longer needed. She slid it off her finger and placed it gently in a small velvet pouch.

"This is mine to decide," she whispered to herself. And in that moment, she felt a rush of freedom unlike anything she'd known.

Theo watched quietly as she left the house, the velvet pouch clutched in her hand. He didn't need to ask. He trusted her — and she trusted herself.

The shop wasn't far, a small, sunlit jewelry store tucked between a café and a bookstore. The bell above the door jingled when she entered. She met the shopkeeper's kind eyes and explained what she wanted: to sell the old ring.

He examined it, nodded, and offered her a fair price. She accepted without hesitation. As the coins clinked into her hand, a strange thrill danced through her — not greed, not vanity, but choice. Money earned, not forced. A tool for her own life, her own decisions.

Walking out of the store, she felt lighter than she had in years. The city seemed brighter, the air sweeter. With a small, deliberate plan in mind, she went from shop to shop, exploring things she had always wanted but never dared to buy.

A soft scarf, silk and deep burgundy, brushed across her fingers in one boutique. She bought it, imagining wearing it on cool mornings when sunlight streamed through the windows of their kitchen.

A set of watercolors called to her from a small art shop. She had loved painting as a child, but art had been a luxury she couldn't afford in her old life. Now, she carried the set home, carefully cradling it like a treasure.

Even small things — a delicate notebook for her sketches, a scented candle that smelled of vanilla and rain — all of them gave her a thrill she had never allowed herself to feel. Each item was a statement: I am free. I choose this.

Back at home, Theo watched her unpack everything with a soft smile. "Looks like someone's been having fun," he teased.

"I have," she said, her eyes shining. "It's amazing… being able to pick things just because I want them. Not because I have to. Not because someone tells me I should."

He reached out, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. "You deserve it. All of it."

She leaned into his touch, letting the warmth of the room, the sunlight, and his words fill her. For the first time in so long, she felt the sweetness of life — not imposed or stolen from her, but entirely hers.

The ring was gone, the past a soft echo. And for the first time, every small choice — every indulgence, every laugh, every purchase — was hers and hers alone.

The kitten leapt onto her lap, nudging her hand for attention. She laughed, picking it up, and in that small, ordinary act, she realized something extraordinary: freedom wasn't just about leaving the past. It was about owning the present — and savoring it, moment by moment.

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