I prepared white lilies for my own death. Not because I was afraid no one would bring them. I just didn't want to rely on anyone anymore.
I intend to give some flowers as a token of my gratitude. I will give these flowers to my parents and older sister. I'm sure they will love them. I will give the rest to my friends. I'm sure they will love them too.
I have prepared various flowers with special meanings.
There are red roses, symbolizing love and passion, which I will give to my parents in the hope that their love will be eternal. Sunflowers, symbolizing enthusiasm, which I will give to my older sister. Lavender, symbolizing tranquility, which I will give to Becca, my childhood friend as a token of gratitude for always bringing me peace and finally, carnations symbolizing love and admiration, which I will give to Sean, my first love.
I will make sure there will be no tears. Their tears are too precious to cry over an arrogant woman like me. There will only be happiness, like the smiles clearly visible on their faces when I feel pain.
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