(Amaia)
The decision has left me slightly baffled and embarrassed. The thought of being intimate with all five of them has crossed my mind countless times, but I didn't know it would take such a quick and drastic turn.
And Alnilam agreeing to it, that is like a dream coming true. I thought he would never be intimate with me let alone in front of his brothers. Even now, I am not sure if he has agreed to do it in front of them or if he is going to kick everyone out.
Maybe he is overexcited about finding his brother alive and all his rationality is buried under the exhilaration of the moment. Among them all, I feel Alnilam's exuberance, the most. Maybe it's because he remembers Rigel more clearly than the others. He had spent time with him.
Whatever, it is, I am going to take it. I wish to see Rigel, I want to be in his arms. Tell him that everything will be alright now that I know the enemy. I wish to kiss his soft lips and weave my fingers through his dark hair.
