(Mintaka)
I have stayed stronger in front of my brother but when we settle in the carriage with her in my arms, I completely break down.
The reality is so bleak. No matter how much I try to believe she is gone.
First Kayla and now her. The pain, the desperation, the agony are indescribable.
My chest aches so vigorously as I stare at her.
She appears so serene as if she had already found peace. But the weight of her body in my arms feels so heavy. My arms and knees shake and Alnitak's support keeps me going or I would have slumped to the ground.
The tears flow nonstop from my eyes.
The last two weeks had been devastating for her. Finding out that Amaia is Alnilam's mate, broke her emotionally.
I had been speaking with her, trying to spend time with her.
And now she is gone.
I am unable to accept the truth even when I am the one who carried her to her parents.
I don't know how I did it.
Mr and Mrs Astride break down seeing their daughter return like that.
