Keifer's POV
No nothing was right when I came home. I don't know what happened. Just got home and got to know that Keigan had his attack again and Keiren was crying his heart out in my room. Desperately waiting for me so that I could talk to Keigan and tell him to turn back normal. Well I couldn't tell that to Jay. I made her cry already. She cried much more than I expected. Maybe she felt and understood more than me. I went in Keigan's room. He was there in the bathroom. Door opened. He was infront of the mirror with a scissor in his hand the one that should clearly not be in his hands.
"Ke-Keigan?" I called out to him trying to be soft and gentle.
He turned to me with a weird smile on his face. Scissor in his hand. He walked towards me his hand slowly getting up matching the height where my heart is. He walked towards me. I froze. Not able to think. Is this really my brother? This is not the Keigan I know. No it can't be happening.
He walked he brushed past me and got out of the door. He walked towards the terrace, I followed him.
"Honey, please take care of Keiren. Don't tell him anything and don't let him follow us." I said to honey and she immediately ran towards Keiren's room.
I followed him upstairs. Quietly not wanting him to know that I am here.
We reached the terrace. I was 10 steps behind him. He walked up to the end.
"Kuya, I know you are there." He said.
Making me startled.
I started walking towards him. I stood beside him.
He faced me.
"Kuya." He said.
"Y-yes Keigan?" I hesitated.
"Do you ever think how much peaceful it would be if I was with mother." He said.
Oh no what's he planning to do.
"Keigan why are you saying like that."
"I am right Kuya. I know I am right. Everything would be calm and peaceful. Everyone would be happy. Except me. Everyone would be happy without me. Everything would have been easy for you without me." He said.
"No NO SHUT UP KEIGAN. IT'S NOT LIKE WHAT YOU ARE THINKING." I said.
I couldn't bear what my younger brother said.
"AS IF YOU KNOW KUYA WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH!!! DO YOU EVEN CARE FOR US. ME? KEIREN? OR JUST THAT FILTHY LITTLE BITCH JAY-JAY!!" He exclaimed.
Anger rushed through me. But I couldn't do any thing. He is my brother. I know is condition. I know he will be more triggered if I say something like that.
I made him sit down on the floor.
"Keigan listen. Why do you feel like I don't love you anymore?"
"Kuya it's infront of your eyes. Most of the time you are with jay-jay. Whenever I or Keiren call you are with Jay. Look kuya I am sorry for what I said to her just now and I accep that its my fault. But I think you should think more clearly about things." He said.
I appreciate that atleast he's sorry.
"What things Keigan?" I asked in confusion.
"Oh seriously kuya do I have to tell you that?"
"Umm...I guess you have to." I said awkwardly.
"Look you have your company now and your gonna make it stable right. You got your job etc. etc. but what about jay-jay. She just graduated and now she has to go in college or an university so that she makes her own career. Because kuya you know that I aren't gonna marry her until you both graduate." He said.
"Well you are right Keigan. I will talk to her about this another time for now let's just go downstairs and keep it a little real and simple for Keiren. Okay. And remember I will always love my brother's. " I said.
He chuckled a bit. He hugged me and then we went downstairs.
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