Seeing the expressions on their faces before Zina steps forward placing her hand on top of mine that was resting on Lacey shoulder causing her to turn her head to look at Zina as well "Li, let's talk before we continue on with how you remember." Sitting on my bed while Tasha and Meg sitting in chairs in front of when Zina put her hand on top of mines causing me to look at her to see her smiling but also to see the look of nervous ness, fear, unwilling ness, but the most prominent was uncertainty that showed in her eyes.
Zina: Smiling at Li as I knew she could already see the expression in my eyes "Hanna... what your about to hear is something that we don't regret being a part of nor do we want you feel that way about we all agreed to be with you till the end of time either as your mates or friend regardless of you being the moon goddess with your goal of using us to save you sisters."
Widening my 'so...so... that why I woke up when I did... those dreams must be memoirs from when the goddess Lyna once walked these lands, does that mean that mean that she...' but before I continue the thought, I felt Zina squeeze my hand causing me to refocus on her for me to see the look in her eye to see that they were technically say "listen to what I have to say first."
Mia: "Li that part of you hasn't changed a bit has it." Shaking my head "but you need to hear what Zina is about to tell before you start over thinking and start being the, you that carries the world burden by yourself even though we can't say for certain but isn't that why you made yourself like this? for us to find you and meet the real you which is you had set all the rules and restrictions even going as far to wipe your own memoirs of us? but letting us keep our memories of you being that you were scared of us not remembering even at the risk that our feeling would be different."
Bitting my bottom Lip when Jane connected to our bond 'Hanna... I mean Lyn I know you haven't completely opened up to us, yet which is why you even placed limits on me too along with the one you'd placed on them. But shouldn't you hear what we have to say before allowing yourself to continue the path you've set for yourself; you'd sealed part of yourself away to have a true connection with us didn't you?'
Feeling my heart begin to ache while also that a part of me has been freed I taken a shake breath with it also seeming that a shift in me has happened, opening my eyes and taken a deep breath "Zina...Mia, Jane..." biting my lower lip before continuing "Casey, Lacey, Tasha and Meg... are you sure that you want to be saying this too...too me, I'm not the Lyna that you all knew century ago... I'm Hanna Pisces not Lyna dawn that made the Dawn pact with you all."
Casey: Turning her to face me while she was hanging her head causing her to look at me "whether your Lee, or Hanna you're still the one that is our mate even beside you took away our feelings for you and that fact remained even though the centuries and generations that you weren't awaken in." Tightening my grip on her shoulders "Lyna....Hanna doesn't show how much you mean to us being even if we know you haven't been completely honest with us of what your plans are or what happens after you save your sisters from the humans, and like the others said didn't you make yourself like so you could experience what it like to be truly with us."
Feeling Like the air has been taking from my lungs causing me to clench my chest again but bend over this time it feels as if another part of me has been freed causing me to 'these...these pains that I've been experiencing must be from the seals that the goddess Lyna placed on me that are now being undone by Casey and the others, for each one that is undone a shift happens inside of me.' Leaving my thoughts when I sense the others concern for me, I raise my hand stopping them form moving towards me "Zina... can you continue with what you were about to tell me."
Zina: Seeing the look in her eyes while the air around her seem to have chained slightly causing me to look at the others to see that they've noticed it as well before looking back at Hanna and nodding "Hanna... you see we've have always regained our memoires every time that we've been mated to one that has more than one mate regardless if it was you or not causing us to have to experience pains of not being with our true mate as for Lacey, Tasha, and Meg had to go through the pains of not being loyal to their true luna or omega. With them regaining their memories every time we had reawaken throughout the centuries.
In the off chance that you did awaken and gained some memoires of us it was never of you fully remembering us or us losing you due to either, war, another partner, or you'd rejecting us because you didn't have your memoires."
Feeling as if my heart is being pulled from my chest while bit my bottom lip before looking at them to see the pain, sorrow, and longing in their eyes I connect to my bond with Jane 'M...Me...Jane... w-what about you...did you...also go through similar things?'
Jane: "Hanna I would go through them a million of time if it meant that I would be able to reunite with my true and only shifter even if you weren't honest with us, you truly cared for us and loved us along with you not seeing us only as tools.'
'Jane, you didn't answer question, did you also go through similar situations that Zina, Mia, Casey, and Lacey along with her sister and Meg.' With Jane going quite before she spoke again "yes... I did go through similar situations as the others did with you not remembering or you not treating me as you wolf, but it's as Zina said Hanna, we would do it all again with no regrets id it meant we could be with you again.'
I must have been showing my expressions on my face because before I drywell on what they've must have gone through I'm pulled into a hug, when I hear Tasha voice "Hanna, we know you that you think that you and Lyna are different people, but you and Lyna you are one and same just different sides of the same coin and you share the same traits of Lyna, we may not know you yet but we know Lyna trait wells and we want to get to know the you as Lyna isn't only our mate but so are you Hanna."