Trapped in Desire
Smart was resting in Jin's arms, enjoying the sunset, yet his thoughts were elsewhere—on Zoi.
Something wouldn't let him feel at ease, a quiet unease weighing heavily on him.
Jin noticed the tension immediately and wanted to make him feel safe.
"Smart… is something bothering you?" he asked gently.
"If you want to talk to me, you know you can, right?
You're not alone. I'm here for you.
I don't want you keeping secrets from me—I want us to talk about everything.
Okay?"
He leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips.
In that moment, Smart simply felt that someone was truly there for him.
That he finally had someone to lean on, someone to rest his head against—
someone he could speak to without words, only with his eyes.
Someone who would stand by him and support him through everything.
He took a deep breath and gently lifted one hand, placing it on Jin's face as he looked into his eyes.
"Thank you… for saying all of that," he whispered.
"I feel like I can finally breathe when I know I have someone beside me—someone who cares about me and worries about me."
That's enough for me.
Just being able to feel this… it's all I need.
Everything else? I can face it on my own
Everything else? You can face it on your own?" Jin wondered, his mind racing in that single second.
What was troubling this person?
"I know… it's fast for us," Smart continued softly.
"It's just our first day in this new situation, but let's take things slowly, calmly."
Jin stared at him, unable to believe the words coming from his mouth!
He adored the way Smart spoke, with an accent and tone so different from his own.
He was captivated by those large eyes that seemed to pull him completely in.
And that skin—almost pale, so soft to the touch.
Okay, Smart—let's take things slow and get to know each other step by step.
We're not in a rush anymore, right? We're here…" Jin said, smiling.
"Hmmm… I'm not sure if I'll really be here for long," Smart said, gazing at the setting sun.
Those words hit Jin hard! He grabbed Smart's arm firmly and pulled him closer.
"What was that you just said? Who decided this?"
Smart looked into his eyes and spoke calmly:
"Jin, relax. You know my homeland isn't here, right?
One day, I'll have to go back to my country and to my parents."
Jin couldn't find the words to respond.
He felt something inside him break, leaving him unable even to think.
Smart noticed and smiled lightly.
"Calm down now!
I haven't gone anywhere yet!
We have time to discuss it until that moment comes."
Jin didn't let him finish the sentence.
He hugged him tightly and said in an authoritative voice,
There's nothing to discuss.
That moment will never come. You're mine, and you stay where I am.
If I don't allow it, you're not going anywhere.
And if I have to use force to keep you here… then I will."
"Okay, okay… it's not the time to argue about this now.
What matters is that we're together right now, right?"
Jin kissed him on the neck, not removing his lips, and kept kissing him.
Smart felt a bit ticklish and tried to push him away, but Jin didn't care at all and continued kissing him until, after a moment, he finally gave in and stopped.
Samet grabbed both of his hands and spoke in a serious tone,
"Jin, can we continue getting to know each other from today onward?"
"What do you mean by that?" Jin asked, surprised.
Today is October 8th, and for us, it's a new beginning.
"I mean… whatever your past was before this date—no matter how dark—it doesn't matter to me.
I promise you that whatever comes from your past and tries to affect our relationship, I won't allow it..
I'll turn a blind eye, a deaf ear, and I'll overcome it all."
"I know you now, in the present, and I don't want to look back at the past.
I'm saying… I don't want us to interfere with each other's pasts. Okay?"
Can we… promise each other that?" Smart asked softly, looking into Jin's eyes
!!!!!Not to interfere with each other's pasts.!!!!
It could have been just a simple sentence, but for Jin, it was so much more.
It was striking, a sentence that made him even more curious to uncover Smart's past.
Jin… you have to promise me," Smart insisted.
Jin didn't want to make that promise, but he had no other choice.
"O-okay… I promise," he said softly.
I'm sorry if I can't really keep this promise… Jin thought to himself, but if your past is still present, I can't just stand by and watch.
I'll eliminate it and build the present together.
"Come on, let's get up and leave," Smart said.
"You're staying with me tonight," Jin said, not taking his eyes off him, his voice firm and commanding.
Enough now… get up and take me home," Smart said, quickly getting into the car.
He fastened his seatbelt and took out his phone to make a call.
"Who are you calling?" Jin asked, fastening his own seatbelt.
"Oh, I'm calling Ren," he said, smiling at him.
"You're still worried," Jin said, touching his face gently.
Jin, don't you have a brother or sister?"
"No, I don't. I'm an only child."
"Then it must be hard for you to understand me," Smart said.
"Then… can you tell me what that feeling is?" Jin asked, pressing the gas pedal.
"I don't know if I can explain it exactly in words, but I'll try."
"Zoi is half of my soul.
She's my weak spot.
If she cries, I can't breathe…
If she gets sick, I'm overwhelmed with fear…
If she's happy, I feel alive…
If someone hurts her, I lose control, and I won't stop…"
Jin heard him and felt a twinge of jealousy.
He turned his head slightly toward Smart and spoke in a calm voice, though it was clear he was a little upset.
"One day… could I be lucky enough for those words to belong to me?"
Smart smiled lightly, grabbed his hand, and squeezed it firmly.
"You never know… maybe I'll add a few more words later.
Hmm… but it depends on your behavior," he said, teasing him further
Jin was satisfied just hearing him, and a wave of pleasure washed over his body.
"Now let me call Ren," Smart said, putting the phone to his ear.
"Do it out loud," Jin said. "I want to hear too."
"Hmm… since when did you become friends with Ren? Were you fighting the night before?
What happened after we left? Will you tell me?"
"I threatened Ren with Leon. I told him I'd split you up… and he gave in immediately," Jin said, laughing.
"Jin? What are you saying? Did you really do that? Are you teasing me?" Smart asked, surprised.
"So many questions… who should I answer first?" Jin continued, teasing him.
"Don't play with me… just talk."
Okay, okay, just kidding!
We just found a common language.
I told him that just like you're crazy about Leo, I'm crazy about Smart.
And no one can stand in my way!"
"Did you really say that?" Smart asked, surprised
What do you think? Am I capable of doing it?"
You're really crazy," Smart shook his head.
Meanwhile, the phone kept ringing, and Ren still wasn't picking up.
Ren, where the hell are you? Why aren't you answering?"
"Maybe they're dealing with something important between them," Jin said, laughing.
"Jin, what are you saying?"
"The truth," Jin continued.
"Quiet… just watch the road.
Should we call Leon?" Smart asked Jin.
"Okay—call him. Out loud. I want to hear everything," Jin said.
Smart smiled to himself.
Wants to have everything under control, huh? he thought, trying to make the call.
☆
Ren and Leo were sitting together in a corner, each enjoying a glass of alcohol.
Meanwhile, Zoi was enjoying the party with her friends, and everything seemed to be going perfectly.
She looked happy, completely enjoying that beautiful evening.
"Light me a cigarette," Ren said, starting to tease Leo.
Leo looked into his eyes and moved close to Ren's lips, without actually touching them.
"You don't have a lighter? Or are your hands having trouble?"
Ren looked back at him and smiled lightly.
He's starting to get stubborn, he thought.
And as Leo tried to pull away from Ren's face, Ren grabbed his neck forcefully and pulled him close, making their lips barely touch.
"Are you going to light this cigarette for me, or do you want me to give you a lesson right here, right now?"
Leo took a deep breath, exhaling hot air over Ren's lips, but he didn't pull away.
"A lesson? Step back and behave… don't make me use force!" Leo said, smiling.
Those words nearly made Ren lose his mind, but he paused for a second, as if he had a plan in mind.
He let go of Leo, showing that he had surrendered and couldn't do anything.
Leo smiled, holding his drink in hand, and spoke in a somewhat serious and confident voice.
"That's how it should be! When I order you to do something, you obey, good boy!" Leo said, not caring about the consequences.
Ren just let him enjoy that moment of triumph for a few seconds, winking at him to take another sip.
Leo placed his lips on the glass and took a sip. Ren grabbed him directly by the neck and pulled him toward himself.
Leo hadn't expected that reaction from Ren; he almost choked, and the drink slipped a little over his lips.
Ren's gaze went straight to that position, and without wasting a moment, his tongue moved directly to the spot where the drink had spilled.
He licked it slowly, lifting his gaze to Leo's eyes.
His lips went straight to Leo's mouth, tasting the drink that had lingered there.
He positioned his tongue inside that delicious mouth and continued kissing him without stopping.
Leo tried to push him away with his hands, but there was no chance of Ren pulling back.
"Ren… calm down," Leo murmured, his voice low and muffled.
"What?Did you think I'd obey? How many times do I have to tell you who's in charge here and who follows?
What should I do now? Throw you against the bathroom sink again?
This time… you won't escape my hands," Ren whispered, every time their lips parted.
Finally, Leo pushed him hard and managed to pull away from Ren's lips.
"Ren, we're in a public place! What the hell do you think you're doing?"
"I don't care… come here, I'm not done yet!" Ren grabbed him by the waist and pulled him close again.
He took out a cigarette and placed it in his mouth.
He looked Leo in the eyes and said,
"Are you going to light it, or should I continue with the next lesson
Damn it, Leo thought. He's not stopping for even a second with these moves.
All the time, he looks like he's ready to devour me completely.
God… if I actually had sex with him…
He'd probably leave me in pieces, out of breath, for days!
Just thinking about it made his whole body shiver with desire.
He took out a lighter and lit the cigarette.
"That's how it should be! When I command, you obey… good boy!" Ren said, pulling him close by the waist.
"Now come here and kiss me," he added.
Leo didn't react at all.
"God… are you going to make me lay you down right here, right now?" Ren raised his voice
Now he's losing his patience, isn't he? Leo thought, taking out a cigarette for himself.
Ren grabbed his hand and pulled it away.
"Let's smoke this together," he said. After taking a puff himself, he brought the cigarette to Leo's lips.
Leo took a puff, exhaling the smoke directly onto Ren's face.
Ren went crazy at that move, especially seeing Leo obey him completely.
"My cute, come sit on my lap, but be careful, you might get hurt… my dick is awake and it's already very hard," he whispered.
Leo smiled lightly and lowered his eyes to look at his thing
"Then go to the bathroom, use your hands, and put it back to sleep!"
"Now that your hands exist, why should I use mine?"
Leo just looked into his eyes and didn't react.
Ren pulled Leo even closer, holding him tightly against himself.
"You know those hands drive me crazy… don't they?" he said, moving one hand close to Leo's dick, without touching it.
"Should I check if your dick is awake too?"
Leo was just starting to lose this whole fight.
His eyes followed Ren's hand, hoping it would rest on his dick.
"Pass me the cigarette," he said in a soft voice, starting to blush on his face
.
This is exactly the face I want you to have all the time… to be excited, driven crazy with desire, melting whenever I touch you," Ren thought, bringing the cigarette to Leo's lips.
Leo took a strong puff and exhaled the smoke with a soft groan.
Even though Ren hadn't touched him yet in the place he wanted, he started to groan just from that hand on his body.
His imagination began to unravel completely.
Ren heard that groan and whispered softly,
"How long do I have to wait for you to be mine?
To be inside you?"
Leo almost choked from the emotions at that moment; his breathing was barely under control.
Ren… please, stop."
Leo's voice trembled. "I'm not okay… I'm burning all over," he whispered.
That was exactly what Ren had been waiting to hear. He leaned in, his lips close to Leo's ear.
"Tell me," he murmured. "Tell me you're burning for me. I want to hear you say it while you moan."
Then he pulled back slightly, locking eyes with him.
Leo's gaze betrayed him completely now. Desire and pleasure had taken over; he could no longer hold himself together.
He had no strength left to keep playing games.
He wanted more—far more than that.
Without realizing it, his tongue slipped out to moisten his own lips, a habit he had whenever he was aroused to the limit.
Ren followed that movement with his eyes and understood instantly—Leo no longer had the strength to resist.
Arousal had taken control of the situation."
And Leo could do nothing about it anymore
Ren was torturing himself, just to push Leo to that point.
His greatest pleasure was one thing only: watching Leo burn for him.
"I'm waiting for you to speak," Ren said, pushing Leo's state even further.
"My baby… help me… I'm burning all over for you," Leo moaned.
Ren finally lost all the control he had been holding onto all this time.
"Moan one more time," Ren whispered, bringing his ear close to Leo's lips.
"My baby…" Leo said, letting out another moan so arousing that Ren could no longer resist.
Tell me how you want me to help you," Ren murmured softly.
"Tell me where you want to be touched… how close you want me."
His voice was low, almost gentle, but every word made Leo burn even more.
"I want you to kiss me… to lick my lips… to linger over them," Leo said, his voice burning with desire.
This was the finale, and Ren could no longer keep the storm of emotions inside him under control.
Every nerve, every cell was alive.
He surrendered himself completely to those feelings, to that fire that was consuming him.
Ren grabbed him by the chin, gripping it tightly.
His lips claimed Leo's mouth, tasting every part of it.
One hand slid down past his waist, brushing lightly against his hips.
Leo trembled all over…
Ren kept kissing him like a madman, whispering,
"Push your tongue deeper into my mouth. I want to taste every centimeter of it, all the way to the root."
Leo did exactly as Ren ordered, his tongue getting lost inside Ren's mouth, leaving Leo breathless.
"Who do you belong to?" Ren kept asking.
"I'm yours… only yours," Leo answered, almost suffocating under the kisses.
Just as Ren grabbed him by the waist to pull him down onto his lap, a phone rang.
Leo snapped back to reality immediately—it was his phone.
He took a deep breath and picked it up.
"Let me see who it is," Leo said.
"It's Smart…"
.Ren pulled out the phone and saw several missed calls from Smart.
Damn it, I left it on silent…
"Answer it," Ren said.
"Hi, Smart—"
"Guys, where are you?" Smart asked. "I called Ren several times, but he didn't answer. Is everything okay?"
"Yes," Leo said, still breathing with difficulty.
"I guess we interrupted a peak moment," Jin's voice was heard, laughing.
"Jin, what the hell are you saying?" Leo said, trying to breathe normally.
Your breathing says everything," Jin's voice came again.
"You jerk, I'll deal with you when we're together!" Leo shouted.
"Then why didn't you tell us you were together?"
"Why would we be obligated to tell you?" Jin continued teasing.
Meanwhile, Ren looked around for Zoi, but he couldn't find her.
"Damn it," he said and stood up immediately.
"Smart, it's very loud here. Everything's fine, don't worry.
We'll bring Zoi home shortly," Leo said in a hurry.
"Okay then, I'll be waiting for you when you arrive," Smart's voice replied.
"Yeah, I'm hanging up now—it's too noisy and I can't hear you," Leo said and ended the call.
"Ren, what is it?" Leo asked.
"I can't see Zoi. I need to find her."
"Calm down… maybe she went to the restroom."
"Then let's check. Meanwhile, call her," Leo said, worried.
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