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Chapter 24 - chapter 23

The weeks of Julian's recovery blurred into something that felt like a secret world the two of them inhabited alone. Outside, the war pressed on, the world moved forward with all its noise and violence, but within the canvas walls of his tent, there was only stillness. Evelyn and Julian lived inside that stillness, filling it with music, with words spoken in whispers, and with silences that said more than speech ever could.

In the mornings, Evelyn often arrived before he woke. She would place fresh flowers in a small jar by his bedside—wild daisies, lavender, whatever she could find in the nearby fields. One morning, as Julian stirred, he caught her leaning over the jar, arranging the stems with delicate care.

"You've made this place feel more like a home than any I've ever known," he murmured, his voice still thick with sleep.

Evelyn startled slightly, her cheeks flushing as she turned to him. "I didn't think you'd notice."

Julian chuckled softly, the sound low and warm. "I notice everything about you."

Her heart stuttered, and she pretended to busy herself with smoothing his blankets, though her hands trembled faintly. "You should rest more instead of watching me fuss about."

"Rest is easy when you're near," he said. "It's when you're gone that I find it impossible."

The confession hung between them, soft and unashamed. Evelyn lowered herself onto the chair beside his bed, unable to hide the smile tugging at her lips.

Their days became woven with these small intimacies. Sometimes, Evelyn would sit cross-legged on the floor, reading aloud from novels she had carried with her. Julian would close his eyes, not to sleep, but to listen, his lips curving at the rise and fall of her voice. At other times, he asked her to play—the little travel piano always waiting in the corner. She obliged gladly, her fingers tracing across the keys as though weaving a net to keep both of them safe inside their fragile world.

One afternoon, as the pale light slanted in, Julian watched her play and finally spoke what he had been holding back. "Do you ever wonder," he asked quietly, "what life might be like without all this? Without the war, without duty pulling me away from you, without your concerts taking you far from here?"

Evelyn's fingers faltered on the keys, the note ringing out wrong, a sharp break in the harmony. She turned to him, her eyes clouded with emotions she could not hide. "I think of it every day."

"And?"

She looked down at her hands. "And it frightens me. Because wanting it… wanting you… feels like daring to hope for something too fragile to keep."

Julian struggled up, ignoring the pull of pain in his body, and reached for her hand. "Then let me hope for the both of us," he said firmly. "Let me be the fool who believes in fragile things."

Her breath caught, and before she could think, she leaned forward, resting her forehead against his. Their hands remained twined, fingers laced tightly as though the very act might bind them together forever.

The lantern light flickered around them, soft and golden. Evelyn closed her eyes, letting herself breathe in the scent of him, the warmth of him, the promise hidden in his words. For that moment, the world outside ceased to exist.

The world inside Julian's tent settled into a rhythm so delicate that Evelyn feared any sudden movement might break it. She woke each day eager to see him, to sit by his side, to hear his voice—sometimes strong, sometimes strained, but always warm when it turned toward her.

On one pale morning, when the dew still clung to the grass, she arrived to find him already awake, his eyes drifting toward the opening of the tent where the sky was beginning to brighten. He looked younger in that light, softer, as though the weight of soldiering had lifted from him for just a moment.

"You're up early," she said, lowering herself into the chair beside him.

"I didn't sleep much," Julian admitted, turning his gaze back to her. "I kept listening for your footsteps. I think my body knows when you're near."

Her cheeks warmed. She reached to adjust his blanket, hiding the tremble in her hands. "You shouldn't say things like that. It makes it harder for me to be sensible."

Julian's lips curved faintly, though his eyes never wavered from hers. "Then be foolish with me. Just this once."

She gave a breathy laugh, shaking her head, but she didn't pull away when his fingers brushed hers.

Later that day, she sat at the small piano, her back to him as she played a wistful melody of her own making. Julian lay listening, his eyes closed, letting the notes seep into him like a healing balm. When she stopped, there was a silence so deep it seemed to press against the walls.

"I dreamed of this once," he said suddenly.

She turned. "Of what?"

"Of you playing for me. Only… it wasn't in a tent. It was in a quiet house. A fire in the hearth, the sound of rain outside. And you, sitting at a grand piano, filling the room with music. I sat beside you, not as a soldier, not as a man preparing for war, but simply as… yours."

The air caught in her throat. She rose from the piano slowly, each step carrying her closer until she was beside him again. Her fingers brushed his wrist, light as a feather. "Do you always dream so vividly?"

"Only when I'm certain it's something I want to remember." His eyes softened. "And I want to remember you. Always."

She sat there, torn between the pull of her heart and the caution that lingered at the edges of her mind. Yet as the light shifted and his hand tightened around hers, she realized there was no part of her that wished to resist.

That evening, as dusk painted the canvas walls in shades of amber, she remained by his side, her head resting against his shoulder while his hand stayed linked with hers. They said very little, but the silence between them was not empty. It was alive, filled with every unspoken word they had yet to say.

Evelyn closed her eyes, listening to the steady beat of his heart beneath her cheek, and thought: If this is foolishness, then let me be foolish forever.

The days began to blend together in a rhythm Evelyn secretly cherished. Morning light always found her hurrying toward Julian's tent, carrying a basket of fruit, tea, or sometimes just the warmth of her company.

On one such morning, she found him propped higher on his pillows, his skin less pale than the week before. His smile met her the moment she entered.

"You're improving," she said, her tone deliberately brisk to cover her relief.

"I'd say it's the company, not the medicine," Julian replied, his voice low, teasing.

She set the basket down, unable to keep the corners of her lips from lifting. "You're incorrigible."

"And yet," he murmured, extending his hand toward her, "you still come."

Evelyn hesitated only a moment before placing her hand in his. His grip was warm, gentle but sure, as though even in weakness he wanted her to feel anchored.

They lingered that way, her hand in his, as she sliced apples and fed him thin pieces one by one. At first, she meant it as a practical gesture, but when his lips brushed too close to her fingers, her breath caught. He noticed, of course—his eyes gleamed with quiet amusement.

"Careful," Julian said softly. "I might start pretending I can't feed myself, just to keep you close."

Her cheeks flushed crimson. "You wouldn't dare."

"I would," he whispered, his thumb brushing against her palm before he let her go.

That evening, after she had played for him again, he surprised her by asking, "Would you sing something? Not for the others, just for me."

Evelyn froze. She hadn't sung for anyone in years, not since her mother's passing. But the way Julian's eyes held hers—gentle, pleading, vulnerable—dissolved her hesitation.

So she sang, her voice soft and trembling at first, but growing steady as the melody filled the small space. A song of longing, of nights spent waiting for dawn, of love that endured through silence.

When she finished, Julian was quiet for a long time. She feared she had stirred some sadness in him. But then he reached for her hand again, bringing it to his lips, and pressed a kiss against her knuckles.

"Evelyn," he said, his voice rough with emotion, "if heaven exists, it must sound like you."

Her heart stuttered, torn between the sweetness of his words and the dangerous depth of the feeling building between them. She leaned closer without thinking, their faces a breath apart, until the outside world intruded—a soldier's voice calling for her beyond the tent.

She drew back quickly, cheeks aflame, and stood. "I… I should go."

But before she left, Julian's hand caught her wrist. His eyes locked on hers, filled with a silent promise, a vow she dared not yet name.

"Come back tomorrow," he said.

She nodded, unable to trust her voice.

And as she stepped out into the cool night air, she realized her heart was already his.

The next morning, Evelyn lingered longer than usual before leaving her quarters. She braided her hair twice, unbraided it, then let it fall loose around her shoulders before braiding it again. She scolded herself in the mirror—why am I even doing this? He's just a patient.

And yet, when she finally stepped into Julian's tent, she felt his gaze find her instantly, as though he had been waiting. His eyes flicked briefly to her hair before meeting her own, a small smile tugging at his lips.

"You're late," he said.

"Only by ten minutes," she replied, trying to sound nonchalant as she set down a tray of broth and bread.

"Ten minutes felt longer than all last night."

Her breath caught, though she masked it by fussing with the tray. "You exaggerate, Captain Reed."

Julian chuckled softly, then winced as he adjusted his bandaged side. Evelyn was at his side instantly, steadying him. Their shoulders brushed, their closeness charged with something unspoken. He looked at her from so near that she could see the faint shadow of stubble along his jaw, the flecks of silver in his dark eyes.

"You shouldn't move like that," she murmured, her hand still pressed against his shoulder.

"And you shouldn't worry so much," he countered.

She meant to pull away, but his hand rose to cover hers. His palm was warm, his grip firm despite the weakness in his body. For a suspended moment, the air between them grew heavy, filled with words neither dared to say.

Then Julian spoke quietly, almost as though confessing a sin.

"Evelyn… every time you walk in, I forget the pain."

Her heart stumbled. She wanted to answer, to tell him how his presence made her own burdens feel lighter, but fear held her tongue. Instead, she busied herself with the bowl of broth, guiding the spoon to his lips.

But even that turned into something intimate. Each time he leaned forward to take the spoonful, his lips brushed close enough to her fingers that she felt the ghost of his breath against her skin. By the fourth spoonful, her hand trembled.

"Are you nervous?" Julian asked, eyes gleaming with mischief.

"Of course not," she lied.

"You are," he teased gently, and leaned a little closer. "It's written all over your face."

Her pulse raced. She set the bowl down abruptly, rising to her feet. "You need rest. Talking this much isn't good for your recovery."

He leaned back against the pillows, studying her with quiet intensity. Then, as she turned toward the exit, his voice followed her.

"Rest won't help me half as much as seeing you again tomorrow."

Evelyn paused at the flap of the tent, her hand tightening around the fabric. For a moment she almost turned back, almost let herself answer him with the truth blooming in her chest. But instead, she slipped out into the sunlight, her heart pounding wildly, carrying with her the warmth of his gaze like a secret she couldn't yet share.

That evening, after a long day at the infirmary, Evelyn slipped into a small café tucked away on a quiet street. The scent of roasted coffee beans and fresh pastries drifted through the air, wrapping around her like a blanket. Waiting at a corner table were her friends—Josephine, the ever-bold violinist, and Clara, a young singer with the gentlest smile Evelyn had ever known.

"You're late," Josephine announced, tapping her cup with a spoon. "And don't say it was because of another patient. You've had that glow about you for days now. I can tell."

Evelyn rolled her eyes but sat down, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. "A glow? Josephine, really. I've been working until my fingers ache. If that glows, it's exhaustion."

Josephine smirked knowingly. "Exhaustion doesn't make you blush when I mention patients."

Clara, ever more subtle, leaned forward. "It's true. You seem… lighter somehow. As if music isn't the only thing filling your head." She hesitated, then smiled. "You deserve that, Evelyn."

Evelyn's lips parted, searching for a reply, but before she could find one, a waiter approached their table. He wasn't the usual server—this one was tall, with an unruly mess of dark curls and kind eyes that lingered on Clara as though he'd stumbled into a dream.

"Bonsoir, mesdames," he said with a slightly awkward bow. "What will you have tonight?"

Josephine placed her order quickly, but Clara faltered under his gaze. "Oh, um—tea, please. Chamomile."

The waiter nodded, but instead of leaving, he smiled faintly at her. "Chamomile. A soothing choice. For someone with a soothing voice, I imagine."

Clara flushed scarlet. "I—I sing sometimes," she admitted softly.

"You sing?" His eyes lit up. "Then you must let me hear one day."

Josephine snorted into her coffee. "Good heavens, Clara. We've barely had our drinks and you've already acquired an admirer."

Clara hid her face in her hands, but Evelyn smiled warmly, studying her friend's flustered expression. Something about the moment filled her with a bittersweet ache—Clara's innocence, her quiet discovery of a new connection, reminded Evelyn of the stirrings in her own heart, though hers were more complicated, tangled with war and wounds and secrecy.

When the waiter finally left, Josephine leaned across the table, whispering conspiratorially, "If you don't marry him within the year, I'll do it myself."

Clara laughed, shaking her head. "It was just a compliment." But her eyes betrayed her—shy, sparkling, and a little hopeful.

Evelyn sat back, watching her two friends banter, a soft smile curving her lips. For a fleeting moment, the war outside these walls felt far away, and the café was filled with something warmer—laughter, friendship, and the tender beginnings of love.

The next afternoon, the three friends returned to the café after rehearsals. The place had quickly become their small refuge, a world apart from the shadows of war. Josephine always claimed it was for the pastries, but Evelyn suspected she secretly enjoyed watching Clara's cheeks bloom red whenever the dark-haired waiter appeared.

And appear he did—carrying a tray of steaming drinks with an eagerness that couldn't be disguised. His eyes sought Clara's before anything else, and when he placed her cup of chamomile tea on the table, his fingers brushed hers just a second too long.

"Bonsoir again," he said softly, almost shyly. "Did your day treat you well?"

Clara blinked, surprised he'd asked. "It was… long. But good."

Josephine coughed into her hand, muttering, "Long and good—how poetic." Evelyn nudged her under the table, but Josephine only smirked.

The waiter—who finally introduced himself as André—stood there a moment longer than necessary, his gaze lingering on Clara. "I'll leave you to your evening," he said, though his reluctant steps toward the counter betrayed how much he wanted to stay.

As soon as he was out of earshot, Josephine leaned in. "Clara, if you don't stop blushing, people will think you've caught a fever."

Clara bit her lip, staring down at her tea. "He's kind. That's all."

"That's not all," Josephine declared. "The man looks at you as though you're the only light in this dreary war-torn city."

Evelyn chuckled softly, though her gaze drifted to the window, where snow had begun to fall. The words Josephine spoke echoed something she herself felt each time she entered Julian's tent. She remembered the way his eyes followed her, the way his voice softened when he said her name.

Josephine's voice brought her back. "What about you, Evelyn? You've been quiet. Still hiding your mysterious glow from us?"

Evelyn shook her head quickly, forcing a laugh. "I've no glow. Only dark circles from too little sleep."

But Clara, perceptive despite her shyness, gave her a knowing look. "You're carrying something in your heart. I see it."

Evelyn looked down, her fingers tightening around her cup. For a moment she thought of telling them, of confessing about the wounded captain who had slowly stolen her thoughts. But the weight of secrecy pressed against her lips, and she only managed a smile.

Josephine sighed dramatically. "Fine, don't tell us. But when your secrets come spilling out—and they always do—I'll be the first to say 'I told you so.'"

Their laughter filled the little café, weaving around the clink of cups and the distant hum of conversation. And across the room, André glanced up from polishing glasses, his eyes once again drawn to Clara's gentle smile, as though fate had already chosen the next note in their story.

The following week the café seemed brighter each time Evelyn, Josephine, and Clara walked through its doors. Snow piled high on the cobblestone streets outside, and the air smelled of roasted chestnuts and cinnamon from the vendors lining the corner. Yet it was inside, among the warm glow of lamps and laughter, that their small circle found respite.

Clara arrived first one evening, wrapped in a pale wool coat, her hair tucked neatly beneath a beret. When Evelyn and Josephine joined her, they found her already seated at their usual table, a small bouquet of dried lavender resting near her teacup.

Josephine raised her brows. "Well, well. Someone's been busy."

Clara blushed instantly. "It's just a gift. André said it reminded him of my voice."

"Lavender and your voice," Josephine repeated with a grin. "If that man doesn't write you poetry by spring, I'll lose all faith in romance."

Evelyn reached for the bouquet, bringing it to her nose. The soft, calming scent filled her senses. "It's lovely, Clara. And thoughtful. He must be sincere."

Clara looked down, smiling despite her embarrassment. "He's kind in ways I didn't expect. He asks about my rehearsals, remembers the smallest things I say. Sometimes it feels as though he's known me longer than a handful of conversations."

Evelyn's heart stirred at her words, for she felt something similar with Julian. That unexplainable familiarity, as though she had met him somewhere in another life. She said nothing, but her fingers tapped against her cup in quiet rhythm, echoing the restless thoughts inside her.

André appeared soon after, balancing a tray. His gaze found Clara immediately, softening at the sight of her. When he placed her tea on the table, he lingered again, though his voice was casual. "I hope the lavender brightened your day?"

Clara nodded quickly. "It did. Thank you, truly."

Josephine watched the exchange with delight, whispering under her breath to Evelyn, "If this doesn't turn into something, I'll be forced to intervene."

Evelyn hid her smile behind her cup, though she caught herself thinking of Julian once more. Of his low, rough voice, of the warmth in his eyes when he teased her. She wondered if Clara knew how lucky she was, that her romance was blooming in daylight, without secrecy, without the shadow of war pressing down upon it.

Later that night, as they left the café, Josephine looped her arm through Evelyn's. "You know, between you and Clara, I'm beginning to feel left behind. Where is my brooding poet or gallant soldier?"

Evelyn laughed softly, but the mention of soldiers sent a shiver down her spine

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