Aegon never felt guilty about what happened during his birth, Arnold and Xiu made sure to let him know in every way that he wasn't at fault.
He didn't think of that either, not before meeting his blood parents. He still didn't want them in his life after being absent all his life, but he did realise what his birth had done to this family.
Everything seemed tied to his birth, making him wonder if he hadn't been born, would things be different?
If he wasn't there on that day, perhaps his Grandmother would be alive and the Augustus family would still be together, happy. Xiu would still play with her brother and his parents wouldn't have divorced.
He had noticed how emotionless his mother was to everyone, but changed when she saw him. Perhaps she became like that after his birth, when she lost so much.
They were to blame for their choices, but what if the situation that forced that choice never arrived? What if he wasn't born at all?
