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Chapter 15 - Chapter 15: To Sea

The wind had forgotten its job.

Flags hung like wet tongues. Sails quit the habit of listening. Even gulls gave up on quarrel and rode air like lazy thoughts. The fjord wore a skin the color of pewter and kept it, day after day, as if time were a coin a king had stamped wrong.

Hunger does not make speeches. It quietly adds numbers.

Ash rolled the last rib under the hull and did not look up at the sky she could not correct. "Blocks," she called, and three boys with the shoulders of men shouldered the oak. "Chocks. Line. Mind your toes and your oaths."

The ship sat on her tallow-slick ways, broad as a good table, bluff-bowed, shoulders for work. Not a racer. Not a war toy. A carrier. She'd take barrels and bodies and return dignity if handled by hands that had earned her. Ash had built her with a temper—stout timbers where men tend to lie to themselves, allowances where waves insist. The planks showed seams from a distance because Ash refused to sand honesty to please strangers.

"What's her name?" Hjalli asked, trying to be casual and managing only to be twelve.

Ash kept her hands moving. "You don't name a boat until it answers when you ask it to move," she said. "Superstition is just respect with boots on."

Svala came with staff tucked and the expression of a woman intent on making hunger feel personally ashamed. Ragna had a ledger because barrels and boats both love being counted. Ylva stepped out of the tide line as if the water had decided the launch needed a stern aunt.

Asgrim stood with Fellgnýr wrapped and the chain easy on his wrist. He'd slept poorly in the way a man sleeps when he's promised more than he knows how to pay and intends to do it anyway. Fen checked the pins on the ways, boot-heels planted like punctuation.

Ash tilted her chin at Asgrim. "Say it," she said. "Before the work gets clever."

He looked at the hull as if at a person he hadn't decided whether to love because he already did.

"By bread," he said, into wood and weather, "and by wind we've taught into a good job, and by work—ours— I'll spend before I ask you to. I'll keep this hull in weather as far as truth will let me."

The hull didn't purr. It accepted.

"Wedges," Ash said. "Now."

The last blocks knocked free. The stout beak of her stem thought about the sea and then chose it. She slid. Men with lines walked her down, not fighting, agreeing. When she kissed water there was the small, private sound a house makes when someone comes home who ought to have been here yesterday.

"Name," Svala said, because you don't let a thing escape into the world without a word to hang on it.

Ash looked at the broad beam, the honest seam, the way the hull sat with a comfortable defiance. "Low Drum," she said. "She'll keep time for people who forget how."

The name fit like a plank planed the right way round.

They loaded fast and sensibly—oil, rope, bread staler than pride, spears for etiquette, a barrel of pitch because Ash would not be caught without the fluid that makes wood behave. Ylva coiled two long lines she hadn't had when she walked from the sea and didn't explain where she had picked them. "For arguing with the tide," she said. "Not winning. Arguing."

On the pier, villagers lined two deep with work in their hands—nets mended, knives clean, babies quiet, old men with the deliberate posture of witnesses. No feasting. No speeches. No promises that made the sky roll its eyes. Svala lifted her staff and the murmurs stilled without being shaved neat by policy. She raised a palm and the village found the meter it had learned over the last hard weeks.

"By bread—" Svala began.

"By bread," the pier returned, low, a tread in the ribs.

"By wind we've taught into a good job—"

"By wind we've taught into a good job—"

"By work—ours—"

"By work—ours—"

"We'll spend before we ask you to."

"We'll spend before we ask you to."

The cadence ran the length of the pier and went out over the water, a low drum under Low Drum, a hum that bassed the wake before there was wake to bass. Men on oars find that sort of gift in their arms and don't say the thank-you aloud.

"Keep your modesties," Ylva said, planting herself in Asgrim's shadow as if to warn the day whose cousin she was. "If you call storm out there—" she tipped her chin where the fjord opened and the sea kept its own opinions "—you owe a life before you touch land again. Not a story, not a regret. A life. Don't pretend not to understand the math."

"I understand," Asgrim said. He didn't smile because sometimes not smiling is the only way to show you were listening. "I'll spend small."

"Do," Ylva said. Her eyes were kind and offended, both.

They shoved off.

Oars bit. The hull answered. No wind worth naming met them—only the sort of breeze that exists to remind you what you're missing. Out beyond the marker poles, where the fjord widens into the patient mouth of the sea, water lay too smooth, as if someone had ironed it.

Asgrim stood at the mast heel and set the ship's nail on Fellgnýr's wrapped face.

tink tink—tink—tink tink

The sound walked the length of the deck, found the mast with its ear up, and went out along the yard to the slack sail. He didn't ask for a gift; he invited a colleague. Two shallow rails of pressure at shoulder height, low across the bow, the sort of thing a gull calls courtesy—beam wind, nothing proud. The sail lifted with the embarrassed relief of a man who's been offered a seat and hadn't wanted to ask.

Low Drum found her stride—oars eased; the wake whispered decisions.

Asgrim kept it small. No hush. No names. He tapped the iron to iron in Ylva's unhandsome meter, fed the rails only as much as made sense, and stood down the sugar that tries to creep up a man's calves when a boat begins to go the way his hands want.

"Say the hull," Ash told the crew, and they did. They spoke the boat's parts like a rosary that believed in sawdust: stem, keel, garboard, futtock, thwart, mast-step, rudder, tiller, scupper. Words with weight. Words that made knives remember how to cut straight.

Fen paced the windward rail, counting without appearing to be a man who counts. He had a new knot on his spear thong—a narrow double—and every time Asgrim's wrist twitched toward flourish the tarred stitch in the chain tugged and the double knot seemed to notice. It kept him honest the way good friends do: by existing.

Past the headland, the sea wore its usual quarrel. Outside the quarrel sat a plate of wrong—too flat, too neat—laid like a lid where the current should have been messy. Karsk's clerks had been here, or their brothers. The hush-plate was small as a house yard and twice as bad news.

"Starboard two," Ash said, and the oars made the correction with that particular dignity rowers get when they remember they are trustworthy. Low Drum skirted wrongness without showing it fear; fear teaches bad lessons to the spine.

Farther off, down-coast, three sails notched the horizon—clean white triangles that made the day look smarter. Hush-sails. They wore the wind the way lawyers wear grief: with rigorous appropriateness. They were too distant for anyone but a fool to pick a fight with.

"We're seen," Fen said, agreeable, the way you say sun at noon.

"They see a carrier under song," Ash said. "Let them be bored."

Asgrim fed the rails with the light hand a smith uses when bringing a blade back to true after an apprentice has tried to make an improvement. He kept the beam wind honest—enough to keep the sail from sulking, not enough to make the wake brag. He listened to the hull and promised her the sort of day she would tell her plank-sisters about with pride and not twitch.

Ylva sat on the after-deck with her eyes closed, counting not paces or beats but some other abacus the sea had shown her. She opened one eye when Asgrim tapped a little more air under the sail and lifted a finger the width of a splinter.

"Small," she said. "Save your big for when the world deserves it."

He took the finger for the gift it was and took his hand back a thumb's width. The hammer under sailcloth stayed warm from his palm. The runes under his skin made themselves into quiet lines instead of suggestions.

They ran the day like that—stroke and bite, tap and ease, the low drum of the village oath running under the keel even when the voices had been left behind. At mid-afternoon, Ash let Asgrim lay one narrow fog-runner along the windward flank to keep the sun off the men whose faces had gotten honest too quickly this winter. Even Ylva didn't object; mercy given correctly rarely offends.

"Teach them the chorus," Fen said as the headland fell behind them for good.

Asgrim nodded. He stepped to the mast and spoke without size. "This is Low Drum," he said, so the boat could hear her name from a mouth that meant it. "She carries us because we deserve it. Not because we asked pretty."

A dozen throats, not fine, answered him; the words walked the deck to settle under the ribs. By bread. By wind. By work—ours.

"Again," Ash said, because repetition builds ships better than pride, and they did, the cadence settling into boots, the tiller, the small muscles at the corner of a jaw that holds a tune when a man thinks he doesn't sing.

Close to dusk the sea remembered how to be tender. The hush-plate behind them lost interest. The hush-sails on the horizon turned their neatness toward some other village that deserved better. Low Drum shouldered into a slow, forgiving swell and made a sound that said she'd be willing to do this again if fed the same sort of behavior.

Asgrim felt it then—a weight shift in the invisible book Ylva kept in her head and the sea kept in its floorboards. Not a coin taken. The ledger opening to the relevant page. His bead-cord warmed as if considering a place to sit a new truth.

He looked to Ylva. She didn't make it theatrical. She looked at him the way women look at men who will soon be asked to stop being pretty about pain.

"The sea keeps ledgers," she said, final as a signed board. "You'll be asked to write in hers before landfall, if you deal in her weather. I won't pretend I don't hope you refuse. I'll expect you to pay."

"I'll pay," Asgrim said. He did not ask what. That would have been a child asking an adult to do his thinking.

Ash leaned on the tiller and didn't turn to watch the conversation she could feel in the bow of the boat. "We'll pay clean," she said. "And we won't make a brag out of it."

Fen spat neatly into the scupper and made a face at the sea like a man telling a big friend not to step on his toes. "We'll keep count," he said. "And we'll still sleep."

The first star showed. The sail's belly gentled itself. Asgrim set the nail on iron one last time and tapped less than the day invited.

tink—tink—tink

Low Drum thanked him by not making a fool of him. The wake kept its low drum. At the bow, Hjalli, who should have been sleeping, leaned over and touched the water with the back of his knuckles. He didn't take anything; he didn't give anything the sea hadn't already accounted for. He whispered the boat's name like a boy trying a grown word on his teeth and finding it fit.

Night came tidy as a blanket shaken right. Asgrim didn't plant the hammer. He set it on the deck with the chain around his wrist and his palm flat to the sailcloth so it would know company counts. He spoke the little ledger—spent: two rails; one fog-runner; one small kindness to men's faces. Refused: a storm; a stamp; a story.

Ylva curled in rope like a cat that had married a harpooner. Ash tied the tiller with a hitch and then untied it to be sure it hadn't learned bad habits. Fen took first watch because Fen always takes the one that lets other men pretend they offered.

The sea breathed. Low Drum answered. Out beyond the black there was a place that the bell inside Karsk's cradle had hinted at, and the thought of it did not make Asgrim bigger; it made him useful.

He said the oath to the mast where wood could hold it and the sky could pretend not to like it:

"By bread, by wind we've taught into a good job, by work—ours—I'll spend before I ask you to."

The wind came small and correct as if embarrassed for having been absent. The ledger in Ylva's eyes did not close. It never does.

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