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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5: Oath-Recall

The disc the White Jarl left in the sky—thin, perfect, and patient—still hung over the channel like a coin the day had not decided to spend. Gulls cut it and coughed. Net bells rang on one pier and lost their middle. No one liked it and no one touched it, because some insults were designed to be out of reach.

Asgrim took his work to the only place his new tool liked him unconditionally: the open shore, where wind kept its old agreements and the only roof was a moving sky.

Fen drilled a handful of men and women along the hard sand: rope makers with hands like mallets; two fishwives who'd split more skulls on bad nights with oarlocks than most men had with axes; a boy almost a man who kept his eyes on where he meant to be, not where he stood. Ash came down from the yard with pitch in the creases of her fingers and a coil of leather cord slung like a small snake over one shoulder.

They set posts where the shore turned to broken stone—six of them, saplings shaved smooth, planted deep, and braced with cross-spar and prayer. Fen paced between them, measuring lanes with his boots. Ash eyed the bracing, jaw twitching once at a knot she did not approve of, then let it go; the morning didn't belong to wood.

Asgrim unwrapped Fellgnýr and let the wrong violet breathe. The chain, tar-dark and stamped with old marks, lay coiled across his left forearm. The runes under his skin woke like a dog lifting its head when its name is almost called.

He lifted the hammer, not high, and let his voice sit low in his chest where oaths live.

"Today," he said to the people and the weather, "we make the hammer obey without breaking anyone. I'll show you the call and the return. We'll learn how to put it where we want without lying to the air, and we'll invent something we haven't got a word for yet."

Fen's mouth found that quick turn again. "Don't name it until it does the job twice," he said. "Then name it once and don't change it."

"Aye," Ash said, amused. "Let it earn its syllables."

Asgrim set his feet on the sand as if he were beginning a song.

"The call you saw," he told them. "Silence first—then thunder. But the return is its own oath. Two beats. First beat is truth of name—to me, to her, to that mark. Second beat is path—your hand's shape and your wrist's turn are the rails you build. If you lie in the first, it punishes you. If you're foolish in the second, it punishes everyone."

"Good," Ash said, dry. "Something that treats us like adults."

He breathed once, slow. The wind came down the fjord with iron on its tongue and didn't hide it. He pointed with his chin at a post Fen had set off center. "Mark that."

Fen lashed a rag to it so the day would remember.

Asgrim sent the chain out—not a boastful cast, just a clean throw with the weight where it should be. The links paid nicely, the last loop slipping from his knuckles with that tiny kiss iron gives a man it respects. The hammer left his hand with a small bow of hush that flattened the first gull cry and made a child on the path pause to listen for the second. It flew low—not a much-told arc, but a workman's line—and slipped the post on the left, then the one on the right.

"Return to me," he said, and turned his wrist a finger's width, drawing a crescent in the air no one could see and everyone felt in their teeth.

Silence threaded from his chest to the hammer like spun glass. Fellgnýr looked back to him along that glass, considered, and agreed. The head checked its forward want and curved, obedient, around the second post and between the third and fourth, then came in shallow, snout-first, like a seal sliding up a rock. The chain whispered as it rewrapped his forearm. The hammer settled into his palm—a weight he knew, a promise the day remembered.

The fishwives nodded without clapping. The boy almost a man blinked, the way boys do when the world has been heavier and then becomes fair for a beat.

"Again," Fen said. "Tighter."

"Again," Ash echoed. "Meaner."

Asgrim obliged. He set the first beat—"Return to me"—with the restraint he'd learned the hard way yesterday. Then he sketched a smaller, quicker path with the second beat—wrist almost still, fingers doing more of the talking. Fellgnýr cut a curve between two posts like a knife taking the pith from an orange and missed Fen's boot toe by a courtesy you could write a hymn about.

"Better," Fen said, deadpan, and moved his toe anyway.

"Now around a man who intends to keep his face," Ash said, and rapped the knuckles of the boy who was about to volunteer too quickly. "You can be a hero when you're not learning your own knees."

Fen lifted his shield instead. It was old oak with iron at the rim and bruises only honest work gives. He set it, angled, center-mass, the way you do when you want to be hit and not broken.

Asgrim threw wide. Fellgnýr launched with a hush that made the surf lose its middle syllable. He painted the path small—two knuckles' worth of turn to tell the head to kiss the outer rim of Fen's shield and not the meat behind it. The hammer obeyed, playing the iron like a drum—thock——then slid the backside of the boss instead of the bone beneath and came home quick as a breath.

Fen's grin appeared by itself and decided to stay. "You could hit the back of my head and call it a caress," he said.

"I could," Asgrim said, "and I'd owe your mother an apology anyway."

They worked the posts until the posts were bored. He had Fen raise the shield high, then low, then offset; he had him move to wrong footing, to test recall when the man you were guarding made mistakes. He sent the head to the marked post and then, second beat only, stopped it where the air learned to hold a weight it hadn't meant to. He left Fellgnýr hanging two hand-spans from Fen's ear, head tilted, as if listening for the insult it intended to answer. He waited two heartbeats, then flicked his wrist and let the hammer smack the shield's boss with a friendly disgust and rebound to his hand.

The men and women along the shore began to smile in that quiet way people do when something that wants to be a spectacle chooses to be a tool.

"Again," Fen said every fourth throw, because that is how you teach a body to do a thing without thinking slick thoughts while it's doing it. "Again," Ash said every odd one, because repetition without variation turns skill into habit and habit into laziness.

The disc of Quiet hung out there, thin and smug. Asgrim did not look at it. He let it be the mouse under the cupboard—present, known, not worth tipping the kitchen over for.

By midmorning, the hammer had learned his wrist. He could send it around two posts and a man with a shield and name its return without raising his voice above the wind in his chest. He could call "to me," or "to her," and feel the oath thread choose correctly. He did not lie, so it did not punish him.

"Now the thing we don't have a word for," he said, and the warband leaned in because they had seen him looking not at the posts but at the small people moving water and wood across the yard like blood inside a body.

"Hjalli!" Ash called, because children answer to the voice that saved them once and didn't expect anything for it. The boy skidded in, bucket bail tapping his shin because he had grown out of it again. His mother would have had a word about that if she were within arm-reach; she wasn't, and Ash had no intention of scolding a runner.

"You'll run from that post," Ash told him, pointing from the low knot of one to the high scuff of another, "to that wedge of rock and back. Steady. Don't look clever. Don't look at the hammer."

Hjalli swallowed, nodded, and did as told with that serious bravery only children and fools deploy the same way.

Asgrim breathed once and did not ask the day for more than it could give. He tossed Fellgnýr not away but around—a small, tight throw that put the head on a low circle a pace wider than the boy's shoulders. His wrist wrote three quick waypoints no one could see—here, here, and here—and the hammer obeyed, tracing a halo the height of a scream around Hjalli's path.

"Again," Fen said, under his breath.

"Orbit," Ash said at the same time, also under hers. "It's a guard-orbit."

The boy ran. The hammer circled. The chain hissed, light, as slack and pay came and went like breath. The hush around the orbit was small and exact—just enough to make the air a good listener. It was not a dome; it was not a prison. It was a promise.

"Don't you dare—" Ash began, but Fen was already ahead of the instinct she was scolding.

He had two men fifty paces off with practice bows—stave, gut, and blunt straw-wrapped heads that bruise hard and do little else. Fen lifted two fingers, then one, then dropped his hand.

The arrows came honest—good draws, arcs measured to land just in front of a running boy. People are fools when they think nothing will go wrong. So you train in the wind, with witnesses, with the truth in the open.

Asgrim did not call thunder. He did not turn the bows into ash or men into sermons. He tightened the orbit with a finger's worth of turn and leaned a breath into the hush at the edge.

The first arrow struck the circle and slapped sideways like a fish refusing a hook. It fell tame at Hjalli's heel and made him flinch without tripping. The second hit higher, lost its noise in the hush, and dropped like a stone from a pocket. The boy's eyes went wider and he did the sensible thing—he kept running.

Two more loosed—one too long, one short. The long one kissed the top of the orbit and skated along it with a sound like a thumb across hide, then fell with indifference. The short one would have struck the boy's thigh; Fellgnýr met it with the bored efficiency of a miller's donkey swatting flies, and the arrow found a new calling as a bit of trash on the sand.

Someone watching remembered to breathe. Someone else forgot they'd been angry since autumn and laughed once, short and disbelieving.

"Orbit holds," Fen said, to the men with bows, to the boy, to the day.

"Name it Guardian Orbit and it'll forget to work the first time a man tries to be a hero," Ash muttered. "So don't name it until it saves someone twice."

"It just did," Fen said, and Ash made a face that said she disliked being wrong and liked the reason.

Hjalli reached the wedge of rock, touched it with care as if not to wake it, and ran back through the circle as the hammer traced it. Asgrim let the orbit swell a breath for the turn and then cinch again. When the boy crossed the starting post, Asgrim flicked his wrist, set the second beat, and the hammer came home, polite, like a dog with a good upbringing.

The boy panted, looked down at the arrows, and then up at Asgrim with the unsmiling gratitude of someone who has fallen through ice once and will never love water the same way again. He didn't ask for a word. Asgrim didn't give him one. Ash clapped the back of his neck, not hard.

"Buckets," she said, and the boy ran, the bruise he'd have on his shin tonight already earning itself.

They worked an hour more—posts, shields, orbit. Asgrim learned where his wrist lied by habit and stopped it lying. He learned to stop the head above a mark and leave it there like a judge's eye. He learned to say "to her" without letting pride make him mean "to me but with flair." He learned how much warmth the waypoints drank, and how to feel the shiver that meant he'd set one too many rails and was paying in body heat.

By noon, his hands shook like a man down from a winter roof. He wrapped Fellgnýr and set it on the sand and looked at the chain-kisses across his forearm and the faint light under his skin and the thoughtful way the day was looking back at him.

"You're gone gray around the mouth," Ash observed, which is what a person who loves you says instead of you look bad.

"Small rails drink more than big throws," he said. "I'd thought otherwise. I was wrong."

Fen brought a skin and a joke. "You've been wanting to be wrong at least once this year." He tipped water; Asgrim drank greedily and let it be the cure it always is.

They broke, because you stop before you start doing better than the lesson can hold.

Ash kept him after the others drifted to their other work. She had taken the coil of leather from her shoulder and set it on her knee with the attention she gives planks that will carry someone's children.

"You're going to give things away," she said, not asking. "Words you can't afford. Names."

"I already have," he said, and the neat, exact hole where the name of the north cove had been made his jaw clench without his permission.

"Then before the White Jarl persuades the world that all remembering is vanity, we're going to build you a ledger a bell can't drink."

She laid out what she'd brought: a strip of fish-skin tanned to softness and dyed with alder; small bits of iron punched into washers; a bead cut from sea-glass so green it thought it was summer; a shell with a hole in it that had done the favor itself; a square of driftwood sanded to silk. She threaded the first washer on the leather and tied a knotted hitch that would not slip without asking.

"These are for names," she said. "We'll start with the ones the hammer has stolen, since we're not too proud to admit it. When one goes, we tie its bead and we say the name into the knot until the leather knows it. And—" she tapped his wrist with a finger "—we don't do it alone. Witness makes better glue than will."

He offered his arm and the quiet he kept for men who could fix broke planks.

She threaded the sea-glass first. "For the cove that used to make the water look like this," she said, not saying its name because they did not have it to spend, "and for the way the light walked there at dusk."

She tied the knot; he put his thumb on it; she held his hand steady with her pitch-stained fingers and said, very low, the old story of that cove—the man who had pretended he could claim the tide, the girl who had thrown his ring back into the sea and married a fisherman instead, the winter when the herring came so thick men said the water was scaling itself.

As she spoke, the knot seemed warmer under his thumb—not a trick, not a magic any bell could drink, just the proof of a hand on a thing with a voice in the room to hold it. When she finished, Asgrim tasted the cove's name close to his teeth—a sound his mouth wanted to make and his mind could not risk saying because men bleed when they pick scabs too early.

Ash threaded the iron washer next. "For Hjalli," she said, looking at him sideways to see if the hammer would steal even that. It didn't; the boy's name was warm in both their mouths, anchored by the mark already bitten into Asgrim's shield and by the child himself running past with the bucket in a world that would not politely apologize for trying to drown him yesterday.

She tied two more beads for two small words that had cooled since morning—little names a man doesn't know he'll mourn until they're not there: the crooked fence at the south field with a name that used to be a joke; the notch in the cliff where boys measured their courage and their parents pretended not to see. Each time she tied, someone standing nearby spoke. Not a crowd. Not a chorus. One voice at a time, true, under the dirty coin in the sky.

By afternoon the cord lay against his skin with weight enough to declare itself and not enough to bother. It was ugly in the way good tools look before you decide they're beautiful. He could feel it when he turned his wrist to draw a path—truth shifted across leather and iron and shell and became easier to say.

"You'll cut more," Ash said, eyes on his forearm. "Driftwood for the houses, glass for the water, iron for the ones that won't be let go. We'll teach old hands and small to tie knots that remember. We'll tell the names into them and then make those hands wear them."

"Work and witness," he said.

"Work and witness," she agreed. "Louder than a bell."

She went back up to the yard when the light started slanting wrong and men started making the kind of mistakes that bend spars. Fen took the warband to the ridge to look where they'd been told not to walk earlier. Asgrim walked the posts again alone, not to show off for the wind but to close the day's book in the same hand he had opened it.

He sent Fellgnýr in a slow, patient figure, second beat only—no first-beat name, just path, to remind the head that it was not the master of the return. He stopped it above a mark and made the air hold it a breath, then two, then let go and watched the way the silent momentum scarred the space—just the smallest of dents, a hush-bruise that would fade if he did not build on it. He did not. He had promised not to make habit-holes in the world just because doing so felt like craft.

He moved inland, only a little, to the edge of the first row of houses and tried recall there. He threw a soft cast past a porch where smoke licked the air and a woman sang very quietly—because the disc in the sky had yet to teach her mouth new manners—and he called, "Return to me," and gave the second beat a clean curve.

The thread hit the hearth line like a man stepping into a story he did not belong in. It did not break. It hesitated. The hush went syrup-slow, the way winter sap goes when it chooses to be work. Fellgnýr jogged in the air, not insulted—humbled, the way he had said in the longhouse—and then came, a pace late and properly annoyed. He caught it and bowed to the smoke he had tried to travel through, because men who ignore domestic breath are the kind who forget they are mortal until a skillet reminds them.

He went back to the shore, where wind was a polite animal that did not mind being told, and sent the hammer down to the wash and called it back along the line the foam laid and along the ridge of a breaker and under a gull that had decided to be whatever the day needed seen. He called, "to this mark," and put a heel print in, and the head landed above it and waited like a dog ready to make a good choice. He called, "to her," because Ash had just turned at the top of the yard walk and he wanted to know if distance mattered today. The thread went and returned like a taut line over a harbor, and the hammer arrived at his palm with a faint satisfaction that had nothing to do with vanity and everything to do with job done.

He stopped in the exact place where the sand turned to scrub and looked at the disc of Quiet again because pretending it wasn't there is the fastest way to teach yourself to die from surprise. It hung, thin and officious. He lifted his hand, felt the urge to throw something large and stupid at it swell in him, and did not feed it. Truth before thunder. Work before spectacle. He had promised publicly. He didn't intend to have Ash pry nails out from under him tonight.

He went home late, not because he needed walls but because men who mean to be useful show up where they sleep and let sleep be work enough while it happens. He ate fish that had been saved for him by someone who had decided he should not die while trying to keep others from doing it first. He washed his hands and found pitch under his nails that had not been there at breakfast and smiled at what that said about his day.

Night came in iron-blue. The disc over the channel was a darker hole in dark, which is how some things become truer while the eye thinks they are less visible.

He sat on the shed threshold, that place between hearth and wind that was becoming his like a niche worn by a man's shoulder on a doorpost. He turned the new cord on his wrist. He spoke, very low, the name of the north cove that had been cut from him, and it stayed lost. He spoke the name of the crooked fence by the south field, and the knot on the iron washer warmed as if a hand had reached back. He said Hjalli to the sea-glass bead and felt it grant itself, not because leather had learned anything magical, but because earlier that day a boy had run inside a ring of hush while a tool looked after him and an arrow changed its mind about hurting.

The wind leaned in. Fellgnýr breathed under the sailcloth and did not argue. The runes under his skin showed faint in the spill from the door—lines and branches that had learned his scars like a map and then had the decency not to glow about it.

Across the yard, a hearth laughed the way good wood does when it remembers that most of a house is water, not pride. The laugh touched the edge of him and the edge of the hammer and the edges found they had learned to be neighbors.

"Tomorrow," he told the day that had already turned its face to the sea, "we'll teach it to stop in air near a man's head without knocking his thought loose. We'll teach boys to run straight lines when people are throwing crooked things. We'll teach our wrists to tell the truth."

He didn't plan the elegant strike that would make the village gasp. He didn't imagine cutting the disc out of the sky with snubbed pride and a good-looking oath. He touched the cord Ash had made, bead to bead, and counted what there was to count.

When he stood, the leather creaked the way a patient thing does when it decides to go on living a little longer. He barred the door against the night—not fearfully; respectfully. He wrapped the hammer's head again with sailcloth that had remembered storms and kept its shape anyway. He slept the short, exact sleep men who have learned enough for one day get, breath in, breath out, with the ocean doing the same twenty paces away, and the coin above the channel watching with bureaucratic interest.

Out past the shoulder of the fjord, the White Jarl's thin gift hung where wind had learned not to disturb it. On the hard sand below, six posts waited for morning and a hand that had found a way to draw a circle in air and make it mean not yet.

The last thing he felt before sleep closed the door was small and honest: his forearm cooling as the warmth the waypoints had drunk leached back into him. The last thought was truer: this is a tool; it will not love you; love belongs to people. The last word he said, into the dark where oaths have work to do, was the only one that mattered.

"Return."

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