Jesus's passion

Hello, I am a 17-year-old author who is detailing Jesus's Passion in a Novelistic Manner. I intend to make it really gruesome, just like in real life, and this is my first-ever story, and this is my first time writing. I do not use AI - this book is heavily inspired by Re:Zero and mainly Tappei's format. It is also heavily derived from Blessed Catherine Emmerich's mystic visions. Please leave me some feedback