Dr. Adrian
Yeah, she left after kissing my lips! I kissed her back?! For fuck's sake, I have never allowed any woman to kiss me. I have never kissed a woman on her lips either. I have never allowed such close contact.
I know I was harsh with her, I don't even know why I did so. But I did it on purpose. The feelings for her were different. I didn't get used to not slipping my dick into a pussy or into an anus, but this was different this time.
I know everyone thinks that Doms are the same in bed and they always use rough ways and make the sub suffer from pain. But no, this is totally wrong. The movies and books ruined the truth. We are just guys in our ways to reach our pleasure, that's all.
We might do strange things by playing with our sub as a toy, but not in rough ways. Sometimes we give some pain, but that is if our sub likes it that way.
But she's different. She makes me want to give her more pleasure without taking mine. I know that she wanted to do things to me, but she didn't know how, and that's the point of the Dom. Thank God that she didn't have any experience. That's our mission and our rule. We give instructions or hints for the next move and tell them what she should do and when.
We take control over every inch of their bodies and over their minds. And that's actually how we earn our pleasure: being in control. Sadistic people tried to find a name for themselves that didn't scare their slaves, so they only called themselves Doms. But no, this is not even close to what we are doing.
A real Dom is a Dom in real life as well. He was born as a Dom and will die like that. He is the man of strong personality, scary sometimes but kind and gentle all other times. He gives more than he takes. There's nothing called a sugar daddy. Every daddy "Dom" is responsible for his sub. He showers his sub with money and gifts because he is the man in charge. So being a Fem Findom is not a right name; it's created and invented by women who just want to steal a man's money.
But Femdom is something clear; it's the same as the Dom man. She takes control of her man or her guy financially and emotionally, a Dom in real life and a Dom in bed.
Bianca may look so innocent, but not entirely. She just has no experience, and that's the easiest part for me: to give her all the training she needs, to create what I'm looking for. Once she receives all the experience from me, she won't be able to go to another man. Because everyone has his own way of treating his subs.
We leave our marks everywhere in their brain, make it stick forever and last. That's why I didn't take any girl's virginity before. I didn't find the right one for me to stay with me forever. But Bianca! She changed everything in me without me noticing. When I was touching her body, I was lost in heaven. She obeyed me without even noticing. She wanted more but she didn't know. She has burning desires, but they are deprived inside her. She won't know what she could be now, but she will discover every inch of herself when she loses her virginity to me... And that will be so soon. I was pushing her away, but the magnets and the chemistry between us pushed her back to me. But I didn't expect the last kiss. I thought that her dignity as a naive girl would make her get out of the room and never come back. But I guess I was wrong this time. No one knows everything in this world.
We will learn something new every day of our lives. Life gives us lessons daily. Some people learn and others never.
I sat on my chair like a paralyzed person, thinking of her and of what we did together and thinking of the next step if she came back as she said she would tomorrow. To be honest, I couldn't plan for the next step, not for her, not this time. I was sure that my heart was leading me this time, and I decided to let it be in control. I wasn't going to stop it by using a shield for my heart.
I lived with lovely parents who loved and admired each other until now, so I'm not a complicated person with hidden complex love issues. Maybe she's the one for me.
My assistant coughed to make me come back to Earth again. I didn't notice that she had been talking to me forever! "Dr. Adrian!" She raised her voice a bit.
I raised my head to look at her. "Yes!" Oh God. I forgot that I have some patients today.
She narrowed her eyes, trying to figure out what was going on with me. "Good morning, you came up early today?" Was that even a question?! Or was she wondering in curiosity?!
I nodded and grabbed a pen in front of my desk and pretended that I was busy with something. I avoided eye contact with her. "Yes, I have something urgent to finish. Let's start our day. Let the first patient in." I commanded her.
She bowed her head respectfully after staring for a while at me. "Yes, sure. By the way... I found this G-string." She said while waving the pink G-string in my face.
Fuck! She forgot about it?! How! She didn't realize that she was naked?! Or maybe that naughty girl decided to leave me with her little souvenir?!
I snatched the G-string from my assistant's hand. "Just go now and let the patient come in." I said firmly.
She blinked a bit. I haven't shouted at her since she started working for me. I have never touched her before or fucked her even though she tried to seduce me several times. But I made it clear to her that in my clinic, 'work is work,' and if I fucked her, I would fire her. So she surrendered. I'm so professional when it comes to my career, and to be honest, I like this assistant. She is a hard worker, and I didn't have any intentions of losing her.
The normal day started early with so many patients, one after another, and thank God I was distracted by my work and I didn't let my mind think about Bianca.
Until Stella appeared again, barging into the office while I was checking on one of my patients. Okay, that was off-limits this time. I should call the police for her.