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I watched him walk out of my office after I told him to book a ticket for himself too. The moment the door closed behind him, my chest tightened in that familiar way it always did when he left a room.
He had looked so shocked.
So confused.
Like I had asked him to jump off a cliff instead of follow me on a trip.
I thought he would be happy that we were finally going to be together.
But does this mean all my attempts to keep us close aren't working at all?
Sometimes I ask myself why I act so mean and toxic toward him. Every time he asks me a question, I want to give him a good and honest answer, but I always stop myself. I'm scared that being too sincere will make him pull away from me or think I'm trying too hard to be nice.
