Author Note:
Sorry readers there will be no preview on this recent chapter but on the other chapters there will be previews of last chapters. So hope you enjoy this chapter my lovies... I just got back from the clinic and am back and kicking but not too much tho but am much better than before so later guys....
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The fun of the night or the fun I had with the twins just faded out just with a message. A message I found to be a walking nightmare that has me in its claws not letting me go.
"it's all happening, the plans and preparations are in place" I said as i cried harder on Adams chest as he held me in place.
He was not letting go of me neither did I, he was one thing I never wanna let go off right now...
"tell me if you are feeling better ok" he said sounding sweet to my ears as if his words were like calm waves that washed over me cooling me down a bit, but am not wanting to let go just yet "OK, but I think I will hold you a bit longer if you don't mind?"
I could feel him smile a bit as he tapped my back as if he was carrying a crying baby that needed to be calmed, his hands were tinder and smooth as he tapped my back "ok I don't mind. You can take all your time you need"
"thanks Adam" I managed to say as we stay in that position for sometime.
After some time we let go of each other with me still feeling like sh*t "all better now???" Adam asked as he brought out a piece of cloth he kept in his pocket, giving it to me "thank you, but no am not still fine or better. You only reduced the pain a little" i said in between sniffing as i clean my face with the piece of clothing Adam gave me.
Right now I feel all the weight are right on my shoulders but with Adams help it lessened greatly.
"OK tell me everything" Adam inquiries as he cups my face with the most caring way a man can and beemed me a smile that screams reassurance "I promise that am here and all ears."
I turned my face to the other side not facing him as I feel small under him.... He has this demeanor that is all about authority and I liked that about him..... "I went to my sister's place for some while now just because I was running from the constant intrusion by the public masses and the hell hole where I lived because they reminded me offf.... Offf..... " I stutter as tears fell down my face from remembering that day's event.
Adam hugs me as he tries to ease my rapid emotional out burst" shhhh, take it slow ok remember am here " he talks in the most soothing manner I have ever heard and I continue with my words.
" it reminds me of the forced marriage am about to enter with Tim.... And it makes me sick in the stomach in a way I feel like the best remedy is to exit life itself " I sniffed before continuing "then not too long I got a message from my dad..... The damn beast that agreed to all this in the first place that the marriage preparations are ready and in place. The worst part is that am marrying him as soon as possible and it is just a nightmare that I need to wake up from."
" fuck..... That is so messed up. I didn't know about it and how much this is affecting you" Adam says as he drew little circles on my back and surprisingly it calms me down and I won't lie I liked it and I don't want him to stop but who am I to say tell him to do more. I should just enjoy this little moment before it passes.
"I wish we never met that day" I say as I hugged him tighter
"Why do you say that angel???" he asked.
Angel..... Did this cute, hot, adorable, beautiful, handsome and sweet call him all the sweet names I know of.... Did he, did this man call me his angel. God I bit am melting like an ice cube when it is out of its cooler...
" because that day starts all this that is happening to me right now and I hate it cause if have never been there that day he would have never found me and maybe, just maybe I would have a good comfortable life right now not this complicated one am living at this moment." I say and he just laughs with made me giggle
" look angel, life is complicated itself so he may have found you one way or another and I may have found you one way or another " he says and I face him like I heard something that was mind blowing and yeah I did. Hearing a confession that was sweet and alluring that I found myself grinning like a fool.
"Why would you say that, and why do you people give me pet name. Like Tim calls me little lamb which I hate for some reason and here you are calling me angel which I don't hate" I say with a wide expression on my face showing how much I love that.
"it is cute for someone like you who is breathtaking and as for why I say those words is because I am fond of you now. More like I am obsessed with you in ways I can't explain it". He said it and am already in heaven forgetting my sorrows.
"me too Adam. Am fond of you too in ways I still can't believe I can and it started when I talked to you at that bar then" I said as I find myself smiling.
We both found ourselves smiling like fools who just stole the award that was meant to be theirs but we took it a little early than the said time.
"then let's run away together and live our lives together some place far from here" he uttered as he held me a little closer to himself.
It was then and there that it hit me harder than before that Adam was really in love with me. But the issue is that I can't be with him even if I tired, cause am being tied to Tim lionhearth.
"I can't Adam... Not because I don't love you I do. But you know who am getting married to very soon" I uttered as I looked away from him.
The air around us seem to get stifferby the minute. What was I going to do run away with him even thuo the offer is tempting, even if my feelings says yes to this deal..... I can't go.
"Why Chris tell me..... You staying here will make it impossible to see you are hold you again because you will be married to that Tim of a guy..... And.... And....." Adam tried to convince me but there is more to it than the eyes could see.....
*1*..... My death would be in the worst possible way because I ran off with a man.....
*2*..... Even if I manage to run away with him and don't die, I would be on the lookout for Tim and his goons and I don't want that on me not now not ever...
*3*..... I would be dragging my pure innocent sister and kids with me down and I never ever want to know what there own suffering would be just because I ran away. The last thing I wanna do is dragging the name of my lovely sister and my little nephews to trouble...
*4*..... My parents downfall. As much as I want that to happen, I still don't plan to drag the family name, wealth status, power, influence and position to the mud cause I too would be going too into that mud..... Creepy.
*5*..... My whole future would be really ruined. My fans, my fame everything. Not what I ever wanted for myself. So not happening hot shot.
"Adam am sorry but I can't there are just too many risks to take." I tried to make him stop that idea running wild in his head. Think Adam think.
He just seems to get angry all of a sudden "I want you Chris and nothing can change my mind... So I want us to run away from here together but here you are telling me that there are too many risks in this. I thought you said you love me" he sounded like a rich spoiled brat crying for a real plane in his room when he knows that can't be done.
I got up meeting his gaze while I replied to him "look Adam yes I look you but am trying to use my head here to think of the consequences of this...." I stopped before I turned to calm down a bit. But he seems to Know when to offend me on purpose huh.
"you know that you are selfish..... You stole my heart and now you can't even prove you can do anything for me at all.... What are the reasons you don't want to run away with me????" he asked me. Are you for real.
I looked at him "am selfish huh.... No you are the one selfish. You know why I say and point it to you that you are the one selfish" I say as I matched forward bit by bit continuing my little speech "first I still have a life ok. I don't want to be on the run every few days or weeks or months or even years no I want a good life and there is my family. I know that they would be served with serious punishment and doom if I run away with you... I know marrying Tim wouldn't make me happy but at least I won't be on the run and my family won't be in danger from my reckless decision and I would still have a life to live in peace " I say as I was now standing in front of him.
" you just sound like a coward." I look at him with eyes wide open like shocked from the insult he just rendered me" yes because you are not just a coward but a pussy too. Fight for what we have the real connection we share is that not something worth it" he finishes breathing faster like he was controlling his anger.... I haven't even started to date you and you insulted me and am seeing the other side of you.... a monster waiting for me to slip up before it strike me. I need to end this nonsense here.
" at least the one I share a fake connection hasn't even show his angry side to me ones. At least I got a life with him and at least he hasn't insulted me not once but here I am with the one I have feelings for insulting me and showing me his monster side.... You know what I should go Adam." I said those words sounding hurt and broken from within but to him it sounded like boom in his ears.
" you can't say that Chris..... "he tries to hold me but I slip through out of his hold.
" you did this to yourself and I mean everything, every word I just said. Bye Adam "I say as I turn my back and match towards the exit of the bar but turn to say one last thing
" at least this coward or pussy has brain to think. Adam doesn't ever come close to me or call me cause there is nothing connecting us together. You see that night I complained to you I thought I saw someone but I didn't know I saw a beast..... so never ever cross my path again and break that little fantasy running deep in your head that we will be together"
I say before passing the door out walking to my car quickly with my tears trying to flow but I held it in.... not outside for people to see.
I entered my car locked it and started the engine then drove out. From the side mirror by the driver's seat I saw him running out trying to get to me but I've drove out from his reach before he could ever hold me again... Bye Adam am sorry it had to end like this...
I was driving and crying at the same time. My life is forever doomed. I can never have real love or connection knowing my life would forever be with Tim lionhearth.
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I entered my sister's house running up but I met her in the dining room sitting there waiting for me.
"Hey, we're did you drive off to. And why the hell are you crying????" she asked as she made her way to me.
"I had to get some fresh air from the terrible news I just got but I decided to call someone I had a connection with but he turned out to be a total jurk and I hate myself, him and Tim for all this that is going on" I say between sobs and sniffing.
She paused for a while before she spake with her own eyes being watered with tears. Don't you cry sis cause you will cause me to cry hard.
"what was the news darling"
"the preparation are already in place. Now my wedding is to take place as soon as possible at the said date and it is next week. LIKE NEXT WEEK!!!!" I screamed as he hugs me sharing her own tears on my back making me cry harder than before.....
"Am sorry. Am sorry Chris... Am so so so sorry you have to go through what I went through and I wasn't there for you or to fight for you. Now look at where it brings you. Am sorry" she says patting me softly.
I continue to sob "Adam called me a coward and a pussy just because I didn't want to run away with him knowing the repercussions of his actions" I voiced out as I cry.
"the he isn't for you Chris..... If he never thinks that his decisions are hurting you then he wasn't made for you and stop seeing him ok"
"ok..."
"good. Look at you so strong am sorry you have to be going through all this my dear little brother am here now so cry it all out"
"thank you. For everything this past few days were heavenly to me I appreciate it" I say as I rest my head on her shoulder still sobbing while she cry's too into my hair but I don't mind one bit... "don't mention it, I did it out of love for you dear Chris...." she says rubbing my shoulders with her hands trying to calm me down.
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So long story shot was that we cried into the night no morning but we slept off in our crying posture.
It was my little nephews that wakes us up the morning because they where late for school so we walked as fast as we can to get them dressed and ready for school.
The rest of the day was boring because I was packing to go home so I could prepare for my wedding next week. I need to be at the fashion designer's place tomorrow and talk with my hair stylist for a good hair do. And don't forget my match rehearsal with the choir it will be an exhausting week for me.....
In the evening I eat the last supper with my little family am fond of. We laughed from the made up jokes we made up, we ate till our bellies cry of being hurt and we rested as soon we were feeling sleepy.
So now am on my bed wondering what will happen after cause I can feel it in my bones that something definitely wants to happen.
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First thing in the morning I did was get dressed and eat along with the twins then drive out to the fashion shop to meet this fashion designer that Tim sent his address before I go home and rest for the rest of the day.
Am about to embark in a dangerous journey that I k ow that my life would not remain the same but what am I supposed to do. Nothing.
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*********POV: ADAM'S VIEW***********
What the actual fuck. He left me there like a fool waiting for a prank.
Jeez. I went out of control and now am in the counter at the bar drinking beer and alcohol to drown the emptiness that deep inside.
Now that I look at it the whole thing isn't his fault but Tim's fault. He stole what belongs to me and if I don't have him no one..... I MEAN NO ONE WOULD HAVE HIM.
Just then a call just came in.
"what do you want from me this time huh..." I asked.
I could feel her dangerous smile even from the phone.... "nothing but what belongs to me and that is Tim. Any other obstacle must be put down and that includes Chris Hurth" she answered with vengeance and venom in her voice.
"and you called me for your sick game. Bitch please. OK what if I agree to your little game what would be in for me knowing how dangerous I am you called me for help.... So what is my percentage in this????" I asked taking a sip from my vodka letting the hotness steam down my throat.
" your family business the underground club that my father took from you so is there a deal????" she asked
" here are my own teams Chris lives cause his mine and mine alone.... So you can have your Tim if the deal is over..... And don't forget the family business you promised me be sure to hand it over when we are done with this little game.... I mean it when I say Chris is off limits. if you kill him I will come get you and do things to you that you will wish for death but you won't see it... DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME BITCH" I growled through the phone.
"I understand..... But finish the work first but if you don't do it and you fail he will be dead and you know I can do just that right so make it snappy Adam. I await your call." and she hangs up the call.
"things are about to get interesting I can feel it" I laugh and took another sip from my drink.
I got up paid for my drink and went down to my car driving out of the bar with a dangerous grin on my face.
"Tim.... My dear cousin you don't know what is about to hit you and you won't see it coming" I say as I change my music to fit my mood.
Author Note:
This page made me cry at their conversation they had and trust me I felt broken for Chris. Am here to announce that things are about to get heated up. Be happy to know that the next other chapters are going to be fire so keep sharing and recommending to friends and families, support, vote, like and drop your insight on the comments below but guys there is a tragedy that happened to me my Facebook page of BL boys love and my Facebook account was being hacked and now it is suspended for God's know why and when they will open it but don't be disheartened I will create a new one so you all can see my characters so keep in touch..... see you later my lovies.....