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Chapter 5 - Chapter 4: thoughts of the past.

The dream I had got me awake and it was not looking like what I wanted at all. It had that cowards face inprinted all over it, by coward you know who am talking about right..... No need to put down names, and that family of mine.

It wasn't looking good to me!!!!!. why the universe always finding a way to hunt me.... Now that I look at things I guess I can never be free from this.

"he's awake sir and he looks sad and frightened too" the guy I gave directions to earlier said.

Tim on the other line said one order before cutting off the Connection "keep watch over him.... You are his personal guard get it, protect him and one more thing.... Protect him in the shadows got it..... Good keep me posted if anything updates comes up."

"yes boss" said the stranger..... "I will do as you have commanded, keep you updated on changes when it occurs" he added.

******* POV : TIM ********

Held his hands together against the table and he had a hint of smirk on his face "oh my.. My... Little lamb.... Little lamb..... You are one interesting person I have enter." i murmured to himself.

Going through memory lane... I found myself someone so interesting.

All the girls and guys I've met are all full of crap and sh*t!!, you know what I mean. They were not good enough for me, all they want is s3x and my money.... Well there is plenty of money to go around after all.

Besides, I only see them as s3x items and nothing more nothing less... Oh wait, I see them lesser than less... Yes that's it.

All of them are after one thing 'my d*ck and my money' that's all they are after. So for the past 5 years I attain the power of the mafia king from my father 'lord deston lion hearth' I have never see anyone who got my interest but my little lamb.

It was like.....

"hey you lost or something, huh" I asked, Chris the cutest thing I had ever lean on, there you have it..... I just find my self so captured by his cuteness and his eyes turned to face me. His green eyes and mine got into a stare and I was also captive by his blonde hair and his s3xy lips and puffy cheeks made me look at him and got interest the more he was so damn hot...

He's what got my heart and my soul, after that day we talked about his interview he had with that 'battson' and with that I found my self drawn to him in a more ways than one.... Fate I love you!!!!!.

But I most say, my little lamb got some guts too just how I like my partner.

"my name is Chris hurth and one more thing am not a little lamb sir" he said to me then turned to live.

Wow he got some guts alright.... "Chris hurth" that name sounds s3xy to me alright, even as the words live my mouth it comes out cute. "I will remember that name for a long time" I told myself.

I turned and left that spot of our little encounter and kept on saying his name on my lips..... This is one of the best times of my life you know.

******** POV : CHRIS **********

I still remember when I was in high-school and all the praise of my father's wealth that the students showered me....

"I wish I could be him"... "look at that cool car dropping him off".... "what can I do to be just like him".... "I bet he doesn't do anything at home, his maids are there to do it all for him".... "the son of one of the famous mafia bosses in this continent"... And sometimes I receive jealous remarks from the rich kids...

"if I were him I will kill myself".... "he's still a commoner, you know he was ones poor like sh*t".... "what does he have that I don't have?.".... Maybe a brain, jeez like come on people does my life give you all sleepless nights.

And that was why I never had friends to begin with..... I was good alone... And I was OK.

My past was a mixture of great days and bad days both happening to me at the same time. And I got to remember it even after trying to forget them.... They resurfaced with the help of this dream and my sister's words.

"see you soon when I can, little brother" her words keeps echoing in my head...... Keep quiet!!!!!!!!!!!

Tears begin to come out of my eyes uncontrollably. Am so filled up with all these sorrow right now as my past came a video playing right before my eyes....

"you ungrateful child"..... "I will be on the sidelines cheering you on"....."it's for your own good".... "little lamb..... Little lamb"..... "if I had his life, I will kill myself"..... "who do you think you are huh"..... "everyone!!!! He thinks he's special.... (laughs)... Look Chris you're not special in any way, always remember that"..... "you will never be anything without us child!!!!!!!!"..... "you are not good at anything"..... This scene hurt me the most "dad, am gay" I told my dad when I was 18 years old..... "you're what!!!!! A fag?" my father shouted at me with anger written all over his tune..... "you are a disgrace to this family" my mother added..... I cried but they still rendered my sorry a*s with curses... I will never forgive them, never.

"make it all stop please" I said to the air trying to find someone who will console me and tell me it is OK.

The past hurts sometimes but mine it's every f*cking time that it hurts me and keeps hurting me.

Like the creator answered my plead, a memory popped up..... "hey little brother, you are not alone..... Just remember that am always with you even if am here no more, just know that I still love you OK" my sister said that to me with a smile on her face before later being married off like an item to George Freeman.

I smiled for awhile and looked up to the stars.... Trying to figure out something, like a missing item... Yes an item that is supposed to there.

"one way or the order my parents will still sell me off to Tim".... "and Tim will always get his hands on me..." I murmured..... What am I going to do nothing..... (sign).... I wish fate could change sometimes, but it seems mine has already been sealed with Tim..

It will only be a matter of time that I become Tim's partner even if I continue fighting and keep on resisting it will be meaningless.... And I will end up just like Mia...

What got me out my thoughts was the noise my stomach made... (growling)..... Oh boy. I need food 1nd this time real food..... I brought out my phone to check the time and my head almost pooped up " 11: 17pm!!!!" I shouted..... Wow this is past my bed time "oh wait I left the house so I could be alone" I remembered why I lift the house.....

"I will just get food at a night restaurant and go home from there I've stayed out too long" I said as I got up and began walking out from the public park.

This night has been a long one and filled with different memories and all from my past.... Hm I wonder how others are having their nights too.

As if he heard my thoughts.... "my night is the worst" the stranger lurking in the shadows said.....

Next chapter coming up soon... Please don't forget to vote his page and look out for my other book written by me "UNRAVELED LOVE".... Later guys

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