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Chapter 20 - The First Real Smile

Sophia sat on the edge of the couch, hands curled around a chipped mug of tea. The living room was quiet except for the soft ticking of the clock on the wall. Damien was still in the kitchen, his voice a low murmur as he spoke on the phone—business, most likely. Since their unexpected conversation that morning, something had shifted between them. He wasn't cold. He wasn't warm either. But the frost that had always lingered in his tone seemed thinner, like ice beginning to melt under early spring sunlight.

She stared into her tea, watching steam curl into the air, and wondered what he was thinking. He had opened up to her slightly, letting her see a side of him that no one else had seen. Vulnerability. Pain. And something else too—a need to protect. But was that about her? Or about something he hadn't let go of from his past?

The floor creaked. She glanced up as Damien stepped into the room, no longer on the phone. He didn't say anything right away. Just moved to the armchair across from her and sat down, watching her with an unreadable expression. There was tension in the silence, but it wasn't uncomfortable. Not like before.

"You're quiet," she said softly, needing to break the moment.

He shrugged. "Just thinking."

"About?"

He took a breath, his gaze lingering on her face. "You," he said simply.

Sophia's heart stumbled. She tried to keep her voice steady. "Why me?"

Damien looked away for a second, then leaned forward, elbows on his knees. "Because you're not what I expected. You challenge me. You don't pretend. Most people… they only show you the part of themselves they want you to accept. But you—" he paused, his brow furrowing slightly, "—you show up as you are. No filter."

Sophia didn't know what to say. She wasn't sure if that was a compliment or a warning. "And is that a good thing or a bad thing?"

A ghost of a smile touched his lips. "I haven't decided yet."

Her lips twitched. "That's fair."

They sat there in silence again, but it was lighter this time. The air between them didn't feel like it was suffocating. For once, Sophia didn't feel like she had to hold her breath when he was around.

"Would you like to go out tomorrow?" he asked suddenly.

She blinked. "Out?"

"Yes. Not for work. Just… out."

Sophia tilted her head, studying him. "Are you asking me on a date, Damien?"

His jaw tightened, and a flush crept along the edges of his neck. "If I say yes, will you make fun of me?"

She smiled. "Maybe."

He groaned. "This is why I don't do this."

Sophia laughed—a real laugh, full and warm. "Okay. Yes. I'll go out with you. But I'm choosing the place."

Damien gave a mock scowl. "I should've known you'd take control."

"You'll survive."

The next morning was unusually bright. Sophia stood in front of her closet, debating what to wear. It wasn't like they were going to some fancy restaurant, but it still felt important. This was the first time Damien had suggested doing something with her just because. No hidden agenda. No performance. Just the two of them.

She finally settled on a simple floral dress that hugged her waist and flowed past her knees. It was comfortable, soft, and made her feel a little like herself again.

When Damien saw her, he didn't say much. But the flicker in his eyes, the way his gaze lingered a second too long—it was enough.

They ended up at a quiet coastal café with outdoor seating. It overlooked the water, and the salty breeze carried the distant sounds of boats bobbing in the harbor. Sophia was surprised by the choice. She'd expected something sleek and modern. But this place was relaxed, almost cozy.

"How did you find this spot?" she asked, sipping a cold lemonade.

Damien leaned back in his chair. "My mother used to bring me here sometimes. Before everything went… sideways."

Sophia nodded slowly, understanding that 'sideways' meant more than he was ready to say.

He watched her over the rim of his coffee cup. "You're not going to ask for details?"

She smiled faintly. "I figured when you're ready, you'll tell me."

His lips twitched. "That's dangerous, you know. Giving me that much space."

"I trust you."

He stared at her, and for a long moment, didn't look away. Then, quietly, he said, "That's even more dangerous."

They wandered along the shore afterward, the sun warm on their skin. Sophia slipped off her sandals and let the waves lap at her feet. Damien stood a little distance away, hands in his pockets, watching her.

"You know," she said, looking over her shoulder, "you can actually enjoy this. You don't always have to observe."

He raised an eyebrow. "I enjoy watching."

She rolled her eyes and splashed water toward him.

Damien jumped back, surprised. "Did you just—"

"Yes," she said, laughing.

"You're asking for it, Sophia."

"I dare you," she said with a grin.

In seconds, he was beside her, scooping her up as she shrieked. The water soaked the bottom of his trousers, but he didn't seem to care. He twirled her once before setting her down, both of them breathless and laughing.

It was the first time she had seen him laugh like that—uncontrolled, unguarded.

They stood there, chest to chest, silence falling again but this time warm like sunlight through leaves.

"I'm scared of this," Damien said suddenly.

Sophia looked up. "Of what?"

"You."

She blinked, heart thudding. "Why?"

"Because you make me want to try. You make me think maybe… I deserve something more than just surviving."

Her throat tightened. She touched his chest gently. "You do."

He looked away, swallowing hard. "What if I mess this up?"

"You will," she said. "And so will I. But we'll figure it out. Together."

Damien cupped her face, fingers brushing her cheeks. "You're something else, Sophia."

"So are you," she whispered.

They didn't kiss. Not yet. But the moment held it. A promise.

As they walked back to the car, Damien's hand found hers. Not forcefully. Just… naturally. And Sophia didn't let go.

Later that night, as she lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, Sophia smiled to herself. Something was shifting. Slowly, carefully, but undeniably. Damien was thawing. Not just toward her, but toward life itself.

And maybe, just maybe, she was thawing too.

Because for the first time in a long while, she wasn't afraid of falling.

She was ready.

Even if she didn't know what tomorrow would bring.

She was ready .

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