Ahhh Chris, how could you smile like that? I still can't wrap my head around it.
I guess you're living life faster than I ever could—without ever showing it.
How did you decide to get married?
When did you meet her?
How did you meet her?
Did you love her deeply?
Who did you love the most?
I guess you never really loved me. My mind is filled with a thousand questions…
But none of them have answers.
I was left with silence. Like a walking corpse.
Maybe I punished myself in all this.
Why am I hurting this much?
My desires started to grow.
An aching need filled my body.
I want to hear your heart beating for mine.
I want you to love me—only me.
I want you to suffer without me.
I want you to feel the pain of not having me.
But the truth is, I want to be there.
I wanted a future with you.
A family with at least two children.
You would've made a wonderful father—I know it.
You have endless patience.
But this beautiful man now belongs to someone else.
And sadness won't bring him back.
Now I pay the price for my own mistakes.
And I must.
My wedding day came too.
I got married.
I posted my bridal photos on social media too.
There's no turning back now.
Goodbye, impossible love.
Let's pay for the mistakes of our youth, one by one.