There's something that's bothering me for a while.
That is a person
and, that person is my former master.
A deplorable man, who tried to r-p- me.
If it weren't for his step sister, I'd... I'd have been at his mercy.
But, lately... There's something very weird about him.
He's had a complete 360 with his personality and is... while neither trying to be flashy nor is he trying to be... Silent.
That begs me the question, What is it that you are Plotting Grucieus?
I no longer have to call that Dispicable Man, Master anymore.
I didn't have such intense gare and hatred for him until that day.
The day he tried to do obscene stuff with me.
And, i... couldn't even do anything. I was helpless and devastated.
He tried to take advantage of me.
That man... he must be plotting something.
I'm sure of it.
And, that teacher... That Irina women, The blonde teacher... she's somehow related to that man.
I feel like I've got a lead on him.
That guy stole something from the Somewhere.
And, if he gets caught... he's dead.
I was going to report him but than... i got valuable pieces of information.
First was... That he apparently knows the future.
And, he stole an item to Save people from a heinous incident 1 year from now.
He? Protect? While i felt suspecious... i felt a genuinity from his words... that i felt the very first month that i served him.
He was an honest man... who turned into a piece of trash after his parents or rather his sister apparently abandoned him.
I understood where he came from and tried to console him that day... but he pounced on me.
I told him this wasn't right and he immediatly backed off.
After that... he was very verbal about his lust and love for me.
I felt overwhelmed and disgusted by his words.
That, I didn't wanna serve him anymore.
But, i had to because of the fact that this was my only means of income and the more i served him the more money I'd receive from the others.
But, what pulled the trigger was... Not, him trying to force himslef onto me that day but...
The fact that that guy used his power to pull me into an infinite debt scandal so i wouldn't run away from him.
That bought about the hatred to a degree that I've never expected.
After he was rusticated, Those debt collectors were put behind bars.
And, my family was now debt ridden and i earn 4 times more than i did in that bastard's Mansion.
And, i didn't have to do very much.
Just my job and nothing else.
There are people who ogle at me but, They never do anything to me.
Because Alecia protects me from them.
And, I'm greatful for it. She's really made my life easier.
So easy that i can dream of attending this academy through the scholarship programme.
I was surprised when i saw his name on the scholarship board.
I thought it was probably someone esle but that i saw him diligently writing the exam.
For the first time... i felt like maybe he's changing.
But, that doesn't mean that I'll ever forgive trash like him for ruining my family and youth.
If it weren't for her, I'd still be... I'd probably be Ra-e- by now.
By that dispicable trash and that's why... i can't trust him.
I will follow him everywhere and see what exactly he's doing so i can get some leads on his plan.
...
Man, my hand..
It's so hard to take notes when one of your hands doesn't listen to you..
Especially when it's your dominant hand.
I can't take notes, I can't eat food and i can't do anything.
Well, i guess i can use my left hand to eat.
it's not like i use my hands to eat, I use a spoon or a fork.
But, the problem arises here.
This food... it looks absolutely delicious.
I wanna eat it right away but my hand...
It fuckin hurts.
"I know you like this kinda stuff so i got it for you."
"Huh?"
What does she mean i like this kind of stuff?
More importantly, How does she even know that I Like this stuff?
'I' and not 'him'
or does that guy and me have similar taste in things?
How weird.
"You always asked the maid to make this or this or this for you. I remember all of them since i have the recipes of them with me."
She does? Didn't she hate the guy?
"You have those?"
"You, and while we are at the topic... Tell me, Did you... get any letters from me as a child?"
I started wrecking my brain to find memoreis of getting letters from her and no i can't find any.
"Yes, i got them. You wrote them to me every day... Sweet old days."
"... Than... Why didn't you respond?"
Huh? What doesn't she mean i didn't respond?
"... Wiat do you mean? I wrote letters to you right in front of you... did you forget?"
"Dumbass, that's not what I'm talking about. I sent you letters after you were taken away, father told me that you didn't wanna talk to me."
That guy? Didn't wanna talk to you?
That's some bullshit if i ever heard it.
He's a royal sis con.
If he saw you getting hurt someday, He'd probably come out from my body and take care of you.
That's how much he loves you.
"So... you sent me letters after that time? I'd thought... that you didn't care about me and were just acting all the time."
That's genuinely what he thought.
After he joined the academy, It was the first time that He'd seen her and the way she seemed so bright made him angry.
He than realised that she'd completely discarded him.
This drove him mad, and after watching his loved one's going after the MC one by one...
He started getting madder and madder, in the end what triggered the suicide was him watching his childhood crush and aid Milia riding the MC, on that night.
The only reason he kept on living was because she was by his side but when he saw she too was tamed by the man...
He no longer had a reason to live.
Why... does all this feel so familiar...
Like I've seen them with my own two eyes.