Since we're all sharing stories of losing our virginity,
I thought I'd share mine. It happened when I was eleven
years old, and nearing the end of the fifth grade. It
will come as no surprise to learn that she was a neighbor
girl - Kathy, or that she was a year older than I and a
grade higher.
We both attended the same school in suburban Chicago and
had been close friends since I had moved there three
years ago. Until recently, I hadn't thought about her as
anything other than a friend. She was something of a
tomboy, and played as rough as any of the other guys I
hung out with. However, over the last year, she had begun
to develop as girls will, and I was finding myself
uncomfortable with her and not really knowing why.
Kathy's mom was divorced and had to work the afternoon
shift at a local restaurant. This was perfect for us, as
we were left alone for hours at a time. We usually just
sat and talked, or hung out with the other kids. This
afternoon, however, was going to be quite different. The
conversations are as best as I can remember - with the
blanks filled in according to how I remember us.
That day at school, we had our sex-ed class. In those
days, the boys and girls were separated for one day a
year and given "sex education". In reality, it was a
human biology class and had little to do with sex. The
information taught was very sex specific, complete with a
booklet titled either "What Boys Need to Know" or "What
Girls Need to Know".
There was little or no information about how to actually
have sex. Naturally, the boys were always curious about
what the girls were taught, and the girls were curious
about what the boys had learned. Which is what Kathy and
I were talking about that day.
We were up in her bedroom, sitting on her bed. It was one
of those big canopied queen sized beds. Wood framed and
comfortable. Even with the two of us sitting cross-legged
on it, there was plenty of room. I was flipping through
the "Girls" book and she was looking through the "Boys"
book.
"Kathy, you guys get a lot more stuff than we do. I mean,
look at all this stuff on periods and Kotex!"
"They still don't really tell you anything. I thought
we'd have some pictures or something."
I had hoped so as well, since I had never seen a woman
naked and had no idea what they looked like "down there".
Kathy was wearing a T-shirt and shorts, which gave me a
pretty good outline of her small breasts, and in her
cross-legged position I could see the nylon covering her
crotch stretched tight.
"I don't know why they call it sex education. There's
nothing in here on how you do it."
"Ours does. Let me show you." She leaned over and took
her book back. I could smell the shampoo she used and was
finding the scent very arousing. I could feel myself
getting hard and was hoping she wouldn't notice. "See? It
says 'the man's penis gets very stiff and hard. He slips
it into the woman's vagina, which is soft and stretches
easily. When he ejaculates, semen containing millions of
sperm cells enters the womb where it will fertilize the
egg."
"That tells me a lot." I said sarcastically, "Like, where
is the vagina? How does the penis go into it?" I was very
embarrassed to use those words in front of a girl. I
could feel the blood rising in my cheeks, even as it
drained out of my prick. But if she was going to say
them, I wasn't going to be a baby.
She flipped some more pages and showed me a line drawing.
"Its right there." she said, pointing to the right spot
on the drawing.
"Oh right. Like that means anything. It doesn't really
show you where it is." She was still leaning close to me
and suddenly, something in my brain clicked and I decided
to take a chance. "Where's yours?" There. I said it! I
couldn't believe it! I was so embarrassed I thought I was
going to die right there. I knew I had made a fool of
myself and she was going to tell everyone at school.
Instead, she looked at me out of the corner of her eye
for a second. She shook her head, flipping her hair away
from her face. After a long moment she leaned back and
moved her hand between her legs. I was almost too afraid
to look. She slid her finger down to a spot on her shorts
and said, "Its right there."
Time dragged on and I had no idea what to do. I laughed
and said "That's not very close to where this says it
is!" She laughed too, and I could feel the relief
flooding through me. We both started flipping through the
books again, more to cover our embarrassment than
anything else. I was almost startled when she asked me
"So how can the penis fit inside it? This shows that it
points straight down. Does it?"
My God! She was asking me about boners! I swallowed hard.
"Kinda. When it gets hard it pretty much sticks straight
out." My heart was pounding in my chest. I couldn't
believe what was happening! It was like nothing in my
wildest dreams. I hadn't even begun to masturbate yet, so
I was totally innocent.
"Well, I still don't see how that's going to go inside
someone. The woman would have to lie on a table or
something while the man stood up."
"I was watching Wild Kingdom last night and they showed
two lions doing it. It was kinda cool."
"How did they do it?" I met her eyes as she asked the
question and couldn't believe that I'd never noticed how
deep brown they were.
"Well, the lioness just kinda sat there and the lion got
behind her. I guess he put his penis in her that way."
"That wouldn't work." she said it so flat out that I was
angry. We were always competing and I loved being right.
"It does too. I saw it."
"There's no way. Look." She half got up and swung around
on the bed. She lay down on her belly and said "Its not
going to be able to go in."
"Well the lioness wasn't lying like that. She had her
legs under her." Looking at Kathy's legs stretched out
past me was beginning to give me another boner.
"It's not going to make a difference. See?" She drew her
legs up and tucked her elbows under her chest. Her ass
was in the air, nicely outlined by her shorts. "My
vagina's right here." she moved her hand between her legs
and I watched her point to a small mound showing tight
against her shorts. "If the penis sticks straight out,
its not going to go in."
I knew I was right, and I had to prove it. "It would too.
Watch." I slid my way over to her side of the bed and
straddled her calves.
"What are you doing?" she asked with a touch of alarm in
her voice.
"Proving I'm right. Here." I pushed my crotch against her
ass. The sensation of solid warmth was like nothing I had
ever thought to feel. "If I had a boner, it would stick
out like this." I put my finger about where my dick would
be and pushed forward - straight into her thighs.
"That's not going to work." she said smugly. "I know!
Hang on. Move your legs." in a brief tangle of legs, we
eventually got so that my legs were in-between hers. The
sensation of her bare leg brushing against my blue jeans
was electric. I moved my hand between her legs, brushing
her mound in the process.
"Once he got like this, he sort of lay down on her back
and started pushing." I put my weight on her back and
made some thrusting motions with my hips. Since my finger
was pointing about where my dick would have been, it was
brushing back and forth past her crotch.
I couldn't believe what was going on. I was actually
touching Kathy's private parts! My mind felt like it was
going to blow up, and so did my dick. It brought me back
to reality when she said, "Okay. I guess you're right.
But I don't think that's how people do it."
I got off of her and sat back on my heels. "I didn't say
it was. I just said it might work. Besides, how else
could they do it?"
"Well, I saw something on TV last night with my mom, but
she changed the channel before I could really see it."
"What was it?"
"They were under the covers, so I couldn't really see,
but the woman was lying on her back, like this." She
rolled over onto her back and moved her knees up and
apart. "And the man was on top of her."
"No way. He'd squash her!"
"Would not. Come try it."
I was more than a little reluctant. I didn't want to hurt
Kathy. My brain wasn't working well enough to remember
that Kathy had several guys on top of her during
football, tag, and a dozen other games. But, there was
something very arousing about seeing my playmate on her
back with her legs spread. And there was that tantalizing
mound between her legs. I had only brushed it, but it was
hypnotizing. I got between her legs and scooted my crotch
up until it was pressing against her.
"Now lie down on me." I leaned forward on my hands until
my full weight was on her. I could feel her breasts
pushing up at me! I could feel her breath, smell her
hair, feel warmth around my legs. I was too amazed to
think coherently. And then she put her arms around me.
"Like this."
"Would it go in you like this?" I asked, my mouth as dry
as cotton.
"Yeah. I think it would." Our eyes locked together. I
have no idea how long we stayed like that until she
asked, "Have you ever kissed a girl?"
"N...No," I stammered. My heart was beating like a
jackhammer. I dropped my eyes to her lips. I'd never
really looked at them before. They were slim, pink, and
moist.
"Me either." We both giggled. "I mean, I've never kissed
a boy dummy!" She squeezed me in a hug and it suddenly
seemed the most natural thing in the world. I moved my
head towards hers, our eyes closed, and we kissed. WOW!
We stopped for breath, both of us a little short of air.
"That was nice." I said. I was surprised when she
giggled. "MmmHmm." she giggled again.
I leaned back. "What's so funny?"
"I can feel you."
"So? I can feel you too." I was a little hurt and
puzzled.
"No, I mean I can feel your...um...penis. It feels really
hard."
OH MY GOD! I had forgotten! I had a tremendous boner, and
a girl could tell! I was so embarrassed, it wilted almost
immediately. "Oh...I...sorry." I started to get off her.
"Hey, I don't mind." She wrapped her legs around me and
wouldn't let me off. It was cool. How come it went away?"
"I don't know. It just does sometimes."
"Really? That's cool." She relaxed her legs and began
nibbling on a lock of hair. I took the chance to get off
of her before I got another boner. I started flipping
through her booklet while she just lay there nibbling.
"How big is it?"
"What?!"
She giggled, obviously enjoying my embarrassment. "How
big is it? It felt pretty big. I just don't think it
would go inside a woman if it's as big as it felt."
"I dunno. I never really thought about it."
"Let me see it." I just stared at her. She was actually
asking to see my dick! There was no WAY I was getting
naked in front of a GIRL. "Please? I'll let you see me."
Now wait a minute. Here was a chance to see a girl naked.
It might just be worth it. But, I wasn't too sure she'd
really let me look. She just might want to see me naked
and then not do anything. "You first." I said.
"No. Both together." That seemed fair. I started taking
my shirt off, and so did she. My heart was pounding
faster and faster. I'd seen her in a bathing suit, but
this was amazing! I whipped my shirt off my head so I
could get a good look. White bra on tan skin. I had never
even thought anything could be so amazing. And then she
reached behind her back and unhooked it. The fabric went
from taught to wrinkled, and I stopped breathing as she
pulled it away from her chest and off.
I was actually seeing a girl's tits! Round, perky, creamy
white, with pink nipples standing straight up. I stared.
I finally gulped a ragged breath of air and my hands
began fumbling with my belt. She slipped her thumbs under
the waistband of her shorts and paused, obviously waiting
for me. I quickly unbuttoned and unzipped. My erection
was pretty obvious by now, pushing my jeans apart at the
fly. I began pulling them off my legs, squirming around
on the bed as I did so. Then I noticed she hadn't pulled
her shorts off.
"Hey! Come on! You said both together!"
"Oh. Sorry. I forgot." her eyes were riveted to my
crotch. She lay back and lifted her hips up, sliding the
bright yellow shorts down across the rounded cheeks of
her ass. In a moment, they joined the growing pile of
clothes on the floor. I was wearing what every boy of
that time wore: White BVD briefs. She was wearing
something soft and cottony with small roses printed all
over it. Being an only child, I had no idea that girls
wore such things.
"Ready?" she asked, her voice wavering some. I wasn't. I
was about to let a girl actually see me naked! The boner
that had been about to rip through my underwear wilted
again. My embarrassment only grew as I could see that she
was watching it. "Come on." I said, angry, and began
pulling my underwear off. She quickly pulled her own
panties down and off. It was real. I was naked with a
girl.
And then, everything was forgotten in one golden moment
of revelation. She was all soft curves. My eyes jumped
from the mysteries of her crotch up to her face. I could
see her eyes, searching my body, the tiny upturned nose,
the soft chin and lips. Her breasts were a miracle.
Rounded gently, about the size of a small orange with the
small nipples looking as thought they were going to
burst. Her belly was flat with just a hint of curves. And
there! A hint of curly brown hair leading to...her
thighs. That was about as far as I could see.
"Wow." she said. "Lay back, I wanna get a good look." I
was too stunned to disobey. I lay flat on my back and
watched her. She moved over towards me, her breasts
jiggling faintly with each movement. Fascinated, I didn't
notice her hand until it gently touched my dick. "It's
soft." she said, completely absorbed. Her hands began an
exploration. Stroking my dick, cupping each ball,
squeezing gently -
"OUCH!" I said as pain shot through me.
"What is that?" she said, gently rolling a testicle
around.
"It's a testicle dummy. Didn't you read your book?" I was
proud of myself, able to joke at a time like this. She
squeezed it again, which pretty much shut me up. Her
hands went back to exploring my dick. With each passing
second, it got harder.
"This is so cool." she was totally fascinated, watching
my hard on grow. So was I, feeling her hands gently
stroking my cock. In only a few moments, I had the
biggest boner I had ever had. My hips were starting to
pump on their own. I closed my eyes. I had never felt
anything like this. I moaned quietly. "You like this?"
she wrapped her hand around the head of my twitching dick
and began pumping it up and down in opposition to my
hips.
I was beyond talking. The events of the day had simply
been too much for my mind to cope with. Within a dozen or
so pumps of her closed fist I exploded. I cried out
incoherently as my very first climax hit. She yelled and
jumped away from me as jism squirted out of me and all
over her forearm and hand. I couldn't think - I didn't
know what was happening, or how to stop it.
Fortunately, it stopped all by itself after a few
seconds. I lay panting, covered in semen. I had blown my
load onto her hand, her arm, breast, one thigh, the bed,
everywhere.
"What happened??" she asked.
"I...I...I don't know. Its never happened before." I
gasped.
She thought for a minute while I gathered my wits. "I
know. You ejaculated." She had always been an A student.
She was looking at the cum on her hand. "This is sperm!"
"It is?" I sat up and looked at it. "That's pretty cool."
She giggled. "I made you ejaculate!"
"Yeah. I guess so. It felt incredible."
"I couldn't tell. You looked like it hurt."
I didn't want to talk about it any more. "Hey. It's my
turn. Lie down." She did so, her legs tight together.
"Just be careful, OK?"
"I will." Man, what a day I was having! I slid over
towards her, my eye caught by the drop of semen on her
left breast. I began rubbing and squeezing. The firmness
surprised me. It was different than anything I'd ever
felt before. The nipples were rock hard. I pinched one,
causing her to suck her breath in. I looked at her face,
and her eyes were closed. I knew where I wanted to look.
I slid my hand down her belly towards the hair I had
glimpsed before. I had no idea that people had hair down
there! I touched it, slowly exploring the soft mound of
flesh. "Move your legs apart. I can't see anything."
As she did so, I moved over her right leg and got between
her legs again. WOW! It was more amazing than anything I
could have dreamed up. I decided I had to have a closer
look and lay down with my face close to her crotch. I
could see everything. I slid my fingers between her lips,
feeling the wetness there, the slickness of her inner
lips in contrast to the coarse brown hair curling above
her crotch. Her hips jumped several times as I explored,
unknowingly touching her clit occasionally.
What finally caught my eye was the opening buried deep
between folds of delicate pink skin. That must be it -
the vagina. It was where she pointed to. It was where a
penis went. But it looked so small! I slid my finger down
from the top of her crotch and slowly into that warm, wet
cavern.
"Hey! What are you doing?!" she jumped as the tip of my
finger entered her.
"I just want to see what it feels like.", I said, still
pushing. Now, it was past the first knuckle.
"Cut it out!" she was squirming. I kept pushing. She
moaned and said again, but more softly, "Cut it out." I
felt something blocking my finger and pushed some more.
"OW! That hurts. Stop it." She sounded pissed, so I
pulled my finger out, causing her to say "Ohhhhh."
"That's where it goes, isn't it?" I asked, looking at the
wetness coating my finger.
"I think so."
I started pushing my finger into her again, "Does it feel
like a penis?"
Her hips were squirming again, "How should I know? C'mon.
Stop it." I was thinking of the lions. I began pushing my
finger in and out of her - she was so tight it was a
little difficult, but it sure looked like she liked it. I
couldn't get very far though. Something was in the way.
After a few seconds, she sat up and pushed my hand away.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"I don't know. Just don't." she was breathing hard.
"I think you're right about how people do it." I
admitted. "But I don't think a penis will ever fit in
there."
"Why not?" She was looking at my dick, which was
beginning to get hard again.
"Its too big. I could hardly fit my finger in you and my
boner's a lot thicker and longer than my finger."
She reached forward and took hold of my dick again.
"Yeah, I see what you mean." She looked thoughtful as she
slowly rubbed it. "Well, if it won't fit, we can try it a
little just to see if we're right." She looked at me out
of the corner of her eye, a small smile on her face.
"Do you think it's safe?"
She lay back and opened her legs again. "Sure. It won't
fit in me, so we can see if it would this way. Anyway,
you already ejaculated all your sperm, so I can't get
pregnant."
That space between her legs was calling to me. Warm, wet,
and pink, and my dick was twitching with remembering her
hand. What would that feel like wrapped around my boner?
I slid forward on the bed until I was between her legs
again, moving my crotch forward. I lay my boner on top of
her crotch, pointing up at her belly and lay down on her.
Her breasts were hard against my chest, and her arms were
warm as she hugged me. I kissed her again.
She giggled and hugged me hard as we broke apart. "I'm
glad you're here." she said, holding me close. I was
noticing that I could feel her heart beating. It was
incredible. So was the warmth and the moisture I was
feeling radiating up from her crotch against my dick.
"Will it go down there?" she asked, drawing me from my
thoughts.
"I don't know." I moved my hips back some, drawing my
dick across her clit. "Uh..." she gulped. "Here, let me
help." She reached down between us and again took hold of
my dick. She began pulling forward and I followed until I
could feel her. The very tip of my dick was just between
her outer lips. "I guess it does..."
"Yeah." It was slowly dawning on us both what we were
doing. And the sensation was too much for me to wait much
longer. I began pushing myself into her. I felt her inner
lips part as her body took me into herself. "STOP!" She
said.
"Ohhh..." I moaned, stopping. The entire head of my dick
was inside of her, pressing against whatever blockage
there was. "Part of it's inside of you." I finally
panted.
"I know. I can feel it..." I started to pull it out,
slowly, and almost immediately pushed it back in again.
Our hips were starting a rhythmic motion - fucking an
inch at a time. "We should... we, should stop." she said.
"Yeah." But my dick had other ideas. Without my really
willing it to, on the next thrust, I pushed HARD, driving
past the blockage and sinking my entire boner deep into
her no-longer virgin cunt, feeling my balls slap against
her crotch. She screamed and dug her fingernails into my
back and wrapped her legs around the backs of my thighs.
"OW! Stop!" I wasn't able to do much of anything but
pant. I could feel her! All the way around me! Wet,
slippery, tight, hot!
"Kathy. I'm all the way inside of you." I panted.
"I can tell. It hurt. A lot."
"I'm sorry. I couldn't stop myself."
"Okay. Can you pull it out now?"
"Sure..." I tried. I started to pull out and she moaned
and pushed on my legs with her heels. I pushed right back
in deep again. "Maybe not."
"I know..." She began pumping her hips against me,
pulling on my back with her hands. Every thrust was
heaven. In and out, over and over again, I never wanted
to stop. But all too quickly, she began gasping and
twitching, digging her nails into my back again. Then,
she yelled something and sank her teeth into my shoulder.
I could feel her pussy walls rippling up and down the
length of my dick and it was simply more than I could
stand. I started pushing as hard as I could and within
seconds, I shot my load so far inside of her, I thought
it was going to blow the top of her head off.
We lay together, totally spent and covered in sweat. We
were both stunned at what had just happened. I felt
myself grow soft inside of her and realized that I should
get off. I sat back, pulling my dick out of her with a
wet sound and looked down. There was wetness everywhere,
a big puddle on the bed, and my dick and balls were
covered with blood. So was her crotch. "Oh God Kathy! I
really hurt you! I'm sorry!"
"Oh no!" She said as she looked down. "And you ejaculated
inside me too! I've got your sperm inside me! I'm going
to get pregnant!" We began trying to mop everything up,
and look for where she was bleeding, but couldn't really
find anyplace other than inside her.
We decided to not tell anyone and see if she healed up.
And we could only wait to see if she got pregnant. We
both quickly got dressed, both embarrassed, and I ran
home and up into my room. Needless to say, we spent a
very worried few weeks, almost avoiding each other.
Neither of us ever told anyone, and we never had sex
again, although we stayed friends for years, until I
moved to Denver. But I've never forgotten that amazing
day!
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This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author
does not condone the described behavior in real life.
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