Penny sat hunched on the floor of her small bedroom, surrounded by a tangle of tripods, lens cases, and dog-eared photography books passed down from her father—Harry Voss, the legend.
The late afternoon sun filtered through warped blinds, painting golden bars across the cluttered space like prison stripes. A half-packed duffel sat open in the corner, next to a well-worn hiking backpack with frayed shoulder straps and a patched side pocket.
The smell of cedar, old coffee, and rain-damp flannel clung to the air like ghosts of memories that refused to leave. Her laptop perched precariously atop a stack of hardcover field guides, its screen glowing with the familiar, judgmental stare of her webcam. The red light blinked like a nerve exposed, a tiny eye that never slept. "Okay… take whatever," she muttered under her breath.
She shoved a strand of dark brown hair behind her ear and adjusted her braid, pulling it over one shoulder like it might anchor her. Her fingers trembled slightly. Click. "Hi, I'm Penny Voss, and I'm applying for the photographer position at North Cascades National Park." Her voice cracked halfway through.
She winced. Delete.
She flopped backward onto the worn rug with a groan, staring at the cracked ceiling like it might offer divine intervention. Why was this so hard? She could hike ten miles with a full pack, sleep under stars in freezing rain, and identify over a hundred bird calls by sound alone. But sitting in front of a camera trying to talk about herself? Impossible.
Click. "Hi, I'm Penny Voss—" Too stiff. She sounded like a robot version of herself. Delete. Her gaze drifted to the carved wooden desk in the corner where a faded photo rested in a hand-chiseled frame. Her father stood with one boot propped on a boulder, wind in his wild beard, laughing beside a mist-veiled waterfall.
A camera was slung around his neck like a trusted weapon. She swallowed. Her father had always been more than a man—he was a myth wrapped in Gore-Tex and old leather. His photos had been featured in Smithsonian, National Geographic, even the d*mn Louvre once. He'd caught grizzlies mid-roar, eagle talons locking in midair, wolves against moonlight. His voice—calm, rich, magnetic—had narrated documentaries seen by millions. And Penny? She had talent. A good eye. That's what people said. But she also had doubts. A growing pile of them. Doubts that filled the spaces her father used to occupy.
Doubts that whispered she'd never be more than a shadow of him. She sat up slowly and reached for the pendant at her throat—a small silver charm shaped like a howling wolf, delicately etched, old and worn smooth by decades of fingers. It had been her mother's. Then her father's. Now hers. It pulsed faintly under her thumb, not with light, but with memory. The kind that felt older than bone. Her breath caught. The pendant always calmed her when the world tilted sideways. She couldn't explain why, not really. But touching it felt like touching home. Like holding the thread that tied her to something ancient—something wild and deep and unseen.
A knock pulled her from the moment. "Come in," she called without looking. The door creaked open and Amara stepped inside. Tall, regal, and barefoot, her presence filled the room like incense and rain. She wore a flowing wrap dyed deep indigo, the fabric clinging to her like moonlight on water. Dozens of bangles chimed softly on her wrists, the sound subtle but grounding.
"How's it going, penye mwanga?" she asked, using the name she'd given Penny when she was little. Where there is light.
Penny exhaled, shoulders slumping. "Terrible. I've recorded it like, I don't know, twenty times. I either sound like a nervous child or a desperate fangirl. Nothing feels… real."
Amara walked to the bed and sat with the ease of someone who never rushed time. Her dark eyes glinted as she looked at the mess on the floor—the piles of gear, the stacks of books, the chipped mug full of memory cards. Her gaze lingered on the old photo of Harry before returning to Penny.
"You don't have to sound like anyone else, mwana. Especially not your father." Penny frowned.
"But he was Harry Voss. He could talk to a camera like it was a friend. Make people care about mountain goats and old-growth lichen. Me? I freeze the second the red light comes on." Amara tilted her head. "Maybe that's because you're not trying to tell your story. You're trying to fit into his." Penny didn't answer.
Amara reached out and brushed a thumb gently along Penny's cheekbone. "Your father was a great man, yes. But his power wasn't in his voice. It was in how he saw the world. You carry that gift. But the lens has to be yours now." Penny stared at her, throat tight. "What if I don't know how to use it?"
"Then start where all light begins," Amara said. "With truth." She stood, the beads in her braids catching the dying light. "Just tell them who you are, Penye Mwanga."
The door whispered shut behind her. Penny sat for a moment in silence, the weight of Amara's words pressing gently against her chest. She looked back at the screen, at the blinking red eye.
Then, slowly, she reached forward and clicked record. "Hi," she said softly. "I'm Penny Voss." She took a breath. "My father was Harry Voss, and I grew up with my boots in the mud and a camera in my hands. He taught me how to listen to the forest. How to wait for light. How to see the world like it's alive—because it is." Her voice steadied.
"I've tracked elk through snowstorms, waited hours to catch a single hummingbird in flight, and followed wolves through the high valleys of Glacier. I've slept beneath auroras, hiked across landslide zones, and stood still while a cougar walked past me not twenty feet away. But I've also been lost. Scared. Unsure. I know what it means to find yourself through the lens—one frame at a time." She paused, fingers brushing the pendant. "I'm not trying to follow in my father's footsteps. I'm trying to walk my own. And I'd love the chance to do that with your team."
Click. She didn't delete it. Not this time. It wasn't perfect.
But it was hers. And that was enough. ---