I have since lost my personality, myself for so long I have no one to turn to I need therapy , I have had no answers to myself abd everyone somehow sees as terrible yet one sloughed thing is I have been placed in foundation path with people who have being hurt before, I loved my fried, I did so much, intentionality can't be placed to those who isn't, it's not that they are bad it doesn't make them terrible abd so far it's just in the same coaster, nine months of dosages of cries, tears meaning nothing to watchers, a manipulation tactics , tired, I want peace, I have become a shadow of someone else, walking in the ghost of something you once had so dear, I understand is the crazy thing but why doesn't others understand, why do I have to be hurt so much. Maybe I believe it all started last year but maybe it was when I lost my pa, I guesss I guess never healed from that, no one sat me down to analyze, he died abd veil opened no longer living in dream path in an organized fairy tail I created, a shattered glass revealing things , lives abd painful part is that I'm drowning, I keep giving abd I get non. I'm drowning from giving, always unappreciated or living in the past hurt of someone else, Someone I have nothing to do with, I guess everyone ain't like you. I'm tired really, nothing is moving really. Too much responsibilities, looked down on , too much requirement and I pray everyday, I'm lost and drowning but the days go by fast I can't catch up, no one cares, everyone have what's bugging them. I'm not entitled, I understand but what about me?
