我的生日,我的地狱.
2025 年 7 月 20 日,我的生日.这一天,我的世界彻底崩溃了,成为我人生中最深的地狱.
我站在这座 30 层的建筑下面,雨水和泪水交织在一起,模糊了我的视线.上方,曾经阳光明媚的阳台,现在只剩下一片冰冷的虚空.
"砰!"
一声沉闷的砰砰声,就像一把沉重的锤子,重重地敲打着我的胸膛,粉碎了我所有的理智.
我的妻子苏青把我们四岁的女儿小雨紧紧地抱在怀里,从那里开始...跳了下来.
在那一瞬间,我的心被撕成了碎片.我跪倒在地,雨水冲刷着我的脸,但无法净化我内心深处血腥的遗憾.我亲眼目睹了这一切;我亲手把他们推向了死亡.
karma:直播陷阱六个月
我的愚蠢始于六个月前.
一位名叫"甜心小糯米"的女主播,她的声音像罂粟花一样,完全吸引了我.短短半年时间,我就迷上了.起初,只是几百或几千的小费,但后来,它变成了我们所有的积蓄,我们家的契约,小羽的幼儿园补习...所有这些钱都变成了屏幕上闪过的"火箭"和"游艇",变成了她糖浆般的"谢谢你,老大哥".
"陈浩,请醒醒!"那是小雨的学费!我们的家庭会因为你而毁掉的!苏青跪在我面前,哭泣着她的心.
那我呢?我就像个疯子,一遍又一遍地点击屏幕上的那个假笑.为了更多的"老大哥"称号,为了那种荒谬而虚荣的满足感,我挥霍了家里所有的积蓄,抵押了房子,甚至积累了一百万的高息债务.就连小小的萧雨可怜的补习也被我拿来当小费.
我变成了一个渣男.一个彻头彻尾的渣男.
当我看到我的妻子和女儿坠落身亡时,我心中的疯狂终于消失了.但一切都太晚了.
在接下来的三年里,我活得像一具行尸走肉.我的妻子和女儿坠落身亡的画面深深地烙印在我的灵魂中,不断折磨着我.为了麻痹自己,或者也许是为了惩罚自己,我每天都在疯狂地工作.
慢慢地,我成为了别人眼中的商业神童,资产超过一亿的 CEO.然而,即使如此,我心中的遗憾和对妻子和女儿的思念仍然在每时每刻折磨着我.再多的财富也买不来他们的一丝微笑,也洗刷不清我骨子里的罪恶.
为了解脱自我,我把所有的资产都捐给了贫困山区.然后,我回到了我妻子和女儿跳下去的地方.
我抬头凝视着那扇令人难忘的窗户,我的眼睛里充满了无尽的黑暗.绝望,就像一股潮汐,吞噬了我.就在我准备跳下来与我的妻子和女儿团聚时——
"砰!"
一声震耳欲聩的雷声,伴随着刺眼的白光,毫无征兆地直接打在了我的头上!剧烈的疼痛瞬间吞噬了我;我的身体仿佛被一股无形的力量撕裂了,然后,一切都变黑了...
"呃..."
我艰难地呻吟着,我的意识慢慢恢复.耀眼的荧光灯?不,那是柔和的日光.没有消毒液的味道,只有熟悉的家的味道.
我猛地睁开眼睛,首先看到的是客厅里的旧吊灯,还有我用了很多年的旧沙发.
这不是我后来住的豪华豪宅,也不是冰冷的医院.这是我的家!
"你醒着?"
一个熟悉的声音响起,让我的心颤抖起来.我扭动着头.苏青.她穿着普通的休闲装,长发随意地披在肩上.她面无表情地站在我面前,手里拿着一份文件.
"Daddy!"
A sweet, soft voice. Xiao Yu! My daughter! She peeked out from behind Su Qing, staring at me with wide, curious eyes.
They... they're both alive?!
I was utterly stunned, as if all my strength had been drained. Is this... a dream?
Su Qing gently placed the document on the coffee table, her voice calm and cold: "Chen Hao, sign the divorce agreement. We'll split the 1 million in debt. I only have one request: Xiao Yu stays with me."
The divorce agreement... one million... Su Qing's eyes, once full of love for me, now cold as ice.
I suddenly raised my hand and slapped myself hard.
"Slap!"
A crisp sound echoed in the living room, my cheek stinging.
This is real! Not a dream! I actually reborn!
"Mommy, why is Daddy hitting himself?" Xiao Yu was startled by my actions, running over anxiously and tugging at my clothes.
Su Qing didn't answer her daughter. Instead, she looked at me expressionlessly and said coldly, "Alright, stop acting, okay? I've seen your tricks countless times."
Realizing what was happening, I quickly grabbed her arm: "Wife, give me one last chance! I... if I ever mess up again, may I be struck by lightning! Please believe me!"
Su Qing's body trembled slightly, then she sneered, "How many chances have I given you? You won't change, you'll never change. I won't believe you anymore."
Heart burning with anxiety, I was still trying to plead with Su Qing, but her icy gaze cut me off.
"Do you have to force us mother and daughter to our deaths before you're satisfied?"
Su Qing's words sent me plummeting into an ice cave. No! I absolutely cannot let the tragedy of my previous life repeat itself!
"Okay, I agree to the divorce." My voice was hoarse, I almost squeezed out these words.
An hour later, Su Qing and I walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, holding those two glaringly red divorce certificates.
Xiao Yu didn't understand what was happening; she just innocently tugged at my hand, looked up at me, and said in a sweet, childish voice, "Daddy, don't give presents to other aunties anymore." She paused, then whispered closer to my ear, "And don't secretly eat instant noodles. I hid a can of gummy bears under your bed, don't forget to eat them."
Hearing my daughter say these innocent words, my heart instantly crumbled. My Xiao Yu...
"Mm, Daddy will listen to you. You also listen to Mommy." My voice choked up.
Just as I reached out to hug my daughter, a car suddenly pulled up.
"You piece of trash!" The car door opened, and a man jumped out, pointing at me and cursing, "If you ever bother them again, don't blame me for being rude!"
It was Su Qing's cousin, Li Qiang. He had held a strong hostility towards me ever since Su Qing and I started dating.
"Cousin!" Su Qing frowned, stopping him. She pulled Xiao Yu into the car.
Before leaving, Li Qiang gave me another vicious glare, then drove off.
Watching my wife and daughter leave, I clenched my fists, my eyes filled with unprecedented determination.
Su Qing, Xiao Yu! This time, I will not let you down!
Just then, an electric bike "whooshed" past me.
"Argh!"
A sharp pain suddenly pierced my temple, and a scene flashed through my mind—that electric bike, at the intersection twenty meters ahead, was involved in an extremely gruesome multi-car pileup, the rider instantly killed...
Premonition! This is premonition ability! My mind was blank, but this thought was incredibly clear. After being reborn, I actually gained the ability to foresee the future!
I didn't have time to think; my body had already surged forward ahead of my consciousness.
"Stop! There's going to be a multi-car pileup ahead! Stop now!" I yelled loudly, grabbing the back of the electric bike. "If you go now, you'll die!"
The electric bike rider was stunned for a moment, then angrily cursed impatiently: "Let go of me! Are you crazy?!"
"Don't go! Please, just a moment!" I clung to him tightly, my voice trembling with urgency.
"What the hell are you doing?! Let go!" The rider was exasperated. "If you make me late for work..."
Just then—
"Boom! Bang! Crash!"
At the intersection twenty meters ahead, a deafening crash erupted, accompanied by screeching brakes, shattering glass, and the agonizing sound of twisted metal. A large container truck had collided with multiple cars and electric bikes, instantly turning into a heap of scrap metal! It was a bloody, horrific sight.
The electric bike rider's body stiffened, his face ashen with terror as he stared at the hellish scene before him. If I hadn't stopped him, he would have been among that wreckage now.
He instantly burst into tears of relief. When he turned to look for his savior, I was already gone from the street corner.
"A god... a god... a god has descended!" He muttered in shock.
Meanwhile, I, penniless, was walking back home.
My phone rang. I pulled it out and felt my heart tighten. It was the boss of the loan company, Xiao Tianhao. A notorious gangster in Longcheng.
"Hey! Chen Hao! Do you want to die?! Hiding, are you?!" Xiao Tianhao's crude roar came from the other end of the line. "I told you last time, if you don't pay up, I'll chop you up! So tell me, when are you going to return that 1 million?!"
In my previous life, it was this high-interest loan that became the final straw that broke Su Qing.
"Brother Hao, give me seven more days!" I quickly said, "In seven days, I'll pay you back with interest!"
"Seven days?!" Xiao Tianhao laughed as if he'd heard the biggest joke. "Do you think I'm your foolish wife, so easy to deceive?! I'm warning you, you have to pay today! Otherwise, I'll send people to get you right now!"
Just as I was about to plead, a sharp pain suddenly struck my head again. A piece of information mysteriously appeared in my mind—
Clear Premonition: In Xiao Tianhao's office, ten minutes later, Chen Boqiang, the CEO of Tianhai Group, would call him, inviting him to a cooperation project requiring an investment of 10 million. Xiao Tianhao would boastfully agree, and then, in the following months, he would lose everything, his entire fortune wiped out.
A moment later, I finally confirmed it. After being reborn, I really did possess the ability to foresee the future!
"What the hell are you doing, mute?!" Seeing me not respond for a while, Xiao Tianhao started cursing.
"Brother Hao, I want to tell you something." I suppressed the shock in my heart, my voice becoming calm.
"Speak now or forever hold your peace!" Xiao Tianhao was impatient.
"In ten minutes," I spoke quickly, "Chen Boqiang, the CEO of Tianhai Group, will call you to discuss a cooperation project that requires you to invest 10 million. You absolutely must not agree, otherwise, you will lose everything!"
The other end of the phone suddenly fell silent for a few seconds, then erupted into laughter: "Hahaha! I say, kid, did watching those streamers make you crazy?! Chen Boqiang, the CEO of Tianhai Group, is a super-rich magnate! How could he possibly seek my cooperation?! Stop trying to change the subject!"
Xiao Tianhao simply didn't believe me, mocking me incessantly.
"Brother Hao, if you don't believe me, let's make a bet!" I threw out the bait directly, "If I lose, I'll pay you an extra 300,000 on top of the principal and interest! If you lose, then you transfer 300,000 to me! Do you dare?"
Xiao Tianhao was stunned for a moment, then sneered: "You said it, I have a recording of this call! Don't try to go back on your word if you lose!"
"It's a deal!" I said, then hung up the phone directly. I knew in my heart that Xiao Tianhao now only thought I was an idiot.
Ten minutes later.
Xiao Tianhao chuckled, putting down his phone: "Looks like that good-for-nothing really went crazy watching those streamers, just giving me 300,000 for free." He had just pulled out his phone, ready to demand the money from me.
Just then, his secretary walked in.
"Mr. Xiao, Mr. Chen Boqiang, the CEO of Tianhai Group, is here! He says he wants to discuss a cooperation with you!"
Hearing this, Xiao Tianhao froze on the spot.