feel lyk I've been sleeping for over a decade.....ok it wasn't a dream it was all so real,that means,Lola?, where'd she go,I got slipped out of my room ,mum wasn't here too,I walked and walked then decided to go upstairs,I was passing the hallway when I heard Jones voice...in an aggressive tone,what was he doing...so early in the afternoon especially with mum away,he shouldn't notice my presence,i peeped from the side as i drew a gasp at what I saw displayed before me ,it was Lola on her kneels almost completely naked and tied up with chains,I tried so hard to understand what is actually going on here,was this Aunt Sandra taught as copulation in biology was it really done in this harsh way,he drew out a whip and flogged her so hard with it I could literally feel fakes of skin drag out as he drew it out,why Lola,this is totally he. was going to get married by tomorrow....maybe this could be a way to finally knock some sense into mum's skull ,I thought as I smiled to my self,when I turned to notice Jones wasn't in his room anymore,I looked forward and saw him staring down at me,"what do you need , child"he said as I swallowed a hard gulp ,"I'm in search of mother,she seems to be nowhere,do you perhaps know where she could be"I asked trying to hide the fact that I was shaking at my legs ,"hmm,just your mother, don't ever come to this part of the house its restricted for children "he said,oh really?,"I'm sorry....sir,I'll be on my way now"i said not even looking back for once,i need explanations alot of explanations, something is really off,on getting to my room lunch was served already,I had taken my just taken my bath and ready to eat when Lola slipped into the room covered with cuts and bruises all over her skin I couldn't but flash a hard glare at her "care to explain whatever happened in there,or I deserve not to know"I said,"im sorry ,im not allowed to "lola said daring not to look me in the eyes as she said those words to my face,i shouldn't be hurt i mean she is the only real person ive had as a friend....I smiled patting my bed for her to take a seat,"have lunch with me, would you?"I said with the attempt to feed,it must have hurt a lot,so you are not allowed to say,no need to say i would find out myself
5 hours had gone by already,just finished submitting my online assignments...mum was already settled in..I guess,the house is so big you could literally get lost,Lola was already sleeping,i giggled at how peaceful she looked in my nightwear,I think Its finally time for me to end the day,I said to myself as I laid my head to rest.....lights had no room here ,my room was pitch dark,she really thinks I'm asleep,Lola stood up tiptoeing her way her out of the room ,no,I'll wait a little longer before I follow....5 mins had passed already she was definitely going somewhere,so I followed this time I'm not going back ,"sir, please,when can I go home"I heard Lola voice say in a sobbing way as I leaned towards the wall to get a view,"when I'm tired of you,you can meet them in heaven"Jones said yanked her by her hair to him,"sir please"she cried as jones looked towards me and flashed a knowing grin,oh crap he knew i was going to be here all along,he pulled out a short gun and pointed at her head,"NO!!"i said attempting to enter the room but the door fell automatically shut at my face ,he wouldn't dare would he?,and BAAM!!...next thing i hear were 3 straight shots,blood splashing to the visible part of the door ....l-lola is gone,and it's all my fault....
Heartbeat drew more dim and dim ,my eyes were heavy ,I think I'm going to die...nope it's just the feeling of guilt getting the best of me,mum can't marry him,never
I could not even close my eyes what if he comes,now I was literally praying for the blinking it hot rays on my face....
It finally came, morning,I dashed toy mum's room,"mother,I have something to talk to you about, really really important"I said as I entered to see her checking out her wedding dress,I looked further into the room and of cause Jones would obviously be here,I never seen mum smile that way before,but it should not be for this man..."ahh,sweetie good thing you are here,I need you to quickly run an errand for me"mum said,she couldn't possibly be talking to me ,this was the woman who literally swore to my face that she never let me out of the home as lomg as she lives for the dangers of the and the same woman wants to send me on an errand,i knew instantly my own mother was no more,what i had before me was a blind woman indeed
"I need you to go to my boutique by the road side and hand over a suit to a very important person,be quick about it"she said,was that really direction,so I'm looking for a boutique now....I left for the boutique,oh thank goodness I found,there were a lot of employees here why does mum need ME to give him,as I fused over the fact I was being used a blue Lamborghini pulled over with men in black pulling the door open for a man around his late 50's come down,he pulled down his shade when he reached and said "Diana,still young as ever I see"that was my mother "and may I need of the contacts today,I've always loved your usual middle brown eyes"mum's eyes were brown while mine were blue ,aside that I was her younger self,I took the suit an employee handed me a while ago"I'm not her"I said , bowing my head but not quick enough to avoid the fetish grin he flashed ,oh please not another pedophile really this week hasn't been mine at all