[ALPHA DOMINIC’s Point of View]
There was a fire in me.
A destructive kind. A kind slowly consumed the soul in me, and there was nothing to stop it. I tried my hardest. I tried to bury it deep down despite the pain. Despite the fear that I would soon completely succumb to it and overtake my body, I persisted. At that moment, while I struggled not to let the curse control me, I understood why Olivia had given up and finally allowed it to own her. To let the darkness use her. It was something that you couldn’t stop once its claws had their grasp on your soul.
And I was starting to lose hope, thinking I would never get this out of my system. I was scared that I wouldn’t just lose myself but everything and everyone I cherished.
I was starting to feel terrified that I would lose my family.