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Chapter 29 - Chapter 29 An Ocean That Doesn’t Answer

Part 1: After

Walking to the Car

Charlotte and Mateo walked along the Venice boardwalk in silence for a few minutes. The sun was starting to set, painting the sky orange and pink.

"She's incredible," Mateo said finally. "Really special. Thank you for introducing us."

"I'm glad you connected."

"You okay? You got quiet in there."

"I'm fine."

"Charlotte."

She stopped walking, turned to face the ocean. "Can I ask you something?"

"Anything."

"When you and Maria were talking about art supplies and painting in difficult conditions and all that... did you notice I wasn't really part of that conversation?"

Mateo's expression changed. "I didn't mean to exclude you—"

"No, that's not what I mean. You didn't exclude me. I just... I couldn't contribute. I don't know what it's like to make art out of nothing. To have to choose between paint and groceries. That's your world and her world, but it's not mine."

"That doesn't mean—"

"And when she asked what I do, I said gallery assistant. Like that's my whole identity. But the truth is, I don't know what I am. Not the old Charlotte, not quite the new Charlotte. Just... someone who bought a painting and is trying to figure out if that means anything."

Mateo was quiet for a moment, choosing his words carefully. "You introduced us. That means something."

"Does it? Or am I just playing connection-maker because I can't actually create anything myself?"

"That's not fair to yourself."

"Isn't it?" Charlotte's voice cracked a little. "Mateo, you and Maria—you speak the same language. Literally, sometimes. Spanish jokes I don't get. Shared experiences I can't relate to. And watching you two connect was beautiful, but it also made me realize... I'm not part of that world. I never will be."

"You don't have to be. You're building your own thing."

"Am I? Or am I just borrowing yours and Maria's until I figure out what my actual thing is?"

They stood there, waves crashing behind them, the distance between them feeling wider than the few feet actually separating them.

"Charlotte," Mateo said gently. "You're being too hard on yourself."

"Maybe. Or maybe I'm finally being honest about how lost I still am."

He pulled her into a hug. She let herself lean into him, breathing in paint and soap and the smell that was just him.

"You'll figure it out," he murmured into her hair. "I know you will."

"How do you know?"

"Because you're one of the bravest people I've ever met. You walked away from everything to find yourself. That takes courage most people never have."

Charlotte wanted to believe him. But standing there on Venice Beach, watching the sun set over an ocean that felt vast and indifferent, she wasn't sure courage was enough.

Part 2: Charlotte's New Job

Monday Morning — West LA Contemporary Gallery

Charlotte arrived at the gallery fifteen minutes early, like she always did. Old habits.

West LA Contemporary was exactly the kind of gallery she used to visit as a board member—white walls, polished concrete floors, minimalist aesthetic. Except now she was walking in through the back entrance, wearing a simple dress from Target instead of designer labels, ready to answer phones and manage schedules instead of approve purchases.

Lisa Chen, the gallery director, was already there with coffee.

"Morning, Charlotte. Ready for your first real week?"

"As ready as I'll ever be."

"Good. I've got a lot for you today. We're planning the fall exhibition schedule, and I need you to coordinate with about fifteen different artists. Think you can handle that?"

"Absolutely."

What Charlotte didn't say: she'd once coordinated a charity gala for 500 people with six months' lead time. Fifteen artists felt manageable.

But also: that felt like a different lifetime. A different Charlotte.

Meeting the Team

The gallery had three other staff members besides Lisa:

Emily Chen (no relation to Lisa)—27, recent UCLA art history grad, handled social media and marketing. She had pink hair and an eyebrow piercing and looked at Charlotte with barely concealed suspicion.

David Park—25, installation specialist and part-time artist. Friendly but quiet, clearly just there for the paycheck while he worked on his own art.

Rebecca Foster—24, front desk and sales. Bubbly, enthusiastic, asked a million questions.

"So Charlotte, where did you work before this?" Rebecca asked during their morning meeting.

"I did some nonprofit work. Arts focused."

"Oh cool! Which organizations?"

Charlotte hedged. "Just some local foundations. Nothing major."

Emily's eyes narrowed slightly, but she didn't push.

The First Few Days

Charlotte threw herself into work. Answering phones, scheduling appointments, coordinating with artists, managing the database of collectors.

It should have been boring. It should have felt beneath her skills.

Instead, it felt... grounding? Real?

She was useful. She was learning. She was building something, even if it was just making sure gallery operations ran smoothly.

But on Wednesday afternoon, everything changed.

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