The next morning...everyone was engaged in preparations for what? For my marriage. I said yes, yash is perfect for me I can say that surely... I guess, yeah he is.
Today we decided to meet as when the wedding rituals start we weren't allowed to meet( there's is saying that after wedding ritual starts bride groom should not meet as they could invite bad omen).
I believed it I didn't wanted any problems in my marriage, I wanted it to be perfect, I'm very chill kind of girl but dude it's my marriage of course I want it to be the best.
After some time we met,
"Where are we going? " I asked.
"I'm taking you to the restaurant, it's the best you'll surely like it. "
"Oh I thought we'd complete what we left yesterday" I made faces to tease him.
"Oh so this girl wants to be chocked by me, don't worry first you eat food then I'll eat you"
"Are you sure? " I asked taking my little finger out saying pinki promise?
" These are just childish things reha,grow up"
"Do it na plz" I pouted.
" Reha I'm telling you right now I don't like all these things these immature childish behavior you're going to be singhanias wife after all. "
I was shocked for a second I didn't replied just sat and waited for the restaurant to come, we ate and after he asked me to go to his house to have sex I refused.
I wasn't feeling to have it at that time it was obvious that he ruined my mood with that saying but he was wrong. He can't change me my behavior I'll change according to the environment but what suits me I'll change for that only,he knew it was his mistake. I didn't texted him all day and didn't replied even.
I talked to my friend about it and they said " It's so wrong to say that reha". Yeah I know but I guess we should give time to understand each other.
After some time I replied to his text but dry replies and he texted so normal as if he knew what wrong with me but still playing.
Finally I said it " Yash why are you being like this, are you for real can't you just say sorry for what you did. " I was hurt at least a sorry could heal I didn't even needed it a warm hug could also fix that, but his reply broke something inside me , the feeling that he's not the one.
He said" Reha plz grow up, why should I say sorry, have you ever seen your dad saying sorry to your mom...ever?...I should have checked earlier about you, I don't want some child to tolerate reha, either you grow up or plz say no to us."
He was hurting me again and again, no to us for just a small matter, this truly shows who's immature and who's not.
I didn't replied to his text. Next morning he and his family came for dinner. And what happened there I couldn't even realised.
My mom grabbed my arm and took me to a room and said " What have you said to yash? " He told that to his parents, oh God this momma's boy.
"Mom i didn't told anything instead he was saying that I need to change my lifestyle before marrying him" Why would I'd be the only one to do that.
" Reha why is it so difficult to make you understand, it's your duty you'll be there daughter in law in less than a year you should know how to respect your husband your family this behavior is only for here. "
She left I don't know why is it so difficult to love me,why? I cried, I cried the whole night till I make my throat soared and my eyes swollen.
Weeks past, months past and now it's the time the week I'd b getting married to him, in this time I never liked him ,my bitterness for him only grew and I know now that he's not the one it was too early I made a wrong choice.
But it's about my life I need to fix this before it ruin my life I had no options left but I ,only prayed for some miracle to happen on my marriage or even before so that this marriage could come to a halt.