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Chapter 200 - The Wounded Healer

The strategic debriefing in the war room, as clarifying as it was, had left its own kind of shrapnel. The revelation of the grand deception had intellectualized the betrayal, but it hadn't healed the personal wounds it had inflicted. The team dispersed from the conference room, each member retreating into their own quiet space to process the sheer scale of their manipulation.

Chae-rin found herself in the artist lounge, a comfortable space with soft couches and warm lighting that usually felt like a sanctuary. Today, it felt like a cage. She sank onto a sofa, staring blankly at the opposite wall, her mind a storm of self-recrimination. She hadn't said a word since Yoo-jin had laid out the anatomy of the lie. The confirmation that Ryu's entire persona—his thoughtful pauses, his shared vulnerabilities, his supposed respect for her art—was a meticulously crafted fiction had struck at the very foundation of her identity.

It wasn't just the betrayal that hurt; it was the complete invalidation of her most innate gift. She had always been able to read people, to feel the subtle currents of emotion beneath the surface. It was her superpower, the thing that made her music so resonant, the thing that made Yoo-jin call her his secret weapon. And it had failed her utterly. She had looked at a master manipulator, a predator, and had seen a sad, lonely boy who needed saving. The thought was so humiliating, so destabilizing, that it left her feeling hollowed out, a ghost in her own body.

The quiet hum of the room was broken by the soft clink of ceramic. Jin had entered the lounge, holding two steaming mugs of herbal tea. His own exhaustion was a heavy cloak on his shoulders; the image of the arrested fan was still burned into his mind. But as he saw Chae-rin's catatonic state, her utter stillness, a different kind of protective instinct took over. He recognized the look of someone drowning in their own head.

He walked over and sat down on the sofa next to her, not too close, leaving a respectful space between them. He gently placed one of the warm mugs into her limp hands. Her fingers barely registered its presence.

"It wasn't your fault, Chae-rin," he said softly, his voice a low, gentle rumble in the quiet room.

Her head turned slowly, her eyes unfocused, as if seeing him from a great distance. A bitter, fragile laugh escaped her lips. "Wasn't it?" she asked, her voice hollow and brittle. "I'm the one who let him in. I'm the one who argued for him, who insisted he was different. I told CEO-nim he was just misunderstood."

She looked down at her own hands, wrapped around the mug. "My 'Producer's Eye,'" she whispered, the words dripping with a self-loathing that made Jin flinch. She was mocking the term Yoo-jin used for her empathy, turning it into an accusation against herself. "It's broken. It's a fraud. I looked at a monster, a complete monster, and I saw a sad, lonely boy. I saw what he wanted me to see. How can I ever trust my own judgment again? About anyone? About anything?"

Jin listened, his heart aching for her. He knew that empty platitudes—'don't blame yourself,' 'you couldn't have known'—would be useless. They were shields that would bounce right off the armor of her self-hatred. So, he didn't offer them. Instead, he chose to share his own burden, to meet her in the darkness she was lost in.

"Last night," he began, his voice quiet and heavy with the weight of his own guilt, "I stood in that room and I convinced myself I was being a brilliant strategist. I came up with the idea for the 'Stampede Gambit.' I used the pure, unconditional love my fans had for my music, for a memory, and I turned it into a weapon to win a battle."

He stared into his own mug of tea, the steam rising like a ghost. "And then I saw that girl's face. The one who got arrested. In that one second, watching her get put in that car, I felt exactly like you do now. Like I had become the very thing I was fighting against. That I had taken something pure and good and used it for a dark, selfish purpose. I felt like a user. A manipulator."

He finally turned to look at her, his gaze direct and filled with a profound, shared pain. "They found our greatest strengths, Chae-rin, and they turned them into weapons to use against us. They took your kindness and your empathy and used it as a key to unlock our doors. They took my fans' loyalty and used it to create chaos. That doesn't mean your kindness is a weakness. It doesn't mean my fans' loyalty was a mistake. It just means our enemies are very, very good at finding the best part of a person and figuring out how to break it."

His words weren't a cure, but they were a balm. He wasn't trying to save her from her pain or fix her problem. He was simply sitting in the darkness with her, showing her that she wasn't alone. Chae-rin looked at him, truly seeing him for the first time since he'd entered the room. She saw her own anguish reflected in his tired eyes, her own guilt mirrored in the slump of his shoulders. He understood.

"So what do we do?" she whispered, the question fragile, barely audible.

"We don't let them break us," Jin answered, his voice gaining a quiet strength. "We don't let their poison make us discard the best parts of ourselves. We take that kindness, Chae-rin. And I'll take that loyalty. And we turn them back into weapons—but this time, weapons that we control. We use them to protect our own, not to attack them. We use them to heal the damage they've done. Your empathy isn't broken. You were just shown how powerful it is, because they were so afraid of it they had to build an entire deception just to get past it."

The logic was strange, inverted, but it resonated with a sliver of truth deep inside her. He was reframing her failure not as a weakness, but as a testament to her strength.

A single tear traced a path down her cheek, but it wasn't a tear of despair. It felt different. A release. She finally brought the mug to her lips and took a small, tentative sip of the warm tea. The heat spread through her chest, a tiny spark in the cold, empty space. It was a small gesture, almost insignificant, but it was a beginning. It was a sign that she was not going to let them destroy her.

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