finding my best friend to be my crush

The feeling of being alone has become a renowned feeling for me and I never thought I will fall in love until we started talking, my name is jenney and I am in grade 9, have always been a reserve person who don't talk much but associates, even though I was know fr being a loner, until I meet him seth,thou he was classified to be one of the most ugliest boys in the class and first term we didn't talk and I never generated any feelings until we started talking.it all started during second term when me and my friend Erica who was the class stunning girl started talking to him,we were just playing until he asked for my number and we started talking online then he told me he's supposed feeling for my friend at first I was jealous but I tried to hide it