Jay's pov
" I am getting the scenes of my past back. They are terrifying for me. I can't bear it. I also loose my control when I see fresh blood or I smell it. It is causing me a lot of problem. I don't want it." I said in one go.
" Okay okay, breath first. Can you tell me what exactly you see" she asked.
" I see two men coming closer to me and then I woke up."
" Do you see anything else except that"
" Yes, I saw how I stabbed my brother. I see my step dad hitting my mumma. It is very terrible."
" Okay, don't worry. Is it all true or it is just coming in your mind"
" Half of the things are proved to be true. And the half are not opened up to me."
" So, what exactly you are gonna say, I will understand in our next class. Can you tell me more about your blood problem."
" I am having fear of blood when my father try to..... Rape...me. In that fear only I stabbed my brother."
" Ohh... okay. How are your relations with your brother now."
" He was not talking to me after that incident. Nobody told me that he is my elder brother. I got know about it this year only. And for now we have everything sorted between us. We talk, we laugh,we tease, we enjoy with each other."
" That's good. I am not trying to force you but can you please remember more things. Like just close your eyes, take deep breaths and put some pressure on your mind. It would be helpful for both of us. Please if you can try."
" Okay"
I closed my eyes and took breaths deeply. I started putting pressure on my brain. I then got clips of men coming near me and I was running. It was very horrible.
I quickly opened my eyes and started kicking in the air. I was not able to breathe at that time.
I then felt someone's warm embrace around my shoulders. It was keifer.
" Calm down, jay, calm down." Keifer said ruffling my hairs.
" Keifer, I saw them again. It was horrible. I don't want to see it again. Keifer" I said almost crying.
" Don't worry jay, every thing is fine. Nothing will happen to you. Be strong. You are my girl." He said calming me down.and quickly pulled me in a tight hug.
After few minutes, I was calmed by him.
" Are you fine" the doc. asked
" Yes" I replied.
" Looking at your condition, I don't think we should continue your class. Your next class is on next sunday. We will meet there." She said.
" Okay" keifer replied.
" You were good this time. At least you managed to remember. You were very brave this time." She said.
" Thanks" I replied.
" Are you free next sunday, for next class" she asked.
" Yes yes. We don't have any plans" I answered.
" Good. Meet you soon" she said.
" Bye" we said and left.
As soon as we sat in the car, I started feeling hungry.
" Are you hungry, wifey" keifer asked.
" Yes, hubby" I replied.
" I knew it. My wife can't stay like this for a long day."
" You know too much about it"
" Ya. I also know that you are craving for an ice cream." He said.
" Glad, that you know. Now let's go there."
" As you say."
We reached the shop soon. My heart was dancing with joy. We entered the shop and bought the ice cream.
We then moved for our house. Keifer placed his hand ony thighs caressing it.
" You were good today" he said.
" I know" I replied
We reached the house soon.
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