I was playing among us like every day. Thinking it would be another same boring match and just get over it. Then in that match I became an imposter with two other random people. So when I killed someone. The other imposter reported it and I was voted out ….. Then all she said after that was sorry and I got an invite from my friends and joined them.
Then I didn't think we will meet again but we met…😄. I was just chatting with my friends until I noticed her and called her out in between. Then we played a few matches and I sent her a request and she was on my friend list.
The next night while I just logged in I sent an invite to all my friends to join but only the girl from yesterday came first. She said she was waiting and said to invite others..
So we played for hours and I went to sleep.
Slowly I didn't know when I became fond of her presence in the game. At least she was there with me when no one was. I wasn't alone standing there waiting for others.
Her presence at that time wasn't important to me. As I thought I have so many friends and close friends, maybe one more doesn't affect me.
After that, I played a lot of rounds. There wasn't much conversation between us during that time.
One we both become imp and maybe God gave us a chance to be a good team and redeem ourselves.
And we won that round. I praised her for the first time after that. She is the best imposter. But it was sarcasm to her cause It was sarcasm before. But it was genuine now and that was the time I talked with her the most.
While the one who I wanted was in front of me all along. And I, an idiot kept going towards others. Maybe my brain was not at the right place to not see a diamond beside me always.
She always came at night to play and I also started liking her company.
One day after playing when I was with someone else I invited her and I made a huge mistake by ignoring her message. I felt my mistake and asked for forgiveness. I knew I did wrong. She was so nice to meet every time. Why did I do something like this?
Well i thought that things messed up between us now. But God has something else in his mind. The next moment I saw her joining me again as I felt joy that she came.
I played with her and enjoyed it till the end. But I am an idiot. I again did something that hurted her. While she was there to play with me every time. I was an idiot who only wanted to play with a certain person and in the end she didn't even come.
I even ruined her mood. As I wasn't even able to play with her and she was not going to forgive me for what I did. But as she was big -hearted she came the next day and played with me. That time I decided if no one is there she is still here for me.
Then I waited every night for her to play. Always keeping among us open, waiting for her request to join her. I felt joy whenever I saw her name on the joining request.
Everytime she came I felt happy. Soon I asked for her snap id. She never used snapchat but she downloaded it for me. Well I was very happy that she downloaded snapchat for me.
Then we started talking on snap, the starting was with a few words just like let's play or when?.
I didn't know what came to mind when I called her little sister. I thought she would be comfortable and I suppressed my feelings. At least she can be comfortable with me, with that I thought I wrote it.
And how delusional I was. But soon I realised it and corrected it.
She became my best friend. Again we played together. Even if no one else came, I still wanted to play with her.
Or standing alone in the lobby when she didn't come, realising her importance more and more.
I didn't feel much happiness with others. The happiness I felt from her was not comparable to others.
Every night only waiting for her to be online. When the game didn't work the chat became longer.
I couldn't explain what I felt while chatting with her. I couldn't explain it in words. The more I chatted with her the more I realised that there is something inside me always waiting for her.
In between she didn't come online for 2 days at snap. I wonder if she again logged out of the snap as it was a daily occurrence for her. If i couldn't talk to her on snapchat. I waited in among us, just standing there for hours wondering when she would come online.
But got no success. I gave up hope until she replied back on snap. Again saying that she lost the account and forgot the password. I was angry but guess what she was already prepared.
She spoke in punjabi for me. What could I do at that time? I was melting with happiness. Then during the talk she said she likes someone who also lives in punjab and i know him too. I knew who she was talking about but I also played along with her tricks.
I knew she was giving signs and she wasn't the only one. I don't even know if she remembers but this was the first time i expressed to her but she didn't even notice.
That night I went to sleep with a sigh.
Then again she didn't come for a few days. I already logged out again as it was a daily occurrence now.
One day while just standing there alone in the lobby inviting anyone who came in front of my eyes. Suddenly a friend joined, thinking it was eren or . To my surprise it was her.
Feeling happy again I wanted to play with her but god would have it I got disconnected. I tried inviting her again but no luck.
Feeling sad again just went to pass some time.
Then got her msg at night. Not knowing what she had in her mind, she started talking about a girl and boy. The boy is unaware of the girl 's signs. I knew what she wanted to say I replied with maybe the boy tried but the girl never noticed it.
The topic was then changed to my crush and then to my type of girl.
Then the talk ended, the topic was left behind and the exam came.
While the exams are going on. I was only able to talk with her a few times while skipping some days in between.
The talk was simple. Sometimes it didn't even start as I fell asleep before she would reply to me. In the morning I woke up and realised that I missed her message and cursed myself for sleeping so early.
I couldn't talk with her for many days. Everytime i try to stay awake the next moment when I open my eyes I see morning.
Then FINALLY after many days i got her reply early and had a good chat with her, which felt good in my heart.
She told me her exams had started and other things. Then the topic shifted to how to know if the boy is in love with you?
Or something similar.
Well I told her. But I didn't understand her intentions. Then she told me that she had a crush on someone. I took a photo of it 😁.
Then teased her about it. Well who would have known who her crush was beside her 🙃.
Then the topic of girl and boy was again started. She talked about how the girl is giving so many hints to the boy and she doesn't know if he feels the same or they both are clueless.
Going along I said that maybe the hints given by the boy are just hard for the girl to notice. Even if he said it once.
Then she again ignored it and the story was left there.
Skipping the next day
Talking with her again and hearing her complaints in the story as a girl. I grew angry and said it boldly. I like you. Then she became speechless. I then said, it is the third time I'm saying it.
Well the fight was about to start even before starting out chapter but we stopped and didn't let the mistake happen.
Now talking with her every night brought more joy as I already told her about my feelings and I was glad she felt the same.
Then she went offline for 4 days. I understood maybe something happened so she didn't come. But after those 4 days the things weren't the same. The way she talked in happiness and energy wasn't visible anymore. She only talked a few words and then would go to sleep.
This went on for 3 days and I didn't feel it was right. It wasn't as much fun as it was when I talked to her. Then I confronted her about this and told her about changes.
Then she told the truth about this behaviour. Apparently her grandmother died and she wasn't feeling good for many days. She also felt it wasn't as fun chatting with as it was before.
Well then after she let her thoughts out she came back to her old cheerful behaviour. The time I was missing came back. That day was the best from any past day.
Then she was busy and only came for a few minutes. The ipl started and she watched it with her family and talked with me after it. Although I nearly felt in slumber I would still wait for her msg every day.
Then one day she came early to chat. I was surprised and happy at the same time. We talked a lot and I never thought it would be our last talk. I would have talked more if I would have known it was the last time I was talking to her.
She left abruptly while chatting and that was the last time I talked to her. I then waited for her for days. Thinking she will come this day or today, maybe definitely today. Like this many weeks passed but she didn't come.
Till this day I am waiting for her and will be waiting further. Maybe how we met each other by fate, maybe I want to think fate would let us meet again in the future.
I will always be waiting for you. Even if I try I can't forget you. Even if you never came you will always be in my mind.
Idk what happened but I pray nothing bad happens to you because of me. If we never meet again I hope you will live a happy life.
Even if you come after 10 years I will still be waiting so never hesitate. I still want to talk to you and get to know you more. Maybe the fate have it all written to end this like this 😮💨.
The end…..
The meeting by fate ended.