> Sometimes the truth doesn't break you.
It's the whispers — passed between women with hair wrapped in towels,
or lips painted with gossip —
spoken like facts, thrown like stones.
The second time I heard I didn't belong, I was in a salon.
I was maybe eight. Maybe nine.
My grandmother had taken me to do my hair — a treat, she said.
But there are places in this world where a child's presence is invisible and her ears are not.
The woman who owned the salon smiled at me like I was sweet, like I was hers, like I was just another head to braid.
And then she turned to my grandmother and said — as casually as a weather report:
> "Eh! This one, she's not even the real man's daughter, right? Wasn't she born from that boy your daughter was mad about in her school days?"
Like my life was some joke passed between old friends.
Like my existence could be reduced to teenage lust and a forgotten boy's name.
My chest tightened. But I said nothing.
I kept still while the comb scratched against my scalp.
I didn't cry.
I didn't even flinch.
Because by then, I already knew:
Crying doesn't save you from truth. It only shows them where it hurts.
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When we got home, I didn't know what to do with what I'd heard.
It was too big for my small heart.
Too heavy for the silence I'd wrapped around myself.
So I did something I didn't usually do.
I asked.
Just once.
> "Daddy… is it true? That I don't belong to you?"
He didn't yell.
He didn't hit.
He didn't even pause for long.
He just smiled a little. Shook his head.
> "People like to talk nonsense, my girl. Don't let them get to you. You're mine. You've always been mine."
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And I believed him.
Because I wanted to.
Because the thought of not being his hurt more than all the gossip in the world.
He wasn't perfect.
He didn't have money.
He didn't give me much.
But he gave me presence.
He stayed.
And I clung to that.
Even if it was a lie.
Even if later I found out —
They were right.
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> Some lies are cruel.
But this one?
This one saved me — even if just for a while.
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