Previously on Nathan's Journey, we finally got confirmation of how Emily died by suicide... But her true killer is still unknown and Nathan's rope is running thin, what shall he do now? We'll see...
It resumes to Nathan's last words.
"Well..." He looks down and thinks deeply if what can he do. "Fine... I'll hand myself in."
"Are you sure?" She says with worry in her voice.
Nathan nods. "Yes I am." He looks down at his and Andrea's hands together. "How is our relationship going to work If I'm in jail?" He visualizes handcuffs on his hands compared to Andrea's hands without them.
"Don't assume you instantly going to jail, with this evidence of the phone logs we have proof that this murder isn't on your hands." She tries calm him, it visually shows Andrea holding the cuffs desperately.
"But baby... I killed that Addict." He remembers he's actually killed someone.
"You know that's called self defense. You were being mugged. They can't call that murder." She still desperately tries to stop the inevitable.
"Baby... No matter how you cut it... I'm going to jail for a long time." He holds her hands tightly.
"Babe..."Andrea's left completely speechless.
"I know... I'm scared too." He hugs her tightly the sun in the background only shining on Andrea and Nathan's in the shadows.
"Nathan... Can we just... One last time." She says as she feels his chest.
"Of course this is going to one the last times we'll be this close so..." He leans in and kisses her passionately. "Let's enjoy each other one last time."
As Nathan holds her he embraces the light of the sun one last time.
Nathan and Andrea enjoy one final passionate moment together.
"I'll miss having to lean on you Nat." Andrea says as she tightly hugs him.
"Well babe I'm gonna miss you more when I'm in that cell..." Nathan says smiling but his truly scared.
"You better not drop the soap!" Andrea playfully grabs Nathan's butt.
"Or what?" Nathan says laughing.
"Or that big black guy you see in movies will make a good woman out of you." She jokingly says.
"Oh I wouldn't want that. Then we'd wonder who the top and bottom here." Nathan says laughing enjoying her presence as the sun slowly fades from Nathan.
"Hey... You okay?" Andrea asks as she can see the light completely left Nathan's eyes.
"Yeah... It just really hit me that I'm most likely never going to have you like this again... Being with you is my heaven... Now that's being taken away from me... And I hate I can't do anything about it." He says gritting his teeth in tears.
"Looks. I'll always be here for you. Even if it's behind Cell Walls." She says wiping away his tears and holding his face with the sunlight on her hand still illuminating across Nathan's eyes.
"As long as I've got you... Anything is possible. I'll go through hell or high water. Just to come back to you." Nathan says holding her hands looking deep into her eyes. "I've already gone through that today, why can't I do it again?" Nathan finally embracing her hope for a future where they can be together again.
"That's the spirit Natie." She shines a bright smile at Nathan.
"As long as I've got you Andie we can make the impossible possible." He smiles her light reflecting onto his smile.
Two hours pass of Nathan and Andrea's spending there last hours together.
"Baby... It's time." Sits up putting on a black shirt.
"No don't leave yet." Puts on a white vest.
"I have too... If I don't go now I'll never go." He says his face half covered in shadows.
"Look at me." Her face illuminated by the table lamp on next to her. "Come on look me in the eyes." She tries to pull his chin but Nathan resists.
"I can't... If I look I'll never get the strength to leave again, then they'll find me and arrest you." He keeps a strong face but inside he's crying out for her.
"Okay... If that's what you want to do... I won't stop you." She gives him a warm hug from behind.
But Nathan's completely numbed his face. "I'll miss you baby..." He says as he chokes back his tears as he stands up.
"Nathan..." She watches his back and it reminds her of how her father walked out of her life when she was young. "I don't want to let go of you!" She grabs the back of his shirt.
"I don't have a choice..." Nathan's face fully engulfed in the shadows. "I'll see ya when I see ya." He walks removing Andrea's grip as he walks out the door.
"No..." she falls to her knees in tears the light from the lamp flickering.
Nathan walks out the door standing tall but balling his eyes out. "It's better this way..." he walks down a dark night with no stars in sight.
Nathan's Journey is only getting darker and darker...
Will the truth be brought forth?
We will see in the next episode!!