JAY POV :
my eyes got teared up automatically as I don't know what to do , what to react and whom to shout as I saw someone who's suppose to be mu father in front of my eyes.....
"Jay jay" keifer's voice bring me back to reality...
He hold my hand and said "are you fine if you're not you can tell me , we'll leave-"
"No , we won't keifer " I said my voice shaking with the amount of the shock that I have suffered...
Keifer looked at me , a little shocked and said"are you sure, cause it's fine if you wanna leave "
"No keifer " I said...
Then added , "I wanna talk with my f....f..ather"
I looked at my father's eyes , though his face showed No emotions , but his eyes was teared up ...
He looked at me covered our distance and hugged me ...
I hugged him back though my hands were shaking....
We stayed like that for 10 seconds before he pulled back , looked at me and said "am sorry jay , I didn't knew what should I do at that moment"
"No , you don't " I said my voice heavy with emotion I can't understand...
Papa looked at me , his eyes were filled with the pain to be away from his child for such a long period of time...
He hold my hand and said "want to have dinner let's have dinner as a family right keifer ?"
I looked behind and saw keifer and my father making an eye contact ...
Keifer smiled a bit and said "sure sir , as a family"
"Yeah , as a family " my father smiled and made me sit on the table ..
The table was filled with a huge amount of dishes but there was one dish that caught my eyes ...
Mango sticky rice ...
A traditional Thai dish that has always been my favorite in the childhood ...
My father looked at my reaction and passed me the plate and said "I remembered you used to love this so I ordered this a lot "
He then smiled warmly and said "eat as much as you want"
Though the food was delicious I couldn't let even a small bite of rice down my throat ...
My father thought I hated him for his mistake but yeah he wasn't not even fully wrong , but the word that I hate him???? That's too much ...
"Pa.....p..papa" I said ...
It felts so strange saying these words for some people it maybe a daily routine in their whole life,but it meant the world for me ....
I looked at my father who has raised his head to look at me "yes jay , do you need anything?"
"Why did you signed an agreement with Angelo?" I asked my voice was shaking because of the way i was clutching my thighs clothes...
He looked at me , his expression changed not darkened He wasn't looking sad He was looking like he's trying to hide something very very dark ...
"It was nothing jay they just didn't wanted me to meet you" papa said ...
His voice cracked a little in a between , so I knew he lied to me about it ...
"Oh it's okay" I said didn't tried to push it further ...
I looked at keifer who was just beside me , keifer was just like me , he also hasn't even touch a single piece of food in his plate .....
He looked at me , a small smile spread across his face as my father continued to ear dinner in awkward silence....
Soon after the dinner, they bought a cake for me on which it was written...
LITTLE JAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I laughed a bit and said "but papa it's my 18th birthday "
He smiled and said but I wasn't able to attend any of your birthdays with you except this one ....