" No, that would be crazy" I said and we both laughed. I was angry with Adrianos before, but here I am laughing with him like a fool.
Thinking about it again and again,I realised I had no right to get angry, however I was determined to give him what he wanted, but something happened and I became the first to message him again.
"Of course,it would suit you better" Adrianos jokingly said and we both laughed. I'm happy with the current relationship we have.Even though we might behave like strangers online, Adrianos still remain my cool and understanding guy online.
Adrianos recently posted something which I saw and decided to tease him on. " Your coursemates would definitely laugh at you,such a short boy" ,I added a crying emoji to my message before sending it even though I was clearly laughing. I really don't care about the conversation anymore, I'm just happy to see Adrianos laugh over my message. We've both kept distance away from each other and I really don't know why. It seems as if Adrianos knew I was angry with what he said even though I tried to cover it up with a smile.
To be honest, everything changed after that night and I always act nonchalant about him and not even looking at his side for once in public gatherings. I'm not blaming him, I'm just so sad and even though I always wants to think about what happened that night, whether I was the one who took it seriously,fear keeps stopping me because deep down I know the truth.
" Wow ,so know I'm a small boy,you small children don't even have respect any longer" he said and we both laughed. " If only things could go on like this" I thought to myself.
" No sir" I replied and we both laughed. I wanted to continue the conversation but the fear of last time stopped me. If we both want this conversation,then he should be the one trying, I've had enough embarrassment " I said to myself feeling both sad and angry after knowing the fact that few minutes after, he'll be in my mind again