Eliza's POV
We already talked alot. I love listening. Once i talked a lot but because of no one listened and some peoples dominating character i lost my ability to talk. So i prefer writing my emotions. This twins are very charming. I didn't notice their facial features that's why i am bad at recognizing people. I won't remember their face when i meet them again. Just the name or just the voice that's all i remember about a person. May be i will remember their personal ity, how they hurt me, how they make me laugh, how kind they are, their emotions .I forgot to introduce my new friends.The twins Alana and Ayana. Then the clumsy, cute and lunatic ashly. Actually i said i don't want friends. But what to do, no matter how hard i try i will fall into the trap of love. I hate my mind, it's too kind.I have never feel loved, cared and heard. I only faced violence, oppressions, betrayals and ignorance. I don't know why. I am sure i didn't do anything wrong but why are people like this.I am scared about relationships because i am scared of being hurt again, being betrayed again and being fooled. The bell rang. It's prayer time. We all stood up. The girl trio from my class is the school choir. After the prayer, they returned with our class teacher.She is middle age but i found beauty in her wrinkled skin and she has a beautiful voice. Liam said she is friendly but my intuition is telling me something is wrong.yeah! my intuitions can't be wrong she is strict this year. She started the class with a sermon. Do you think my day is ruined? No way because i am used to it. My whole years are already ruined. Even if i am sad i manage to keep my smile in my face. I forgot when was my smile was real.
Teacher :All boys stand up.
They stood up
"Tuck in your shirt, wear your id and make your hair neat or get out of the class" she shouted. They did it. I bet they will be back to their style when she leave.
"What is she like this?" - Ayana
"I don't know " -Alana
"She wasn't like this before " - Ashly
I heard them talking. "ASHLY, AYANA, ALANA" Teacher shouted. Three A's . We all are stunned by teachers voice. I understand her. She might be stressed because of her class or teachers won't be angry with their kids. One only sermon other when they love them. Yes, teacher loves their kids. The three A's stood up in hesitation and confusion.The teacher took a deep breath and asked "Where are your parents?". At home or at work. Oh! Wait. Are these three A's are asked to bring their parents on the first day? I don't wanna judge they are bad. What if they do something wrong, i don't care. It's possible to do mistakes at this age. They should be forgiven and adviced."They will be here by afternoon " Ayana and Alana said in unison. "My grandma is sick. She might come tomorrow " Ashly said while bowing her head.Grandma? Where are her parents? Not all smiling faces are really happy. I am not judging and guessing. She will tell herself if she wants to. I don't have to bother. Teacher let them sit. I didn't ask them that why they are asked to bring parents? Whatever it is i don't care. If i don't want to, i don't have to. That's all. Two hours passed in two second. New school is interesting. Funny boys and teachers. In my class,there are 25 boys and 16 girls.
In break time, the three A's brought me out with them. I felt they are looking at me in surprise. All the other schoolmates were looking at me. "Don't you care to ask?" Ayana asked me. "Ask what?" I asked in confusion. What are they talking about?. "About why we are asked to bring parents?". Why should i? Is that a requirement to study here. Should i interrupt in others matters."I don't care" i replied boredly. "Huh? " what? They startled me. There voice is piercing my ears. Everyone looked at us because of the three A's huh?.. I looked around and continued walking downstairs. They look embarrassed and accompanied me.Wait a minute. Did i see someone familiar?. Is it.... Is it.. CLAIRE? Claire my old bestfriend...Liam, me and Claire was the eternal trio. Claire is my first best friend. He made me smile when i was recovering from leaving my hometown. I loved there my grandparents, great grandparents, cousin, nature, animals, birds etc... That was the best part of my life. I even faced violence there but i was happy with my friends and school. Leaving their was a start of new traumas. There was when i met Claire. We became good friends then he transferred school. Today i met him again. I am happy to see him again. I walked towards him. "Hey.. Claire"he looked at me.".. Do you remember me? "I asked with a smile. It's obvious he remember me "No" he said hesitantly even without leaving his eyes in my eyes. Why? My smile quickly faded. Is this the revenge because i rejected your love. Idiot we're kids. That's just your infactuation. Be in sense Claire. It's just some hormones that doesn't need to be serious. I still prefer our friendship. I thought you forgot it "oh!... Sorry.. Wrong person " i said and continued walking. "He is lying he know you"Ayana said "i know "i answered her."Then why didn't you ask further?" "I don't want to" they are amazed by my strange character. I felt a heavy stone in my heart. Eliza pretend not to care. Don't care. Be you... Please leave it. Don't cry infront of anyone. Of course i don't like crying on everything.