"Maxky , I don't like your games anymore.
Whats you deal man.
Can't you stop coming in and out of blue .
I don't like your behaviors, I angry raised my voice at him.
All my colleagues stared at us .
"What has gotten into him ."
"Is he possessed.
How dare he raise his voice at boss.
What ! Raising his voice just to create attention.
I heard all criticism from all corners of the office.
Maxky gazed at me with his big shocked eyes.
Ristu ,,am ....am ...so .... sorry.
Can you leave me alone.
His random meddling in my life annoyed me .
I picked my phone from the floor.
" He... Hello.... Johnny .
Hello Ristu what happened , you got me worried for a second.
"Am fine , just an accident," my voice trembled.
Wow! You never change, I can't believe you are still clumsy as before.
Old habits never dies.
As I said am coming at the end of the month.
I would like you to pick me up at the airport.
I checked the calendar placed at the wall.
The end of the month is in a week time.
"Hey Ristu are still there ", can I get an answer.
Please answer me , don't be silent.
You know I hate it when you quiet.
"Let me think about it ," I answered on a low trembling voice.I hurriedly hanged up the call.
What's happening. Why is my life so confused.
Get a grip Ristu...I took a few breathe in and out process....
The past few days have been hectic....
I gave out two deep sighs .
I swayed my back at the chair.
I was mesmerized after Johnny kissed and confessed his feelings for me . He said he liked me .How .... when .....did this happen.
I could barely grasp sleep that ....
I was wide awake the whole night.
On the next day ,,,, we didn't go to school together..... During class time I ignored his eyes and space.
I avoided Johnny for a whole week.
On weekend he visited me at my home.
He sat at the edge of the bed .
"Ristu ,,why are you ignoring me ....
Am sorry if my actions surprised you but I can't hide my feelings for you anymore....
Please talk to me ,,, your silence hurts me so much.
Ristu....Ristu.... Ristu....
Pl.... please , I beg you.
I... really .... don't understand you ....
I see you as a friend
I don't have any feelings for you
I spoke to him without looking at his eyes...
Its okay , I won't pressure you anymore.
Johnny left home feeling sad .
After a month of rarely speaking ,,,, Johnny left for abroad for further education.
We never communicated during his stay at abroad.
All this time i blamed myself for rejecting his feelings back then.
I guess it won't hurt to meet .
I dialed the recent call.
Johnny picked the phone immediate.
"Okay I will pick you up ,"I said hurriedly and hanged up.
Oh ! No ....this is too much for me to handle.
Spare me some mercy.
I left to the cafe to buy some coffee....