Nolan Prescott's POV
"Hey, what you up to?" I felt a hand on my shoulder. Startled, I turned around on my chair to find out who was disturbing me during work hours. Seriously Mike!? Now? In front of the other guards? That's not cool. Not cool at all.
Flustered, my cheeks flamed red. "Do you have to do this right now, Mike? It's embarrassing," I whispered. I kept looking around the security room, watching the other guards in order to see if they were paying attention to us. I didn't want them to see me this close to Mike. They would probably think something of it, when there is nothing going on between us. Satisfied that no one was looking and staring at us, I turned my head back to Mike, only to notice how close his face had gotten to mine when I wasn't paying attention.
All he did was smirk in response, when he saw I noticed how close we were. "You're not embarrassed, are you?" He raised an eyebrow. His face screamed that he was amused by my reaction.
I shook my head. I didn't want to admit to something like that. "I already told you I don't see you that way. You know, if anything, I have a crush on Sophia. Our boss," I emphasized quietly.
He looked at me as if asking 'are you sure about that'. Like hell I wasn't sure about that. Of course I am sure I have a crush on Sophia... Right?
"Look, can we do this later? This isn't the time," I lowered my voice so he would be the only person in the room that would be able to hear me. "You know what she asked us to do. It's been two years since she first got that note. Who knows what the fuck they could be planning, especially since it's been such a long time. We need to figure out who's behind that warning."
He sighed. "Yeah, I know. But, that doesn't mean we can't have any fun together in the meantime, right?"
My face only heated up more. "I already said-
"I know what you said," he leaned closer. "But, how do you know you wouldn't like it when you haven't tried it yet? Unless... you have had it up the ass before?" He chuckled.
I was speechless. There was nothing I could say that would change the facts. He wasn't wrong.
I remember when I got curious one day, so I bought a small sized dildo, just to try to see what it would feel like back there. I could barely get it in there before I panicked. I remember throwing it across my room as if it was a bomb that I wanted away from. Since then, the dildo has found a home in the deepest parts of my closet, never to be seen again.
"Why does something tell me that you have?" Mike grabbed my chin when I tried turning my face away from him. His eyes softened when he saw that I was embarrassed. "You know that it's not something to be ashamed of, right? Because it's not. Look at Alexander. He likes it up the ass. Is he ashamed of liking that?" He raised a questioning brow.
Flustered by this conversation, I shook my head. "No."
"If it's something that you like, why be ashamed of it. There is no shame in liking men, just like there is no shame in liking women. If you like someone that is trans, nonbinary, anything, there is no shame in that either. So, why would it matter if you like it up the ass. Sure, it may be a little unconventional or dirty - as some haters would say - but does that really matter if it's something that you, as a person, like?" Mike's hand slowly moved from my chin, to my cheek, gently stroking it.
Tears began falling down my face. I went to wipe them away, but Mike was already ahead of me. After gently wiping them in an almost loving manner, he grabbed my hand, helped me stand from my desk chair, and led me out of the security room. Slowly, we walked down the hall and into the guards' dorms - there were rooms at Cape Vincent County Prison that were specifically made for the prison guards, if, for whatever reason a guard was not able to make it home that night, or if a guard was simply just tired, the rooms were there.
Gently, he led me over to the bed so I could take a seat and make myself comfortable. What could we possibly be doing in here?
The lock clicking into place is what brought me out of my thoughts. Mike made his way back to the bed, and sat down next to me. "Would you be willing to try?" He asked after a few minutes of silence.
Confused, I turned to face him. "Try what?"
"Try having sex with me, I mean," he said in a loving manner. I don't get it. Does this man have a crush on me or something? I mean, he is attractive, scratch that, extremely attractive. But, would I really be willing to do anything with him? I don't know if I'm ready for that.
I sighed. "Mike, I don't know if I'm ready for that. What if someone - one of the guards - finds out that I took it up the ass? What if they make fun of me? I don't know if I can go through that." Ultimately, this was something that had been on my mind for quite a while now. I had noticed how close Mike stood to me when we were speaking with Alexander, Casey and Sophia earlier, and how our relationship seemed to be morphing from a friendship to something else entirely. But, I wasn't someone who dealt with change very well.
He lifted his hand and placed it on my cheek. "Is that why you were crying earlier? Because you're afraid someone will find out and use it against you?" I nodded in response. I didn't want to say anything in case my voice broke. "Nolan... you shouldn't worry about what others think of you. As long as you're who you want to be, that's all that matters at the end of the day."
I think I want to try. But, I couldn't even get a dildo in, how the fuck would his dick fit in there? I mean, I haven't really seen it before, but I can only imagine how big it is. God, maybe I'm getting horny thinking about this. It has been quite a while since I've had sex, or had someone take care of my member for me. Holy fuck, am I really about to do this? I guess I am.
With no warning whatsoever, I leaned in and placed my lips on Mike's. I didn't want to risk saying anything in case I backed out of having sex with him.
I could tell he was surprised I made the first move, since his lips stayed still, unmoving. But, after seemingly getting over his shock, he started kissing me back.
He quickly took control of the kiss. Mike bit my bottom lip as a way of getting me to open my mouth. Once it was open, he swiftly thrusted his tongue into my mouth, exploring my inner cheeks, and taste.
It felt so good that I moaned into the kiss. Normally, I would have been embarrassed, but right now, I was too horny and into the moment to care.
We were still in an open mouthed kiss when he gently pushed me onto the bed, laying on top of me. Mike reached for my hands when I went to pull his hair, and held them onto the mattress. I tried moving them away, but he just held onto them tighter.
"Keep your hands there," he instructed as he let go of them. When his mouth moved onto my neck, onto my soft spot, I instinctively went to grab at his hair again, but the look he gave me stopped me from doing so.
Gradually, he kissed down my neck, and onto my chest. Stopping by my nipples to suck on them. It felt so good that I moaned louder than I anticipated. I tried keeping my sounds quiet, but I wasn't very successful.
"Don't keep your sounds in, I want to hear you."
Mike moved his hands down onto my stomach, and grabbed at the bottom of my uniform shirt. He looked up as if asking if it was alright for him to remove my shirt.
Too into the moment, I almost didn't notice what he was asking, but nonetheless gave him the go ahead.
He slowly began to lift my shirt, getting me to lean up so he would be able to remove it fully. "Fuck, you're so hot," he groaned.
I just moaned louder in response. For some unknown reason, his compliments and praise were making me even hornier. Without realizing it, I started begging for him to get a move on. I was too horny, and I needed him to do something about it.
"Mike please, I need..."
He looked up with a smirk. "What do you need, baby?"
I huffed. "Stop teasing me already, please." I begged in a whiny voice.
He chuckled. "Alright, alright. Are you sure you're up for this," he asked in a serious tone. I could tell he meant well and that we wouldn't go through with having sex with me if I was uncomfortable with it. I nodded. I was too horny to talk.
"Words, Nolan. Also, call me Sir."
Holy shit that was hot. "Yes, Sir. I'm certain."
"Alright then."
The next thing I know, my pants and boxers are being pulled off, and I am flipped onto my stomach. Mike grabbed two handfuls of my ass cheeks and shook them a little bit. "Fuck, you're hot. Alright, if you want me to stop anything, you say Red alright? It might hurt a little bit at first, but that's only because you're still a virgin back there," how could he tell?
I jumped when I felt something cold at my entrance. "Relax, it's just my finger and some lube. Thank fuck they have some in the dorms. I'm going to prep you so you can take me no problem," he said gently.
I stiffly nodded in response, but remembered his words from earlier. "Yes, Sir."
"Good boy."
After he was able to fit three fingers, he retracted them. I heard the lube bottle open behind me, so I assume he was lubing his member up. A few moments later, I felt something poke at my entrance.
"I'll go slow okay? You tell me if I need to slow down more, or if you want me to stop alright? You know what your safeword is?" He rubbed his dick up and down my crack.
"Okay, Sir. And Red is my safeword," I confirmed.
"Good boy. Now, I want you to relax as much as you can. And, try to stay still."
I tried to do just that. When his cock poked into my hole, I winced a little, but surprisingly, it didn't feel too bad compared to the last time I tried to do this. He slowly pushed in when he saw I wasn't complaining. When it was all in, he stopped and waited for me to adjust.
It was definitely a foreign feeling, but it felt good nonetheless.
"You can move, Sir."
He only got around three thrusts in before we heard a knock at the door. I flushed red and hoped it wasn't someone we knew.
"What are you guys doing in there? Your guys' breaks are over," I think it was Sarah that said that.
I went to pull away, but Mike kept me still. "Just give us a few more minutes," he lowered his voice so only I would hear. "Well, if you weren't out of the closet before, you definitely are now."
Fuck.