August 26th 2021
My dad ruined everything we just got a new ranch hand and he already messed it up. Now Jackson is never going to like me. He's so perfect with his brown eyes his tall and muscular body. Now it's all gone, I wish my dad would just leave my relationships alone. Now I have no chance of getting a boyfriend. I'm never going to lose my virginity, why did he have to do that. Maybe tomorrow I can make it up to Jackson. But dad will probably ruin it again like he always does. I barely even had supper, I'm going to starve.
(3 hours pass)
I can't sleep, I keep thinking about Jackson. I wish he would grant all of my desires. I wonder how he tastes, I wonder how his muscles feel. I wish his big manly hands would touch me all over.