I think it all started when I was three,must people don't remember what happens to them when they are that young , but I do, I became extremely wise(not only in terms of academically),for my age I think I realize things deeply and when I say deeply I mean I know about sexual stuffs since I was that young, I think that's what fucked me up,why do I remember those things, forget that why do I know that stuff when I was that young,even though the adult around me don't show it and most of the shows I watch are cartoons technically I grew up watching barbie and Disney cartoons(kid's stuff) but anytime it shows a kiss scene or I see parent with kids in the movie my young mind automatically know what they did to get that child and I make a scenerio in my head of when they married their first kiss and their first sex in a more detailed way,mind you I was still a kid I was not suppose to know all those things but I do, why....
