If one were to ask the Saintess Charlette whether she regrets the things she's done.
She would probably answer, "No, I have never regretted. Everything I've done comes from my sense of justice. Even if the outcome was not as I wished, if time were to start anew, I would still do the same. I would do it even better."
But, what if she really could start over?
When the power of the Goddess was forcibly infused into her body by Mohe, when the vast will of the Goddess would overwhelm hers, her body, having once been close to the divine, would not shatter, at least not immediately. But she knew, her soul would surely be broken by the will of the Goddess.
Even though the Goddess was already dead, the Evil Spirit couldn't affect her, just the remnants of the dead Goddess's will were enough to swallow her entirety.
If it succeeded, then who would Charlette become, standing there?
Amidst the vast brilliance, she saw a true god for the first time.