Kaiser
It took every single thing in me not to touch her.
Now that she was trapped before me, my chest heaved, watching her gaze drop to my lips.
It was tormenting to just stand there and force myself to do nothing, especially as I was rock hard right now.
She had so much effect on me even without touching me.
She didn't notice my erection, thankfully.
I just didn't want things to seem awkward for her.
So I stepped back, giving her more space.
"What do you want to eat?" I asked and she nodded.
Why the heck was she nodding?
I laughed so hard, it was the funniest thing I'd seen.
"I'll make some fried chicken breast with mayo and ketchup sauce.
"Would you like that?" I asked her and she nodded again and I ruffled her hair a bit.
"Small one" I called, teasing her and she looked at me with an angry face, her lips pouting.
"I'm not small" She defended.
"Says the girl who couldn't get the pack of cookies from the cabinet" I teased again and she hit my arm and I laughed and got the pack of cookies and handed it to her.
Her face lit up with a smile as she opened it and ate.
She helped me with making breakfast and soon we were done.
We sat down at the dining table as we dug in and ate the meal with relish.
"It's so delicious" She said smiling and then Rhyssa came walking towards her meowing.
"You hungry?" She asked and she gave my cat a piece of chicken.
Suddenly her phone rang and she picked it up.
Then immediately, her countenance changed.
"Now??" She asked
"Oh ok, I understand" She said and hung up.
She heaved annoyedly.
"What's wrong?" I asked,
"I have a meeting with my editorial group" She said giving me a sad look.
"Oh" I said...
♥︎♡♥︎
"I wish I could stay more" She said playing with her pretty fingers.
And I imagined them wrapped tightly around my cock.
Fuck, stopp! Jesus.
I scolded my mind.
"You can always come around, you know my address now and I know yours" I said
Then she smiled and my heart melted.
I mean, it always did whenever she smiled but this time....was different.
"See you again, Kaiser" She said and got into her car, then drove off.
Walking back into my house, the warmth that graced it when Rhyssa was here was gone and I hated it because I missed her so much already.
I groaned in frustration and went towards my kitchen, took out a bottle of alcohol and poured some of its content into a wine glass and drained its content.
More.
At mid night, I woke up.
I couldn't sleep, not with the nightmares that I was battling.
They were horrible experiences, really horrible.
I went into my bathroom to wash my face then I looked at the mirror.
I sighed deeply and took the pocket knife on the sink.
My hands were shaking.
This wasn't the first time I was doing this.
And I sliced my arm just hard enough to make me feel so much pain then sudden relief.
I did it a few more times until I couldn't take it anymore.
I was used to pain, to harming myself and I was always afraid it would extend to other people.
After cleaning up and bandaging my arm, I slid down the wall and just stayed there trying to think of positive things.
And Rhyssa was the only positive thought that came to my head.
And I tried to smile, she made me so happy with her presence.