The dusty corner of the library became Kenji's sanctuary. Every spare moment found him there, hunched over cheap practice paper, brush in hand, wrestling with the frustrating disconnect between the flawless runic structures shimmering in his mind and the clumsy black marks his hand produced. Knowing exactly how a 'stability' rune needed to interlock didn't magically grant his wrist the fluid control to render its corresponding Fuinjutsu symbol without a wobble.
He filled page after page with basic strokes – lines, curves, dots – mimicking the exercises described in the scrolls. He learned how the slightest change in pressure altered the ink's thickness, how the speed of his hand dictated the smoothness of the line. It was painstaking, repetitive work, a world away from the instant, intuitive understanding granted by his runic sight. Sometimes, the sheer tedium felt overwhelming. Why bother with clumsy ink lines when he could feel the actual runes? But the memory of Iruka's words, the potential for a cover, kept him grounded.
During one particularly frustrating session, he was trying – and failing – to cleanly draw the symbol for a simple 'Alert' rune, the kind designed to give a small flare of chakra if disturbed. His lines were shaky, the proportions slightly off. He could see precisely where the flaws were, how they would destabilize the anchored rune, making it unreliable. He sighed, dipping the brush again with grim determination.
"Trying too hard," a lazy voice drawled from somewhere behind him.
Kenji flinched, nearly dropping the brush. He turned to see Shikamaru Nara leaning against a nearby bookshelf, arms crossed, observing him with that typical sleepy-eyed gaze that somehow missed nothing.
"Your focus is there," Shikamaru continued, stifling a yawn, "but your hand's fighting the brush. It's tense. You're thinking about the perfect result you want, not the simple movement needed to get a result. Stop trying to force the magic, just… draw the lines." He shrugged, as if offering profound wisdom was just another troublesome chore. "How hard can making lines be, anyway?" Without waiting for a reply, apparently having exhausted his capacity for helpfulness, he ambled off towards the Shogi boards near the front of the library.
Kenji stared after him, then slowly looked back at his messy practice sheet. Stop trying to force the magic, just draw the lines. Shikamaru's casual, almost dismissive advice resonated unexpectedly with Kenji's own runic observations. He had been focusing too much on replicating the perfect, untouchable golden rune, tensing his muscles in the process, hindering the very physical execution needed to create the imperfect, but functional, inked seal.
He took a deliberate, slow breath, consciously relaxing his grip on the brush, letting his shoulders drop. He cleared his mind of the shimmering golden rune for a moment, focusing solely on the physical shape depicted in the scroll, on the flow and rhythm of the strokes themselves. He drew the 'Alert' symbol again. The lines emerged smoother, more confident, less forced. They weren't a perfect mirror of the rune, couldn't be, but they were cleaner calligraphy.
Now, the infusion. He recalled his failed attempts with the storage pouch. Smooth, controlled chakra flow was key, letting the established symbol guide the energy. He focused, channeling a thin stream of chakra, visualizing it flowing like water through the inked channels he'd just drawn, settling into the pattern, activating and anchoring the runic concept the symbol represented.
The symbol seemed to absorb the chakra, darkening slightly before returning to normal. In his runic sight, the anchored construct wasn't as 'pure' as his direct visualizations could be – slightly warped by the inherent approximations of the physical seal – but it felt stable. It held its shape, latent and ready.
With a hesitant finger, he gently tapped the edge of the practice paper. The inked symbol flared with a soft, brief pulse of pale light, exactly as the scroll described.
A small smile touched Kenji's lips. Success. It wasn't the potent, direct manipulation he could visualize, but it was functional, stable Fuinjutsu, achieved through conventional means, albeit guided by his deeper understanding.
He spent the rest of his time mastering that simple seal, then moving on to others described in the basic scrolls. He learned that his sight gave him an incredible advantage in debugging his own work – he could instantly perceive why a seal failed, whether it was a flawed stroke breaking the chakra flow or an uneven infusion destabilizing the anchored rune. But it didn't offer shortcuts to the physical practice required to fix those flaws.
His progress was still faster than it should be, his grasp of the principles behind the seals unnervingly quick. He knew he'd need to be careful if Iruka ever decided to test their Fuinjutsu skills again. Producing work that was merely 'good' or 'talented' was one thing; consistently creating flawless, optimized seals would raise too many questions.
For now, though, in the quiet solitude of the library, he felt a growing sense of integration. His runic sight was the map, the theoretical knowledge. The painstaking practice with brush and ink was the act of learning to walk the terrain. He needed both. One gave him direction, the other gave him the means to travel. And slowly, painstakingly, he was learning to synchronize his steps, bridging the gap between seeing the path and actually walking it.
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