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"No, I didn't! I didn't! Well... I didn't want to, you're so hateful! You forced me to accompany you to do that kind of thing. Well... now you are blaming me again, you are too much..." Yuan Xiaoyun gently struggled against Zheng Xudong's arm, her voice full of shame and anger was already filled with sobs.
But Zheng Xudong still knelt on the ground, hugged Yuan Xiaoyun tightly, and continued to press step by step, "You are already wrong. Do you think... you can hide it from Yuze forever? What do you think Yuze will do to you after he finds out? Can you... be happy?"
"You...you don't have to say anymore. Um...I don't want to hear it!" Yuan Xiaoyun struggled to break free from Zheng Xudong's arms, leaning against the door weakly, sobbing and saying sincerely, "I love Yuze, and he loves me too! Um...He and I have been through a lot, he will make me happy...even if he can't, I still want to be with him..."
At some point, Sun Yuze suddenly found warm liquid sliding down his cheek. His heart was sour and painful, but also filled with a warm and sad love. Yuan Xiaoyun's betrayal of him was an indisputable fact, but after listening to Yuan Xiaoyun's heartfelt words, Sun Yuze suddenly felt that even if Yuan Xiaoyun had to leave him after going through all that, he would have no complaints. After all, life is full of disappointments. There was an outstanding girl like Yuan Xiaoyun who had loved him deeply and had used everything to repay his love. Even if he blamed someone, he could only blame fate.
"Be with him? I guess... when you were with Guan Yuming before... you thought so too, right? What happened later? Didn't Guan Yuming abandon you? Even if Sun Yuze accepted you for a while, who... who can guarantee that he won't hold a grudge in his heart... and won't abandon you like Guan Yuming in the end?" Zheng Xudong stood up and said to Yuan Xiaoyun in a pressing manner, facing her.
Bastard! Zheng Xudong is too much. For his own desires, he threatened a weak girl who was alone in a foreign land. He even dared to say that he loved Xiaoyun! Is this his love? No! Xiaoyun treated me like this, I must not let her down. I should stand up and tell her everything, tell her that I love her. Even if I know that she has been humiliated by so many men, I don't want to leave her!
"Well... Yuze is upright and kind-hearted... He is not the kind of man who will abandon you after having fun with you!" Yuan Xiaoyun said firmly, word by word.
Sun Yuze was thinking about how to stand out from under the bed in this embarrassing situation, but Yuan Xiaoyun's words made him hesitate.
What should I do? Actually, I am just an ordinary person. If I come out from under the bed, it will be like slapping myself and Xiaoyun in the face. How can I be so upright as to hide under the bed and spy on the two of them in such a despicable way?
"Hmph, do you believe it? If... he is truly honest, then... do you believe he would accept your body that has been toyed with countless times? If he can do it for a while... are you willing to live in fear of being abandoned for the rest of your life?"
Yuan Xiaoyun folded her arms, leaned against the door helplessly, and looked at Zheng Xudong in silence. Zheng Xudong continued, "If... you are willing to believe, I... I will delete those photos of you and your old lover. Let you... tell him everything yourself. If he accepts you and you are willing to live in worry, I... will quit immediately." Zheng Xudong said tentatively, staring at Yuan Xiaoyun with his eyes.
Damn! Zheng Xudong has such a trick. He actually retreats to advance, using both soft and hard tactics! How come he has become so good at using tricks after he left for a few days? Although I knew that he was a lustful rogue who would use photos to coerce Xiaoyun, he would use violence if Xiaoyun refused to obey in the past. He never used such a scheming and roundabout method! ——For girls, they may disregard everything for love, but they are still most worried about being abandoned. Fear is the biggest heart disease of human beings. How will Xiaoyun react?
"Are you... really willing to delete the photos?" Yuan Xiaoyun put her arms across her chest, her bright eyes glistening with tears as she looked at Zheng Xudong in disbelief.
"Of course... I really love you, and I want you to be willing to be with me, and... not be forced by me." Zheng Xudong tried hard to put on a sincere look. At the same time, he tore off the gauze on his face, and three deep bloodstains on Zheng Xudong's face that looked like scratches were immediately revealed. He continued, "I have broken up with Gao Na for you... I know she will hate me... but I just want to be with you!"
Damn it! Zheng Xudong even resorted to the tactic of inflicting pain on himself! Was it really Gao Na who scratched him? Did Xiaoyun really have to believe Zheng Xudong's lies? How could she believe Zheng Xudong? Even if he said he would delete it, he could go back on his word later!
"Boys...normal boys...would hate it so much for a girl to have been treated 'like that' by others...by so many people?" Yuan Xiaoyun's beautiful eyes, like autumn water, were now flickering with doubt, confusion, and helplessness.
Boom! Sun Yuze felt his world shattered. Xiaoyun was shaken! She actually asked Zheng Xudong such a question! Did she believe that Zheng Xudong loved her? Did she no longer believe in me?
Sun Yuze's idea of standing up was once again shattered like a bubble.
"Humph, you...you are so stupid. Of course men will hate impure girls...I know I'm not good enough, but I am willing to accept you..."
There was a gleam in Zheng Xudong's little eyes, and he seemed to be extremely excited seeing his plan succeed. He suddenly bent down and took something out from the clothes on the ground, but due to the angle in the mirror, Sun Yuze couldn't see clearly what it was.
"Really?" Yuan Xiaoyun's sobbing had gradually stopped. She leaned weakly against the door, her snow-white and smooth knees slightly bent and pressed together, as if she was barely supporting her tired body after the emotional excitement. There was a hint of redness in her beautiful eyes, and she was looking at Zheng Xudong with a pitiful look.
Oh my god! Where did Zheng Xudong learn such a set of rhetoric? It really made Xiaoyun confused and hesitant.
Zheng Xudong stood up, put the thing in his palm, held it in front of him, and said with some trembling and stammering: "I... I know, I am not as tall and handsome as Yuze, but I can give you the life he gave you. I can also give you the love he gave you. I can also make you very happy in bed. Come with me to M University. I have also helped you with your transfer procedures. As long as you nod, we will go together. Immediately, we can leave G University, leave... your past, leave that old lover, and start a new life. Marry me, I am willing to be with you forever, we will get married when we arrive at M University..."
Zheng Xudong raised his hand high, and this time Sun Yuze saw clearly that there was a shining ring in his hand!
Damn! Zheng Xudong, he actually proposed to Xiaoyun! Xiaoyun is my girlfriend! He wants to take Xiaoyun away completely!
Looking at Zheng Xudong's serious expression, although he was still ugly and wretched, he didn't seem to be pretending. A girl like Xiaoyun, who was young, beautiful, and kind-hearted, would be the greatest happiness in his life if he married her, no matter what her past was like. Did he really fall in love with Xiaoyun? Or did he just want to possess Xiaoyun's body for a longer time and more casually? Sun Yuze really couldn't tell.
What should I do! It would be useless if I rushed out now. Xiaoyun might be so embarrassed and angry that she would leave with Zheng Xudong.
Sun Yuze's heart was beating so violently that it seemed like it was going to burst out of his chest, and his body was shaking uncontrollably. He listened to Yuan Xiaoyun's reply nervously, as if he were a death row prisoner awaiting the punishment of fate!
"I love Yuze..." Yuan Xiaoyun looked at the ring, as if at a loss. She glanced to the side with her bright eyes, biting her rosy lower lip with her pearly teeth, and murmured.
What! Xiaoyun didn't refuse immediately! Is she afraid of angering Zheng Xudong? Or is she really going to leave me? She obviously loves me, but is she willing to give up this tortuous relationship? We were still together in love yesterday, and now she wants to throw herself into Zheng Xudong's arms and marry him because of worries and doubts?
No! Sun Yuze's heart seemed to be thrown into a spin dryer and twisted violently!