On top of a building moderately tall and impoverished almost looking abandoned Shayn stands on top of the building looking down at the cars through the lanes he looked tired and as if had no hope of achieving anything in his life, his eyes looked scared and had a bit of anger but mostly deep black like abyss.
"after this ill finally get this shit done with haha what a boring life this is no matter what theirs nothing to achieve truly here love , money , fame I'm not interested any of that if I truly have nothing worth standing my position for after this everything will finally be ok."
Shayn thought so in his mind while laughing slowly.
But as he closed his eyes in order to end his life he suddenly felt the atmosphere changing cold breeze flew his way and he opened his eyes in curiosity.
"Wait, What... What the actual f"ck .....where the hell am I." He screamed but kept the curses in his mind for he was too shocked to process the things that had just happened.
It was normal thing to happen for someone who was on top of a building finding himself in a environment of complete greenery and trees a beautiful grassland in the blink of an eye.
"Wait I know this place this is my grandma's village, this exact scenery I had witnessed many years ago when I came to visit her with my parents during around the age of 5 something."
"But how the fuck did i end up here anyway this cannot be possible I was about to suicide what even is this, wait this physique is of a 5 something year old haha did I go back in time."
He checked out his hands, legs and physique and became sure that had gone back in time.
"Wow what bullshit I'm dealing with here I got sent back in time as if someone intended to not allow me to suicide and gave me another chance at life, hah what a joke.
"What did I suicide for in the first place lack of money, betrayal of girl, bullied in school ? No none of that i suicided because I had nothing to do nothing better nothing worth nothing attention catching it was all garbage from the start to the end."
"To think I was sent back in time , well its all for nothing I will suicide here now and end my life lets go somewhere where can I kill myself properly without any more bullshit happening."
Shayn had developed some sort of obsession with killing himself at this point now he had no reason he wanted to live he felt life was boring it had nothing that aroused his attention and attraction he felt he was living the life of a mere animal trapped in a cage.
As he was thinking of what way he would kill himself suddenly he heard the shout of a women behind him calling his name.
"Shayn!!! come back dinner is ready and your grandma has also woken up come greet her she cant wait to see you."
This voice was of Shayn's mom she had dark black hair and the same dark black eyes as him except their weren't empty like his and had a soul of happiness and joy brimming through them.
"Shayn instantly recognized this voice and turned over seeing his mom showing a slight smile."
In his previous life his mom and dad had met a car accident and died where after that their inheritance and money were all given to him and that way he could support his and his sisters life. Till he tried suicide and was sent back in time.
He proceeded to walk towards her thinking about his next suicide after he goes back to his home in the city, and as he was walking his leg fell into a hole and a bruise appeared. The grass covered the hole blocking him from seeing the hole and he felt he might have sprained his leg.
His mother came rushing over with worry on her face.
"Huh what a start to new life truly garbage." He mumbled to himself when suddenly his pupils shrunk to a extremely small degree the scene he had witnessed caused him to blurt out in surprise.
"Oh shayn I will heal this up right away such a small wound nothing to have such a worried look on for."
The scene that shocked him was his mother used magic and his wound started healing.
"HUH MAGIC!!!!."